u/RidgeRunner117

I’m so incredibly, terribly lonely. The last two years have been fucking horrible. I’ve lost 95% of my friends, my girlfriend, really any support system within 1000 miles of me. I spend almost every night alone eating take out because I can’t cook and doing anything I possible can to not let a single thought enter my brain.

When I finally do get brave enough I invite people to play games, come over, go out (when I can) constantly and nobody has ever said yes. It’s like in a leper. They tolerate me when they absolutely have to, but anything outside of that I might as well not exist.

I hate this, I just want to scream and claw my hair out. I’ve started self harming, I look like I’ve been attacked by something some days. I’m crawling on the walls and starved for connection, but who wants a friend or god forbid a boyfriend who is this sick and has this many issues?

I swear I used to be fun. I used to have friends, and a community. Now I’m a fucking robot who’s praying he runs out of power and doesn’t boot up in the morning.

I’m in my 30’s, Halo was a big part of my childhood and early adulthood. Had a friend over yesterday and we had a couch co-op and Chinese take out marathon and had a blast.

Is it perfect? No. Is it fun as hell and just what I needed? Yes.

Have fun everyone!

Hello Exiles! I'm having some trouble and am getting desperate for a solution. I currently play on a pretty heavily modded RP server, and lately the growing modlist has meant that it takes me ages and a day to boot up. I've got a decent rig, 32gb ram, a 2tb SSD with a full Tb free, and a solid graphics card. I can't for the life of me figure out why it takes so damn long to boot up. I just get a black screen while its loading, sometimes indefinitely.

Are there any fixes I could try, or is this just one of those "too many mods" situation?

My god, I’m so sick of this service. Every other week they leave my food next to or ontop of the cooler. The label says cooler, common sense says cooler. I’m done.

Just what the title says. I’m fucking done. I’m so tired. All the time. I feel like shit. ALL THE TIME. I lost everything when I got sicker. My life is now “be too sick to do anything you enjoy but not sick enough to work.” I know I’m lucky to have a job, but I hate it so god damn much but I’m trapped. I can’t leave, I can’t afford healthcare or my meds, or anything. I want to just go but I’m too much of a fucking coward to make that happen, so I persist in this purgatory state of being where I feel like I’m suffocating but won’t die.

I’ve put on 60lbs this year, I hate how I feel. Hate how I look. I look in a mirror and don’t fucking recognize myself. I used to be an athlete, I loved hiking and skiing. Now I’m just a machine that eats and then has GI issues and gets bigger. I can’t fuckjng stand this.

I want to fucking hike again, go fish an alpine pond. Cross the fuckjng Mississippi for the first time in a decade. Instead I’m having to rest because I did the big act of *checks notes* went and had an iced tea outside for too long in the aggressively mild weather (again I know I’m lucky, my uk friends are baking). This is so stupid but I was escaping through a game and was just told all the progress will be wiping and it’s like fucking hell can’t anything fucking work.

That’s all, thanks for coming to my ted talk. See you tomorrow I guess.

Hello Exiles!
I'm looking to fill a private server I've just spun up and am looking for chill folks to join up. Faster crafting time, less materials required for building, but 1x resource and EXP gain to balance it out. All mods are QOL or cosmetic. Shoot me a message if you're interested. Currently there are only two of us but I'd like to get up to 10!

Folks need to calm down with all the goofy shenanigans that are being done with bases ahead of server transfers. Please for the love of god just break down your vehicles and store your base with the backup tool. Nothing else needs to be done. If the first sietch has a base in your spot, try another. everyone is getting so goofy and are fucking themselves over with broken fiefs l, forgotten vehicles or solido’d bases. Take a breath, it will all be ok.