I feel like I’m at war with myself
Let me know if this doesn’t belong here. Ever since I’ve accepted my genderfluidity, I feel like I’m at war with parts of myself. When I feel like a woman/feminine or genderless/neutral, I’m sometimes uncomfortable with the part of me that’s a boy/masculine. I think my discomfort with the masculine/boy part of my gender might come from me being a lesbian. I’ve been trying to unpack this, but’s it hard and I’m having a tough time. It’s especially difficult when I’m feminine and masculine at the same time. It’s confusing because accepting the masculine/boy aspects of my gender has been freeing. Does anyone have any experience with this and what have they done to get through it? Also, am I the only the transmasc feminine lesbian in this sub?