u/Pristine_Signal_4441

No vape for 12 hours and 50 minutes according to my tracker. And every time I've taken recigar this morning (3rd one just now) I've gotten up and taken the dogs for a walk. No thoughts, just walk. Auto pilot grab their leashes and out the door and out the fence. My dogs are confused, the old one is mad I keep interrupting his naps, I'm confused. Idk who I am and it hasnt even been a full 24 hours yet. I don't run. Maybe I'll run. Maybe this is just the sugar from the suckers I've been using to quell the hand to mouth thing. Idk. Maybe I'll go fist fight my dad.

Hi. I've been smoking since I was 18. I'm 34 in a couple months. I picked up vaping in 2016 to stop smoking (minimum pack a day). Went back to smoking 2018 - 2022 PLUS vaping. Now been vaping since 2022 solely (occasional cig when I drink). I usually buy two TRX 50k every 2 weeks.

I want to stop. Now. One of my current vapes tastes like the inside of a TI-89 calculator. The other still has some life in it. I just don't know how I'm going to deal with the habit of picking up this little flavor box and then BAM. Nothing. I've tried everything before. And now I'm sitting here searching neuropeptides for smoking cessation and I just know I gotta stop. But I don't know if I can.

Was on sema for 2 months through Amble with biweekly increased dosages. Barely budged, mostly water weight. Accidentally signed up for AltRx while half asleep last night, they already called me, discussed my cancelation request, and accepted my cancelation. Have signed up for BMI MD 6 month program for tirz since it's cheaper monthly than Amble sema. A little nervous to switch but excited. Currently 280. My goal is 180.