▲ 1 r/ptsd

Would you call delayed grief a ptsd symptom or just a human one?

Have had at least twice where something got weird. I felt a big cry coming at some point. I watched the wild robot. I cried for three straight days. Something was really triggering and made me feel real weird (one scene looked just like an abandoned dog I rescued).

Another big cry felt like it was coming. Accidentally made a horrible mistake with people and suddenly 4 days of just ugly guilt crying. I gave him 150 bucks and he thanked me because I felt so bad.

I recognize it as not normal. I wish I just cried in small parts normally. I wonder if it’s a ptsd symptom or what. Or how common it is for any of you.

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u/SillyGayBoy — 1 day ago

Been stuck on the end for a bit og

Picked Riesz, Hawkeye, and Duran as my mains. Went through a big old cave, big old castle, man this game just keeps not ending, lots of bosses, now we do that middle sanctuary location. The guys have gotten hard to kill and some of us have nearly killed us, just regular enemies.

I realized I should have been doing my gear seeds. Oops. That's actually the strongest weapons. One had a cool Riesz weapon so she is now by far my strongest character, Hawkeye and Duran have yet to get one of these cool strong weapons. That water temple had to go back to so I could get that other weapon for them that was 2 or 3 higher attack, just didn't have the gold last time.

I feel like the one thing I can do now is grind my level. Maybe some of these guys drop gear seeds? I need to be at least two levels higher probably and the boss kicks our ass. Any advice?

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u/SillyGayBoy — 1 month ago

Modding xboxes question

So I have xbox one, s, series s, series x.

Also the old xbox 360 halo version.

I am not good with computers and modding and pay others to do it. It seems to me it makes more sense to trade in the one and s, keep the 360.

Most important is saturn bomberman (I hear this is better on ps3?) after burner climax, rock band 3 and mods for more piano stuff can only be that generation.

Conkers bad fur day remake if possible.

Music games (won’t work on one and s except rock band 4).

Is it a big mistake to trade in one and s?

Should Instead switch focus to modding the ps3? (Possible but I dislike dongles for music).

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u/SillyGayBoy — 1 month ago
▲ 0 r/acting

Need some perspective on recent experience

Okay so if I'm just the big jerk here I need to know and how I would address some things differently but here it goes.

I was casted for a background no line part. They got my sizes and probably got my costume ready. They say that it will be filmed this (5 day span of time). I don't hear anything else for weeks. I wasn't even sure what was happening.

I find out that they actually expected me at 7 am and I was given a call sheet in an email the day before wtf? It was buried in some spam and I didn't even see it. Now I know to make all the spam on read or junked and I can sort through it better in case there is an important message. Too late now. (I'm not even sure I could have done it, I kind of would like a little more notice but I would have tried). Seems I also need to tell people to text not email.

Is this normal? I thought if we want to do something more last second like that we would be in a text chat or something a little more reliable and fast. I feel crappy but I don't think 24 hour notice in an email was the best way to do this but I apologized for no showing anyway. That's not what I meant to do.

Do you tell people to text these kinds of things in case this sort of stuff happens?

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u/SillyGayBoy — 2 months ago

Did the death feel over the top or weird or out of place considering one fast death and three off screen deaths before that?

Did you feel sorry for her? The right amount or too much?

Did it mess up the experience? Was it the right amount of caring about the characters and their death like sarah or too little?

If anyone saw it in theater I would like to know the audience response.

The odd thing is at the time it was praised for being a character we actually cared about. Since then it seems maybe people would rather not talk about it.

Part of me wishes it had been a worse actress so I wouldn’t have felt so bad. Her begging for her life seems too real.

And I would feel better if these two students actually felt grieved but then the ending tries to feel happy with llcool j with his book with the campus and it feels happy wtf? No we should be sad students died. The vibe feels all wrong.

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u/SillyGayBoy — 2 months ago

I had an unfortunate experience in my youth where I wrote a horror story and it got found by my friends mom. I didn't even really want to write the story in the first place, but my friend egged me on so it kept going (I only wrote one page by myself).

My friends mom found it and suddenly I was expelled. What's worse is that he called the cops to show up and investigate people. No one knew what was going on which made it worse.

There was a rumor following me for years I was "going to pull a columbine at school". It didn't help that it was about 1 year after that.

It was a horror story. I enjoyed horror movies. It was something we did for fun. Even other friends were begging for more chapters and I got it to them. The whole thing just really sucked.

My friend and his mom got in no trouble of course. Also one guy one grade higher did a story even worse than mine and everyone knew and nobody cared. It all just really sucked.

Years later I thought I was about to get fired from a job when this was bought up by someone (don't know who). I was terrified. Then to my shock, my manager totally backed off and was really decent once he realized how long ago it was. Thank God. I had been dying to get that job and applied so many places. For a second I really thought I was about to get fired over some old bogus rumor.

I don't know if you have addressed these things before in your life, but it's not great to call the cops and just not even say why and just let people run with rumors. It's also not great for someone to say someone was "going to pull a columbine at school", a rumor that followed me for years, when we don't even know what we are talking about, don't bother to ask the person, and the other people are never saying why the guy was expelled and just don't bother to say anything and act like that person never existed.

When students finally learned more from me, they weren't happy about it. Nobody seemed to think this was a good idea. Jeremiah was my friend with the mom, he refuses to talk to me or about me. Just acts like a zombie if I'm around. Really weird but he was a really immature guy that couldn't handle it I guess. He may have been asked by my mom just not to talk about it.

Have you ever had to tell someone to quit lying and get their facts straight?

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u/SillyGayBoy — 2 months ago