u/SeaMention123

It’s 10 days out- Questioning everything from „is it worth it?” to „am I someone who gets plastic surgery?” To „should i just accept my current appearance as my peak & stop trying to change things?”

My surgeon is great but I’m having nightmares of botched surgery and fearing revision and fearing the identity crisis that might come after. I dont hate my front view but don’t like how wide it feels in the middle (where the bump is)

We decided on a slight swoop with a tip break & are increasing the columella angle for a more overall feminine shape and vibe. I’m low key worried that it won’t fit my face & that my tip is too large to look good supported with a swooped ridge. A straight nose looks boring and weird to me and not something I want at all.

I’ve done a dozen edits at this point and keep taking photos of myself and hate how unsure I still am

I’m not postponing/ delaying bcuz I can’t go thru this again, if I cancel I cancel & I learn to live with my nose somehow 😌

Plz help.

I know the jaw is a masculine vibee but I’m not changing that. I get gendered femme 99% of the time in public so it’s not abt passing anymore. And I know most of you don’t think noses r masculine/ feminine and I agree to a point but I think it’s no different that the facial piercings arguments on here.

Anyway I have a rhinoplasty scheduled for early June and I keep going back and forth on if im going to go thru with it and it’s annoying af. I’m scared of regretting it/ a nose without the bump not fitting my face/ making my jaw stand out more/ etc.

Str8 on its fine but the side profile kills me. Last photo is a bad edit I did. The tip will be rotated more so it won’t appear quite as long.

Any words of advice? Has the body dysmorphia rly messed w my head at this point? I never cared abt my nose til I started transition but that’s true for many things bcuz of disassociation so I can’t rly go off that