Unable to study from my syllabus books
I am not sure if it's me but do you ever feel sick to your stomach when you have to study from books you have beef with?
Actually, in my last exams I followed my books, the one provided to me by the school board and I still remember how stressful it was, the scream of my parents in my ears on how I should do x instead of y and etc.
Next year (in 7 months) I have my last exam to graduate High school (I am an adult who is back to school) and everytime I sit down to study with those, I have this wierd feeling like I am suddenly unable to study.
I usually do fine with books, I am a reader and often often help my siblings with their studies.
For now,I am doing my lessons from prof, leonard (pre cal) and I am doing fine but this book is just making me sick because there are topics in there which I need to do, specific kind of questions and stuff too.
How do you even deal with this?