haven't taken a full day off in 4 months and i can't tell if i'm cooked or this is just what building looks like
As part of my curriculum at tetr college, i built a business, small thing on the side that's started making money.
my last "off" day was in august. I remember bc i went to the beach and felt guilty by 2pm and opened my laptop at 4. since then it's been: wake up, classes, work, sleep at 2, repeat. weekends are just weekdays with no classes.
the weird part is i don't feel burnt out in the obvious way. im not crying or anything. im just. flat. food tastes less interesting. friends ask how im doing and i genuinely don't have an answer. messages pile up for 3 days before i reply. my mom asked if im depressed last week and i said no but i didn't sound convincing.
every founder podcast says this is the price. grind szn. you sleep when you're dead. etc..
ppl who've been here, which was it for you?