▲ 18 r/Rocks
I found a really cool Rock at the thrift-store yesterday
Best birthday gift for myself lol
It somehow reminds me of the ocean.
^((Repost bc spelling is hard.)^)
u/Stoopid_Noah — 4 days ago
u/Stoopid_Noah
r/ESSAplushieshandlers r/ESSA_Official r/weightgain r/goblincore r/Otherpaw r/weeviltime r/peopleholdinginsects r/Rocks r/Heroes r/smosh r/poemsbyreddit r/therianbutbetter
▲ 3 r/poemsbyreddit
Future; War
Streets of glass.
No plant in sight.
Walking down the empty path that once had so much life.
No sound.
No soul.
Nobody left.
It's hot.
Too hot to survive.
Walking to the thing.
The only thing that's left in green.
A tree.
The last tree.
Staring up at rustling leaves.
The sound.
The smell.
The soul.
The sole thing still alive.
u/Stoopid_Noah — 25 days ago
▲ 3 r/poemsbyreddit
Sunset; Sunrise
I like to watch the sunrise.
The fiery hues igniting my love and compassion every single day.
It shows me that the world is full of colour.
And so is life.
And so am I.
And so are you.
And everyone.
And everything.
I really like to watch each sunrise, and I would watch all the sunsets too, but I go to bed far too early to do so.
That might be for the best though.
This way, there are more colours to discover.
Shades I've never seen.
And never dreamed of.
And couldn't even imagine.
So, I'll just watch the sunrise.. until I see my first sunset.
And then, I might not sleep.
The love might be too big.
Too bright.
Too consuming.
And it will be good.
u/Stoopid_Noah — 26 days ago
▲ 5 r/poemsbyreddit
Protect me; Left me
You were supposed to protect me, protect me, protect me..
From bad people.
Bad feelings.
Bad thoughts.
Bad days.
But you simp just left me, left me, left me.
To deal with all of those alone.
Now you want me to forgive you, forgive you, forgive you.
For all the things you didn't do.
Didn't see.
Didn't hear.
Didn't stop from happening.
Because you've "always tried your best" .
But I have to protect me, protect me, protect me.
From the turmoil seeing you inflicts.
Because you left me, left me, left me.
With the fear.
The shame.
The disgust.
And I was just a kid.
u/Stoopid_Noah — 26 days ago
I found a childhood best friend while clearing out!
I'm pretty sure his name was Lucky & I'll leave it that way (I struggle to remember my childhood).
He wasn't looking his greatest, so I fixed him up a bit. (I might have to remove his left eye, the lining is ripped in a way that makes it impossible to just sew back together, but I'll try others options first!)
I remember buying him on a school outing, I picked him because he was "defective" (his right ear is sewn on wrong) and that called to me.
I also remember that my best friend bought the same one, just not defective, and they went on lots of adventures with us.
I also had this habit of telling my mother to use red yarn to fix any rips he had, so they'd look like cool scars.. he has lots of 'em.
I'm really happy I found him, I was looking for a smaller ESSA that's easier to take along.. I put a hook on he's collar, so I can fix him on my belt loop!
Say hi to Lucky & feel free to show me any ESSA you might have since childhood/ for a long time!
u/Stoopid_Noah — 26 days ago
▲ 3 r/poemsbyreddit
I know; I'm here
Loud. Bright. Crowded. All too much, I know.
Voices. Faces. Touches. All too much, I know.
Tasks. Words. Expectations. All too much, I know.
I know. I know.
When it's all too much, just let me know.
I'm here, you know.
I know.
u/Stoopid_Noah — 28 days ago
▲ 1 r/poemsbyreddit
Your You; My Me
Your smile, as sweet as honey.
Your laughter, as warm as sunshine on my face.
Your touch, as comforting as my baby blanket.
Your voice, as soothing as gentle rain against the window.
My hug, as unwavering as tree roots clinging to earth.
My words, as calming as waves on the shore.
My eyes and ears, as absorbent as moss on the forest floor.
My love, as big as the tallest mountain tenfold.
Your you, as perfect as can be, for my me.
u/Stoopid_Noah — 28 days ago
▲ 16 r/Heroes
Sylar is one of my favourite characters.
I'm watching for the first time (not fully done yet. I'm in the middle of season 3)
Together with Hiro (for obvious reasons), Sylar is at the top of my list.
I just love how he's so incredibly nuanced.. a victim of growing up by the crushing expectations of his adoptive mother, feeling like he'll never be enough.. Then urged by the hunger to chase after more and more power.
I also love how Zachary Quinto portrays him!
Sylar knows that he's doing bad things, but he embraces that evil, because it makes him feel powerful, important, and in control of others.
Even when he learns that he CAN take powers through empathy, he chooses to keep murdering people brutally, painfully, because their fear gives him great pleasure and satisfaction..
Sylar isn't Gabriel the watchmaker anymore, he is a force of nature that demands others to yield.. And that, for him, is reason enough to keep going on this path that (I can only assume) will lead to his own destruction.
Yet his story is still tragic in a way.. The hunger is a constant, an addiction of seeking a peak that just keeps rising any time he gets close to reaching it. The trauma of growing up with crushing expectations and the feeling of never being enough.. those things broke him and made him into what he has become.. And I think that's just amazing character building.
I feel his character is the most fleshed out (correct me if I'm wrong!) and I'd love anyone else's options.. Especially if you hate him, tell me why!!
Thanks for reading!
u/Stoopid_Noah — 1 month ago
▲ 55 r/goblincore
Collage of little critters and pretty greenery I admired!
Took all the pictures on walks. It's my phone background!
u/Stoopid_Noah — 2 months ago
▲ 14 r/smosh
Totally normal summer outfit..
Nothing to see here...
(All items thrifted from Vinted btw.)
u/Stoopid_Noah — 2 months ago
▲ 26 r/therianbutbetter
Made a little Meme for y'all!
I like drawing my friends!
See, the joke is they thought they'd get a boring human portrait, but I actually drew their true self so to speak.
(Had to reupload it bc there was a spelling mistake on the picture in my first post)
u/Stoopid_Noah — 3 months ago
▲ 6 r/weightgain
I struggle to gain weight, need advice.
Added my tracking app (freedom units on picture 3 & 4)
I'm currently underweight and I've been trying to get to a healthy weight, but I have no idea how, because I struggle with sensory issues and dietary restrictions.
I can't have anything with lactose, except when I take pills before (I do sometimes, but don't want that to be a daily thing). I don't like really crunchy food, it's too loud in my head. I don't like when there's "too much" seasoning.
I generally gravitate to food with lower calories, simply because it tastes better in my opinion..
I love vegetables, prefer non oily food and I generally can't eat any more, as soon as I'm full.
I hate garlic and I almost exclusively drink water.
I was a bit chubby when I was on my antidepressants and I felt really good about my weight, but ever since I stopped taking them, I've been shedding so much weight it's awful.. But I don't want to start taking antidepressants again, just to gain weight.
I don't work out, because I'm scared I'll lose even more weight, but scrolling on this sub Reddit I read a lot about that actually helping? If so, how can I work out without a gym membership? I do walk/ hike every day for 2,5 to 4,5 hours, if that makes any change. One hour in the morning and two to three hours in the afternoon. They are chill walks and I often take a 30 minute break on the afternoon one.
Sorry if this is ramby, I'm just so frustrated..
Thank you for reading and any advice!
u/Stoopid_Noah — 3 months ago
▲ 413 r/Otherpaw
Needs a name! (My picks ate in the text below)
Edit: His name is Bix!! (Nicknames are Bug, Bugs/ Bux). Thank you to everyone who commented and helped me decide!!
This sweet boy needs a name!
I have it narrowed down to three options, but I just can't decide!!
He's a little chaos gremlin and, despite being a raccoon (called "Waschbär" in Germany - "Washbear") he hates getting wet & swimming.
The names + meaning of them:
Bix — Not really an actual name but words are made up anyways!! Short, bouncy, slightly chaotic. Feels like a creature that gets into trouble and then acts innocent.
Vex — Means “to annoy/confuse”. Really fitting for a little chaos-maker.
Pex — In old linguistic roots, -pex / -pexus can connect to Latin ideas of combed / arranged / woven together (very obscure, not a common name origin). Modern association: it sounds like “peck” or “pixie”, so it gives a tiny, quick, curious energy. Vibe: small, nimble, clever little thing.
Thank you if you read this far and thank you to any comments/ feedback in advance!
(Info: I did not make the adorable lil guy, I bought him on eBay from someone who's shop is no longer there as far as I'm aware.)
u/Stoopid_Noah — 3 months ago