u/Popular-Seesaw-8450

It's a RANT actually....

I've wanting to let this out for while, so here I am...

I've been a kpop fan since 2017 when I was in middle school, so at first it was BTS and BLACKPINK and then my scale increased to some other groups as well, it goes on to 2020, then I got kinda busy or somewhat extremely immersed in my studies, college entrance exams and all. My interest in kpop also almost kinda faded, I knew nothing except few trends and few bts updates only.

Coming to 2026, in June something suddenly caught my eye and my interest reignited in kpop and right now I am all updated but I still kinda feel lacking or behind...

Talking about ENHYPEN's role, I knew Enhypen somehow back in 2021, I discovered them through "drunk-dazed" which was an absolute banger, I loved song, choreography, everything, but still I didn't actually stan them so I knew nothing except the song. Then when DARK MOON: BLOOD ALTAR webtoon came in 2023, I got totally invested in it I knew the OSTs were by Enhypen and it was also inspired from them, and at that time time I heard some more bangers like, "One in a billion", "Fatal trouble" and "Criminal love" because they were somehow involved in the webtoon and loved all these songs from that time only but I still didn't stan them (Ikr I was so dumb). Then when crunchyroll announced the anime, I was excited for it so much that I watched it while it was airing. Then came DARK MOON: TWO MOONS earlier this year, and I followed it too.

Back in March 2026, I knew Heeseung left the group, but it didn't affect me that much at that time coz then again I wasn't an ENGENE, and so obviously I didn't know his potential or anything about him, so yeah....(Again ik I'm dumb)

Now, in June 2026 when all my overwhelming urges came back to life, guess which was the first group I stanned, yes it's none other than ENHYPEN T_T, these boys became my new salvation, my new world, my everything. I was the happiest soul watching them shine like the brightest star in my dark real world. But I was happy and sad at the same time due all the Heeseung happenings and content all over the internet, like the divided fandom, mina's case, the hate, the absolute negativity. I was crying one day, laughing the other, and when I got to know they came from a survival show, I started watching I-land, then watched almost every interview of the all 7 of them, listened to their every song and album till now, some of the variety Shows and game shows, almost everything from the start to the end.

I still support all the other 6 and Heeseung as a soloist, so please don't come at me for this coz I will forever be an Ot7 but I can't bear to oppose any of them. Right now I barely got hold of my emotions which was all over the place for last two months and it was really hard for me idk why but I swear I couldn't focus on anything not even on my final exams and interviews due to this, and something like this has never happened in my whole life ever before....

Thanks for taking the time to read it!

One last question: I haven't watched any of their own content like EN O' CLOCK, so can y'all suggest me what to watch?!? Thanks in advance 💖

I am confused

I am confused

Idk what type of engene am I

These babies are sooo underrated af🥺