My first terrifying encounter (0.9)

I encountered the prying eyes on my second black fog event. I thought the eyes were my ATV for a second, but you can see the moment I realize that it isn’t and start panicking lol

Also i love the in game video camera, but I wish I could record security footage

u/SaxhFps — 8 days ago

Things I should do first play through (0.9)

I’m on day 3 of my first story play through (I’ve played a lot of ambience mode just to chill), and was wondering if there are must do things related to lore that aren’t obvious (or are, I don’t notice things lol)

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u/SaxhFps — 10 days ago

Can someone explain to me different jobs in the nuclear industry?

I’m 18, and am most likely going to be an audio engineer but I am also possibly considering seeing if there is any field in nuclear that I may be interested in. (I also don’t need a degree for audio engineering)

I know I’d have a much longer road a head of me considering I’m a drop out (from mental health reasons) and would need a GED, but it is something I am sort of considering if possible.

I also would like to know what colleges and degrees I would need in order to go into this field.

I’m sorry if this sounds really stupid, I just don’t know a lot of the fields involved in the nuclear industry.

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u/SaxhFps — 26 days ago

Is what Sarah said added to the setlist?

I was looking at setlist.fm and was wondering if what Sarah said was a one time thing or if they’re gonna play it again? Asking cause I’m going to the show tomorrow and the song is stuck in my head lol

Also I hope they play some other songs off facts like for what reason or scientist studies (I know that’s extremely unlikely lmao)

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u/SaxhFps — 30 days ago
▲ 4 r/Emo

Songs/albums about OCD

Im just gonna say my experience below and ask if there’s any songs or albums about similar experiences or just thinking in a loop.

I recently was diagnosed with severe OCD and I’ve genuinely felt awful and physically sick since may. It’s mostly health OCD for me right now and it’s taking over my life l, I’ve lost track of time it still feels like may to me and I spent the first half of June convinced I was gonna die. Now I feel a lot better physically because I’ve learned a lot about OCD and am slowly getting better but I’m exhausted :(

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u/SaxhFps — 1 month ago

How much do I need to talk to play

I played squad briefly a few years back and quit but now I want to get back into it. However over the past couple of years I have had worsened social anxiety and severe OCD, so I don’t really like talking to people that much. I’m fine communicating like normal stuff but I don’t want to engage in full on conversations, will people likely kick me if I say “I’m not gonna talk much outside of necessary information?”

Also is the community at least somewhat LGBTQ friendly? I’m a trans person and would rather be around transphobia as little as possible (I know most people probably don’t care, I just wanted to throw that out there in case of any experiences people have had)

I’m probably overthinking it tbh

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u/SaxhFps — 1 month ago
▲ 5 r/Glaive

Pardee urgent care picture

I’m on a trip from central nc to western nc (bervard and Asheville) and I remember this picture of glaive standing in front of a pardee urgent care and I think I passed that exact sign but I can’t find the pic

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u/SaxhFps — 1 month ago
▲ 2 r/prozac

Why did my anxiety stabilize one night after an increase in dosage?

I went from 50 to 60 mg of Prozac due to extreme anxiety and I took 60 for the first time last night and I feel stable for the first time in about a year, is it just placebo?

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u/SaxhFps — 2 months ago

I hope it’s not an in person exclusive thing

I desperately want to see the movie so I would but plane tickets to anywhere in the us to see it 😭

June 20ths my birthday but I don’t have a passport or money to go to Canada tho

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u/SaxhFps — 2 months ago

My Personal Rankings of DCFC Albums

I’m 18, so I’ve been a DCFC fan my whole life and I’m ranking all of these based on my personal enjoyment

This may be a hot take but I love chords. I’ve always loved how raw and different it sounded (excluding tomcat lmao) and I love the chords version of song for Kelly huckaby and amputations.

I love Lowell, MA and Scientist studies off of facts too, I think Lowell, MA is one of the most underrated death cab songs.

I’m emo, so obviously I’ll be preferring their early emo/emo adjacent works but I also love this new era (2019 - now). Foxglove and I don’t know how to survive have become some of my favorite tracks and punching the flowers and I built you a tower (b) are amazing.

People will disagree with me on this, but I’m honestly not a huge fan of plans. however, the highs of plans are ridiculously high and I have a lot of love for the album

Honestly found Kintsugi, narrow stairs and codes and Keys kinda forgettable (besides ghosts and tourist).

Their early discography is my comfort music and I listen to it to cope a lot and I’ve been realizing recently how damn good the photo album is.

Something about airplanes is amazing too, fake frowns, amputations, are phenomenal.

I don’t have a lot to say about transatlanticsism, it’s amazing, probably my favorite album of all time.

None of this is in a ton of order so my bad lol

u/SaxhFps — 2 months ago

Went to another plant 3 hours away

I posted a couple days ago about how I went to the park near Sharon Harris nuclear plant (the park is also beautiful would highly recommend it) and I was down in charlotte today and decided to go up to McGuire Nuclear station!

Hopefully I can get a tour of NC states PULSTAR reactor this summer (idk what their availability is like).

Here are the pics I got!

u/SaxhFps — 2 months ago

Visit to the park near my local plant

Ive been interested in nuclear power since i was 5 and finally went to this park that has a couple of spots where you can see shearon harris nuclear power plant in NC

u/SaxhFps — 3 months ago
▲ 1 r/Emo

San Francisco by I Hate Sex uses a similar melody to A Song For Kelly Huckaby by Death Cab

I usually dont listen to San Francisco but (at least to me it seems), the song takes heavy inspiration from A Song For Kelly Huckaby (Facts version), one of my favorite death cab songs. Its wild as well cause id consider that song a pretty deep cut in death cabs catalog

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u/SaxhFps — 3 months ago
▲ 5 r/lastfm

(Early) Weekly 5x5 cause im bored

The juice wrld garzi and lucki are for nostalgia mostly lol (and thank you for today, I listen to death cab all the time but i feel really nostalgic for that album for some reason)

u/SaxhFps — 3 months ago
▲ 15 r/Emo

Here are my favorite Emo, Emo Adjacent and Post-hardcore albums right now

Im probably gonna change the lower part of the list its 2 am and I cant think, need to sleep.

(I know against me isnt emo but I love that album)

u/SaxhFps — 3 months ago

More fem alt hairstyle for my face?

Hi, im trans (MtF) and was wondering what I can do to make my hair look more feminine? Anybody have any style suggestions?

u/SaxhFps — 3 months ago