u/Rasengan4360

▲ 8 r/GuyCry

I thought I was numb to romantic feelings, but then I found hope

I don't know if this is the right kind of subreddit for this or if I used the right flair, if I'm wrong about either of these things please correct me and direct me to a subreddit that IS appropriate for this kind of thing. So, for context:

I'm 15 years old, male, and in my second semester of tenth grade. Being Autistic, I was bullied throughout elementary school (middle school is part of elementary school where I live) because I acted different from everyone else, and if I did anything that was embarrassing that people would have just completely ignored if it was anyone else, people made it a huge deal and didn't let me forget it for years. It got so bad to the point that I thought I might have subconsciously cut myself off from feeling any kind of romantic attraction, because I knew that if people found out about it, they would instantly tell everyone and embarrass me even more.

Then, when I got to high school, I pretty much got a fresh start, but the trauma from the bullied I experienced throughout elementary school still lingered. I still found myself feeling no romantic feelings whatsoever, and on top of that, even talking to people became hard for me because I was afraid of embarrassing myself.

Then, in my second semester of ninth grade, I met this girl. Actually, maybe "met" isn't the right word, because although we were in the same science class, we never interacted with each other. It wasn't until we had another class together in my first semester of tenth grade that I actually interacted with her.

After getting to know her, I found out that she's one of the kindest people I've ever met, and that we have several similar interests like music and anime. Late in the semester, I developed feelings for her. After finally developing romantic feelings for someone after so long of feeling nothing, I found hope that I wouldn't die alone because of my past trauma.

Things aren't all good though. When the second semester of tenth grade started, I no longer had any classes with the girl I liked, so now I don't know how to interact with her without making it awkward. What can I do?

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u/Rasengan4360 — 2 days ago
▲ 92 r/bleach

What's the proper spelling of "Vizard"?

I've been wondering this for a while. On the internet, I've seen people spell it as "Vizard", but in both the manga and the anime, I've seen it spelled "Visored". Which is the proper spelling? And is one of them just a mistranslation? I'm really confused.

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u/Rasengan4360 — 2 days ago

How can I talk to her?

So, I'm a 15-year-old boy in tenth grade. There's this girl in my grade I've known since semester 2 of ninth grade, and at first, sure, I thought she was pretty, but it wasn't until semester 1 of tenth grade that I developed a crush on her. I ended up in one of the same classes at her and got to interact with her, and I found out the we have many similar interests, and that she's one of the nicest people I've ever met. However, now I'm unable to talk to her for two reasons:

1: I'm too nervous. Whenever I try to talk to her, I always end up chickening out.

2: We no longer have any classes together.

Whenever I see her in the halls, she's always around her friends. I'm afraid I'll try to talk to her and make myself look like a total moron in front of not just her, but all of her friends as well. What do I do? I want her to at least know how I feel before we graduate in two years.

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u/Rasengan4360 — 8 days ago

What, in your opinion, is the best support weapon against each faction?

Here's my opinion:

Terminids: Machine gun or Stalwart. Since there's often a lot of them, you need a weapon with a fast fire rate to mow them down quickly.

Automatons: Recoiless Rifle. Because of all the heavily armored enemies, you want to bring something that can hit really hard. It can also be used to shoot down dropships.

Illuminate: Laser Cannon. Although there usually aren't as many as the Terminids, the Illuminate can easily overwhelm you with numbers, and they also have many armored enemies. You'll want something that can both take down a lot of enemies quickly and pierce through heavy armor.

Let me know what all of you think!

Edit: Damn, this post really blew up! Thanks for all your comments, everyone!

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u/Rasengan4360 — 11 days ago

Does no one realize that Yuta bushcamped a bushcamper?

Everyone calls Yuta a bushcamper. But people are forgetting one key detail: Kenjaku bushcamped Gojo to seal him.

So really, you can't call him a bushcamper if he was bushcamping a bushcamper (say that 10 times fast lol).

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u/Rasengan4360 — 12 days ago

Anyone else believe there's a clear difference between an actual parent and just "someone who has a kid"?

I'm not talking about bio parents vs. foster/adoptive parents. I'm talking about someone ACTUALLY BEING A PARENT - as in, actually taking care of their child and teaching them basic decency.

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u/Rasengan4360 — 12 days ago

Why are schools so bad at dealing with bullying?

I've never understood this. Schools are TERRIBLE at dealing with bullying, and bullies often get away with the things they do to others. I was bullied my whole life, and the people who picked on me were never punished for it.

I'm sick of this happening. Bullies get away with too much, and this is one of the reasons, although not the only one, that I want to become a teacher - so I can make sure that bullies aren't getting away with the things they do.

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u/Rasengan4360 — 12 days ago

I'm 15 M, and I was bullied throughout my first semester of ninth grade last year by a kid who's bullied me in the past - let's call him J. Anyway, J is a total a*shole.

He's not the kind of bully that outwardly bullies someone - he's the kind of bully that purposely sets someone off and then gaslights them to make himself look like the victim. He ragebaited me in class, told people about embarrassing things I've done in the past when I just wanted a fresh start when I came to high school, and painted himself as the victim when I reacted.

He wasn't even punished. The school talked to his parents, and that's pretty much it. His parents probably didn't punish him at home either, since they probably believe there's no way that their "angel" could bully someone.

However, I think I might know how he got off so easy. You see, J happens to be Black, and I happen to be White. What I think might've happened is J's parents threatened to go on social media and call the school racist. Does anyone agree, or am I just overthinking things?

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u/Rasengan4360 — 17 days ago

I personally do. Like Sukuna's WCS (World-Cutting Slash), which also penetrated Gojo's Infinity, it cuts through space. Therefore, it would likely penetrate Gojo's Infinity and cut him.

Does anyone agree?

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u/Rasengan4360 — 1 month ago