u/Smallpoxaromax

Hola, estoy haciendo ejercicio en casa y veo puroa videos de personal trainers diciendo que las sentadillas goblet son ineficientes a la hora de la hipertrofia (ejercicio que amo), pensé hmmm a lo mejor está persona sabe veo cuanto cobra 300 lukas y no sé, también he escuchado que para progresar/ganar masa muscular hay que ir al gym pero no tengo plata xd. Gente, ¿Qué ejercicios sirven para hacer en casa?.

Siempre el mismo tema pero igual.

No pillo pega. Hace unos meses ya me puse las pilas. Me metí a todos los grupos de ig, del omil, computrabajo y nada. Igual es que intenté estudiar y guatié y ya no hay más gratuidad. No sé ando mal con esto, sé inglés y estoy estudiando online pero obvio quiero trabajar ahora también.

0 experiencia, 0 nada. Hay algún sitio, lugar o cualquier parte donde estén recibiendo gente?

When im too optimistic i feel like i could do everything but i cannot reach the point to actually get the skill due to my lazyness. Maybe its not even lazyness. I feel like theres a lot of potential identities inside me that i could explore, i just dont know wich one, bc nothing has get my attention much, is this an actual bpd trait?.

Does anybody feel the same?

Idk i was feeling already shitty like a horrible day and he called me to help, everything was fine until he told me "im not sadistic like in a perverted way but in a ig messing around with ppl way and then he said that he would said this cowoker who she was super sweet was a super psycho criminal. Retarded ik, but this is the kind of humor of the man im dating. The super sweet part stuck with me. I know im overeacting yet i cant stop crying, i feel like cutting myself. The worst its that i already overdosed once bc of something similar and he got scared of me and we distanced ourselves and broke up. I was the one who broke up with him tho so idk wuts wrong, whos wrong, man i hate myself.

Hello, i tried ok. Ru and it is there but idk russian, theres also this site where i have to pay, is there any more options for me?, has anybody seen it?

Idk me and my bf were talking abt his boob preferences and he never said anything abt mine. I got so sad bc i genuinly think hes not attracted to me, he said he only had crushes on 2d girls.

I should talk this with him but he always said that he thinks im super attractive and i think he is tired of that topic.

I wanted to start dbt therapy since regular therapy hasnt done anything to me and its so expensive, idk what to do, i started mediatating but idk if that will do anything.

So heres what i dont like abt ppl: corny ppl with corny profiles on disc, they seem souless to me..

I only use disc btw.

Ehem besides that i like cleaning and cleaning myself lmao, im a super hygienic person, i see it as a hobbie than a chore bc yk u get to collect and use all these fancy lotions and skincare products also idk im alone most of the time...not now tho, so i can use the bathtub all i want. Besides all that i think i dont have much hobbies and i dont consider scrolling one so yea, i count my macros, protein its important to me bc i hate it so all i do is torture myself. Pls dont talk to me if u are a gym rat...

I am evil, not bad, only stupid ppl are bad and im not stupid i might call myself retarded in an attempt to fit in with some ppl but idk maybe i should stop betraying myself like that. Yes i always betray myself because im not evil enough im too nice and sweet...i must achieve true evilness and stop larping. If u havent read any of this yet u still decided to talk to me just because there is an F on the title ill bully u and someday i hope i can make my words visually radioactive too so when u read them ur eyes explode, i could ramble about this but im afraid the post might be taken down.

This is a secret ill reveal to the ppl who read the post this far.

Im a snail but not in the omg wahahaha im so quirky im a snail😝😝 way.

So heres what i dont like abt ppl: corny ppl with corny profiles on disc, they seem souless to me..

I only use disc btw.

Ehem besides that i like cleaning and cleaning myself lmao, im a super hygienic person, i see it as a hobbie than a chore bc yk u get to collect and use all these fancy lotions and skincare products also idk im alone most of the time...not now tho, so i can use the bathtub all i want. Besides all that i think i dont have much hobbies and i dont consider scrolling one so yea, i count my macros, protein its important to me bc i hate it so all i do is torture myself. Pls dont talk to me if u are a gym rat...

I am evil, not bad, only stupid ppl are bad and im not stupid i might call myself retarded in an attempt to fit in with some ppl but idk maybe i should stop betraying myself like that. Yes i always betray myself because im not evil enough im too nice and sweet...i must achieve true evilness and stop larping. If u havent read any of this yet u still decided to talk to me just because there is an F on the title ill bully u and someday i hope i can make my words visually radioactive too so when u read them ur eyes explode, i could ramble about this but im afraid the post might be taken down.

This is a secret ill reveal to the ppl who read the post this far.

Im a snail.

So heres what i dont like abt ppl: corny ppl with corny profiles on disc, they seem souless to me..

I only use disc btw.

Ehem besides that i like cleaning and cleaning myself lmao, im a super hygienic person, i see it as a hobbie than a chore bc yk u get to collect and use all these fancy lotions and skincare products also idk im alone most of the time...not now tho, so i can use the bathtub all i want. Besides all that i think i dont have much hobbies and i dont consider scrolling one so yea, i count my macros, protein its important to me bc i hate it so all i do is torture myself. Pls dont talk to me if u are a gym rat...

I am evil, not bad, only stupid ppl are bad and im not stupid i might call myself retarded in an attempt to fit in with some ppl but idk maybe i should stop betraying myself like that. Yes i always betray myself because im not evil enough im too nice and sweet...i must achieve true evilness and stop larping. If u havent read any of this yet u still decided to talk to me just because there is an F on the title ill bully u and someday i hope i can make my words visually radioactive too so when u read them ur eyes explode, i could ramble about this but im afraid the post might be taken down.

This is a secret ill reveal to the ppl who read the post this far.

Im a snail.

Sorry for my english, im still learning. Not interested in relationship pls. Dont flirt with me or anything. I want to see u play ur fav games while we talk abt some dumb stuff! :3, i might be shy at first but ill try to yapp for a bit, entertain u while u play yk, i can b ur jester for a bit.

I like black souls and fear and hunger, multiplayer games are kinda boring for me lmao. Besides that idk my hobbies are pretty much nonexistent and i spend almost all day online. I'd say my consistent hobbies are hygiene and cleaning also skincare but i think those are very basic stuff. Im currently studying english and looking for a job. Ppl has said that i know a lot about everything, im glad. I only know what i know tho.

Hello.

Basically the things i like are games such as black souls and fear and hunger i can either stream or u do, i enjoy watching ppl play their fav games.

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I like ballet, i cant afford it rn but i think i rlly respect the discipline, i go to the gym, i watch movies and read, i've been trying to get into more eroguro manga and horror gore stuff in general, i like very obscure things and i consider myself a very kind person.

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Hello.

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Basically the things i like are games such as black souls and fear and hunger, ballet, i cant afford it rn but i think i rlly respect the discipline, i go to the gym, i watch movies and read, i've been trying to get into more eroguro manga and horror gore stuff in general, i like very obscure things and i consider myself a very kind person.

Not like in a poly relationship when everywhere is aware of the the other, they know, they accepted it but ik they wish for me to change and i made a decision for once. but everytime my main fp does something i dont like. It could be a little thing like not talking to me after work, i get super sad and i talk and hangout with my second fp but i cant keep being like this, i feel bad.

And even if i want to leave second fp hes super dependent on me, is honestly so annoying, he knows where i live, he begs me to not block him after everything we went trought, when i tried running away, he quickly contacted me again, i wish he could just leave me alone, idk what else to do, its not healthy for me or him.

It doesnt seem like i have a fear of abandonment or maybe i do but everytime im with someone i fuck it up, im used to leaving ppl, not the other way around. It hurts me seeing ppl i cared abt being hurt, but everytime they get hurt makes me like them more, like i feel compassion, ig its a big deal for me, i lack some empathy after all. I fuck it up all the time, they never left, they havent left yet, they cried yesterday, we are cool now, i feel compassion, i feel guilty but i dont care that much to change anything. Is this a thing?