I feel like im faking it omfg

Holy shit bro I feel like im just like this cuz pf the internet, that im faking it for attention and only because ive seen others talking abt actually having it on the internet. I shouldn't ever be happy, im depressed, right? I mean depressed people are sad so I shouldn't be happy or have interests, I should actually be depressed and sit in my room curled up on the floor all day cuz that's what depressed people do. Godfuckingdamnit it never scars bro it barley even ever bleeds a lot, it should cuz im SHing so it sould scar right? But I cant handle that pain if it did scar cuz my pain tolerance is fucking garbage, but it should tho like if its not scarring its not sh OH MY FUCKING GOD SOMEONE HELP ME I CANT EVEN FUCKIMG ASK FOR HELP CUZ MY MOM IS GONNA ASK WHY AND BLAME IT ON MY FUCKING PHONE AND WE CANT AFFORD THE FUCKING MENTAL HOSPITAL SOMEONE FUCKING KILL ME MY FUCKASS DAD WONT EVEN PAY CHILD SUPPOST HE HAS THE MONEY HES JSUT A DICKHEAD HES ALSO A PEDOPHILE HE DATES 18 YEAT OLDS HES 40 AND HE SAYS ITS NOT WEIRD CUZ ITS LEAGAL FUCKING HELP ME MY MOM CANT COMPREHEND THE CONCEPT OF A DEMIGIRL I DONT EVN WAMNA TRY WOTH ALL THE OTHER SHIT OH MY FUCKING GOD.

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u/Sea-Hat3479 — 14 days ago

I feel like im faking it omfg TW: mentions of depression, SH and dadsy issues

Holy shit bro I feel like im just like this cuz pf the internet, that im faking it for attention and only because ive seen others talking abt actually having it on the internet. I shouldn't ever be happy, im depressed, right? I mean depressed people are sad so I shouldn't be happy or have interests, I should actually be depressed and sit in my room curled up on the floor all day cuz that's what depressed people do. Godfuckingdamnit it never scars bro it barley even ever bleeds a lot, it should cuz im SHing so it sould scar right? But I cant handle that pain if it did scar cuz my pain tolerance is fucking garbage, but it should tho like if its not scarring its not sh OH MY FUCKING GOD SOMEONE HELP ME I CANT EVEN FUCKIMG ASK FOR HELP CUZ MY MOM IS GONNA ASK WHY AND BLAME IT ON MY FUCKING PHONE AND WE CANT AFFORD THE FUCKING MENTAL HOSPITAL SOMEONE FUCKING KILL ME MY FUCKASS DAD WONT EVEN PAY CHILD SUPPOST HE HAS THE MONEY HES JSUT A DICKHEAD HES ALSO A PEDOPHILE HE DATES 18 YEAT OLDS HES 40 AND HE SAYS ITS NOT WEIRD CUZ ITS LEAGAL FUCKING HELP ME MY MOM CANT COMPREHEND THE CONCEPT OF A DEMIGIRL I DONT EVN WAMNA TRY WOTH ALL THE OTHER SHIT OH MY FUCKING GOD.

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u/Sea-Hat3479 — 14 days ago
▲ 6 r/kandi

How do i do this part?

Assuming im starting at the top how would I add the beads?

u/Sea-Hat3479 — 1 month ago

Im new, what do my crushes say abt me?

Names:

N - Pokemon

Idk, he's from some Warriors MAP, my best guess is Lionblaze

Adaman - Pokémon

Volo - Pokemon

N - Murder Drones

Arven - Pokémon

Firestar - Warrior Cats

D3rlord3 - Searching for a world that doesnt exist + the other one

Jax - TDAC

Hatsune Miku

Yi Xi

LouisAyy

Kieran - Pokémon

Amethio - Pokémon

Kit - Gameoverse

Freide - Pokémon

I forgot Cynthia lmao

A couple notes:

Goddamn why is everyone from Pokémon

Im 13, im allowed to like the ones under 18

The two cats are humanized cats lol, they could give consent

EDIT: I promise im only attracted to the 2d drawn cats not real ones

u/Sea-Hat3479 — 2 months ago

Need help figuring out if I am a yumeshipper

Ok so first of all, I am a maladaptive daydreamer and this post will relate to that. SOOO I have been fixated (not hyperfixated, just fairly fixated) on Pokemon: Legends Arceus for a while. Another important thing is that I ship Akari x Rei. I have been daydreaming about being Akari (NOT me in place of Akari, LITERALLY just me being in the body of Akari) , and I seem to often find myself in romantic situations with Rei. ALSO I feel I need to point this out, I am YOUNGER than Rei, so I don't think its that weird personally, but the mods can remove this post if it violates the rules.

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u/Sea-Hat3479 — 2 months ago

Looking for a term for this (AFAB 13)

Hello so im looking for a term for this sexuality. Im not sure its even exists. I feel attraction to girls and boys, but ONLY when they are fictional. When it is real life, I only feel attraction to boys and currently identify with potsexual. So um... I need help figuring this out.​

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u/Sea-Hat3479 — 2 months ago

Potentially noteworthy thing that's happened

I don't have a screenshot cuz it won't let me but ive discovered that I can somehow stay in an app after I've run out of screen time? My mom allows a certain few apps on downtime, but Instagram and yt (the only apps its happend w/ so far) are NOT on that list. That app mutes and it won't let me view any profiles on Instagram but still. Ive also found that cant get back in that app after I close it. I haven't found any way to trigger it tho so it might be a glitch? Someone plz help me find out more

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u/Sea-Hat3479 — 2 months ago

"Guardian" error on [bedrock].

Minecraft won't let me join most of my worlds and it started a week ago. I am on Nintendo Switch and my game is updated to the latest version. I also think its important that it would let me play at my friend's house yesterday but still not mine.

u/Sea-Hat3479 — 3 months ago