u/Strawberry-6522

Well I made a post here before, and i got a lot dms but the problem is that I couldn't and wasn't able to feel spark with anyone...and i also wanted someone from my city or atleast the cities i mentioned...but at this point i don't care about the distance no more..I just want to have an actual serious connection with someone, someone who's sure about their intentions and the future...

I am 19f, from Jaipur Rajasthan I am someone who just want one person to be there for almost everyday or twice a week in real life but at this point i have given up now to find someone from here..

Well I am someone who really loves to read books particularly classics, and i also love to journal and write a lot too..and i also do art both traditionally and digital..

I am also someone who really loves to spend time in parks especially if they are quiet with less people there for me they are safe sanctuary for me..and second home..I really love learning about occult and recently started learning about druidism..and i am also someone who loves maa kali a lot

I am looking for someone who has depth and can handle my intensity without being scared, someone who is calm and composed yet have depth in their heart..I don't like shallow people and superficial conversation..I love deep talks i want someone who's in touch with inner world, like i am someone who sees meaning behind every small thing so i want someone like that too

My biggest wish is to find that just one special person who's with me for lifetime, someone who is serious and emotionally Mature..

I also love listening to music too, currently I am obsessed with Linkin park, my favourite song from their band is given up I really feel related to that song and then I am also a big fan of vocaloid too and in pop i love mitski and marina and the diamonds..

Well hello 🤗..you previously in past i made posts about looking for relationships in different subreddits.. so many people replied who were also looking for serious relationship..I was able to find some good people through through those posts..but to be honest I got really overwhelmed with so many messages..and i don't know how to say but i just feel empty even talking to people..I realised that i should not look for relationships right now but instead a good friendship!

I really just one friend who prioritizes me the most and I am the top person in friendship terms.. like is there anyone who never had actual good friends..

Like i always have been lonely like i never had a proper friend since childhood because of my social anxiety and quiet nature

I am into drawing, sketching and writing and journaling..I also love reading books particularly classic and modern literature and i really love writing poems too hehe!!

And also i am really in love with nature too i am someone who is learning and beginner at druidism, a pagan path dedicated to worshiping nature..

And also I am bisexual or bi curious!

But still I am genuinely looking for a bestfriend only but still I decided to mention my orientation

Well hello 🤗..you previously in past i made posts about looking for relationships.. so many people replied who were also looking for serious relationship..I was able to find some good people through through those posts..but to be honest I got really overwhelmed with so many messages..and i don't know how to say but i just feel empty even talking to people..I realised that i should not look for relationships right now but instead a good friendship!

I really just one friend who prioritizes me the most and I am the top person in friendship terms.. like is there anyone who never had actual good friends..

Like i always have been lonely like i never had a proper friend since childhood because of my social anxiety and quiet nature

I am into drawing, sketching and writing and journaling..I also love reading books particularly classic and modern literature and i really love writing poems too hehe!!

And also i am really in love with nature too i am someone who is learning and beginner at druidism, a pagan path dedicated to worshiping nature..

And also I am bisexual or bi curious!

But still I am genuinely looking for a bestfriend only but still I decided to mention my orientation

Well hello 🤗..you previously in past i made posts about looking for relationships.. so many people replied who were also looking for serious relationship..I was able to find some good people through through those posts..but to be honest I got really overwhelmed with so many messages..and i don't know how to say but i just feel empty even talking to people..I realised that i should not look for relationships right now but instead a good friendship!

I really just one friend who prioritizes me the most and I am the top person in friendship terms.. like is there anyone who never had actual good friends..

Like i always have been lonely like i never had a proper friend since childhood because of my social anxiety and quiet nature

I am into drawing, sketching and writing and journaling..I also love reading books particularly classic and modern literature and i really love writing poems too hehe!!

And also i am really in love with nature too i am someone who is learning and beginner at druidism, a pagan path dedicated to worshiping nature..

And also I am bisexual or bi curious! But still I am genuinely looking for a bestfriend only but still I decided to mention my orientation

Okay so few days ago i made multiple posts dedicated to finding relationships on reddit for long term and it was well! I recieved responses from very good people! I am really grateful for them for reaching out! But i also want a bestfriend particularly near me so I am making this post

(please if you are a guy please stay away!!)

i daydream about having a best friend like i never had proper friends in real life especially female friendships,

i want a friend who prioritizes me and i want to do the same too like i am their only friend whom they need and required, but i want someone who's genuine and transparent definitely not with attitude and 2 faced hypocrite with shallowness,

Like you see I want someone who also never had an actual true genuine friend or a best friend near Pratap Nagar

Okay i will put my intro down

ENFP / INFP  ·  4w5  ·  she/her

in plain terms

I'm a 19-year-old from Jaipur who spends most of her time writing, reading, drawing, and thinking , not really in that order. I'm intense about the things I care about and I tend to care about a lot of things very deeply. I notice details most people walk past and then go home and write about them for an hour.

I'm soft by nature but not shallow. Shy in new spaces, genuinely warm once comfortable. I feel things hard and I don't apologize for it.

the inner world

I'm deeply spiritual in a way I keep very private. I practice Druidism and green witchcraft, not for power or ritual performance, but because I genuinely believe every tree, plant, and creature has a soul. I believe in animism. Nature isn't a backdrop to me; it's a living thing I want to form a real bond with, under both sun and moon. I'm also devoted to Maa Kali

writing & journals

I journal obsessively..I have about six or seven notebooks, each with a different purpose: a main journal, a nature journal, a grimoire, a commonplace book, a daily diary, a philosophy and art history notebook, a creative dump journal, a daily planner. Writing is how I process everything. Poetry especially. If something moves me , a painting, a line of prose, a tree I passed, I sit with it and write until I understand why.

I sketch and draw too, both traditional and digital. I read classical literature deeply rather than widely, paying attention to individual lines, sitting with them. Same with philosophy and poetry. I'm starting to explore mythology, folklore, and history properly now. I want to understand things, not just know them.

I am preparing for cuet while in college

Only reply if you are looking for serious relationship

an introduction

19, from Jaipur.

This is who I am.

✦

ENFP / INFP  ·  4w5  ·  she/her

in plain terms

I'm a 19-year-old from Jaipur who spends most of her time writing, reading, drawing, and thinking , not really in that order. I'm intense about the things I care about and I tend to care about a lot of things very deeply. I notice details most people walk past and then go home and write about them for an hour.

I'm soft by nature but not shallow. Shy in new spaces, genuinely warm once comfortable. I feel things hard and I don't apologize for it.

Appearance

I am someone who is curvy in all the right ways. I am 5'5" with short, wavy hair and slightly big, round eyes with two moles on the left one, and another mole near my lips. I have small, doll-like lips.

What i am looking for:

I am looking for a serious relationship..someone with whom I can spend the rest of my life. I get really attached, and deeply so, when someone is right for me. I want someone who can handle and reciprocate my utmost depth and intensity. Someone with whom I can spend every day doing normal things, yet have it still be filled with emotional depth.

I really dislike people who are avoidant or go cold during tough times, and I absolutely cannot stand people who are unclear or undecided about their intentions. I want someone who is sure about what they want... transparent, honest, and direct

· · ·

the inner world

I'm deeply spiritual in a way I keep very private. I practice Druidism and green witchcraft, not for power or ritual performance, but because I genuinely believe every tree, plant, and creature has a soul. I believe in animism. Nature isn't a backdrop to me; it's a living thing I want to form a real bond with, under both sun and moon.

I'm also devoted to Maa Kali and Krishna. My spirituality holds contradictions and I'm fine with that. In the outside world I engage rationally, even skeptically , I think religion should be personal and humble, not performed. What I believe stays between me and the earth.

· · ·

writing & journals

I journal obsessively..I have about six or seven notebooks, each with a different purpose: a main journal, a nature journal, a grimoire, a commonplace book, a daily diary, a philosophy and art history notebook, a creative dump journal, a daily planner. Writing is how I process everything. Poetry especially. If something moves me , a painting, a line of prose, a tree I passed, I sit with it and write until I understand why.

· · ·

art, literature & learning

I'm heavily into art history like movements, painters, the philosophy behind the work, not just the aesthetics. I sketch and draw too, both traditional and digital. I read classical literature deeply rather than widely, paying attention to individual lines, sitting with them. Same with philosophy and poetry. I'm starting to explore mythology, folklore, and history properly now. I want to understand things, not just know them.

· · ·

music, media & the darker tastes

My music is heavy and emotional: Linkin Park, Rammstein, alt and punk. I also listen to disturbing vocaloid like Maretu, Kikuo... the kind that sits in an uncanny uncomfortable place. That thread runs through most of what I love: The Walten Files is one of my favourite horror series, and I'm drawn to things in media and books that are strange, unsettling, or just a little off. Soft outside, dark tastes.

· · ·

everything else

I love makeup but I keep it soft and earthy... nothing loud, just something that feels like me. I'm feminine in a way that's natural, not constructed.

I'm shy with new people but I'm not uninterested in them. I actually want real friendships built around genuine things..ideas, art, nature, books. Not small talk.

P.s

I want to mention something I do care about my partner looks too, like i don't want to date Plus size people or chubby and even those gym bros i just want a guy who's decent, immaculate yet firm and grounded, lean you can say that

ONLY MESSAGE ME IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP!! 😭🙏🏻

And also please be from jaipur, varanasi or Delhi

an introduction

19, from Jaipur.

This is who I am.

✦

ENFP / INFP  ·  4w5  ·  she/her

in plain terms

I'm a 19-year-old from Jaipur who spends most of her time writing, reading, drawing, and thinking , not really in that order. I'm intense about the things I care about and I tend to care about a lot of things very deeply. I notice details most people walk past and then go home and write about them for an hour.

I'm soft by nature but not shallow. Shy in new spaces, genuinely warm once comfortable. I feel things hard and I don't apologize for it.

Appearance

I am someone who is curvy in all the right ways. I am 5'5" with short, wavy hair and slightly big, round eyes with two moles on the left one, and another mole near my lips. I have small, doll-like lips.

What i am looking for:

I am looking for a serious relationship..someone with whom I can spend the rest of my life. I get really attached, and deeply so, when someone is right for me. I want someone who can handle and reciprocate my utmost depth and intensity. Someone with whom I can spend every day doing normal things, yet have it still be filled with emotional depth.

I really dislike people who are avoidant or go cold during tough times, and I absolutely cannot stand people who are unclear or undecided about their intentions. I want someone who is sure about what they want... transparent, honest, and direct

· · ·

the inner world

I'm deeply spiritual in a way I keep very private. I practice Druidism and green witchcraft, not for power or ritual performance, but because I genuinely believe every tree, plant, and creature has a soul. I believe in animism. Nature isn't a backdrop to me; it's a living thing I want to form a real bond with, under both sun and moon.

I'm also devoted to Maa Kali and Krishna. My spirituality holds contradictions and I'm fine with that. In the outside world I engage rationally, even skeptically , I think religion should be personal and humble, not performed. What I believe stays between me and the earth.

· · ·

writing & journals

I journal obsessively..I have about six or seven notebooks, each with a different purpose: a main journal, a nature journal, a grimoire, a commonplace book, a daily diary, a philosophy and art history notebook, a creative dump journal, a daily planner. Writing is how I process everything. Poetry especially. If something moves me , a painting, a line of prose, a tree I passed, I sit with it and write until I understand why.

· · ·

art, literature & learning

I'm heavily into art history like movements, painters, the philosophy behind the work, not just the aesthetics. I sketch and draw too, both traditional and digital. I read classical literature deeply rather than widely, paying attention to individual lines, sitting with them. Same with philosophy and poetry. I'm starting to explore mythology, folklore, and history properly now. I want to understand things, not just know them.

· · ·

music, media & the darker tastes

My music is heavy and emotional: Linkin Park, Rammstein, alt and punk. I also listen to disturbing vocaloid like Maretu, Kikuo... the kind that sits in an uncanny uncomfortable place. That thread runs through most of what I love: The Walten Files is one of my favourite horror series, and I'm drawn to things in media and books that are strange, unsettling, or just a little off. Soft outside, dark tastes.

· · ·

everything else

I love makeup but I keep it soft and earthy... nothing loud, just something that feels like me. I'm feminine in a way that's natural, not constructed.

I'm shy with new people but I'm not uninterested in them. I actually want real friendships built around genuine things..ideas, art, nature, books. Not small talk.

P.s

I want to mention something I do care about my partner looks too, like i don't want to date Plus size people or chubby and even those gym bros i just want a guy who's decent, immaculate yet firm and grounded, lean you can say that

Only reply if you are looking for serious relationship

an introduction

19, from Jaipur.

This is who I am.

✦

ENFP / INFP  ·  4w5  ·  she/her

in plain terms

I'm a 19-year-old from Jaipur who spends most of her time writing, reading, drawing, and thinking , not really in that order. I'm intense about the things I care about and I tend to care about a lot of things very deeply. I notice details most people walk past and then go home and write about them for an hour.

I'm soft by nature but not shallow. Shy in new spaces, genuinely warm once comfortable. I feel things hard and I don't apologize for it.

Appearance

I am someone who is curvy in all the right ways. I am 5'5" with short, wavy hair and slightly big, round eyes with two moles on the left one, and another mole near my lips. I have small, doll-like lips.

What i am looking for:

I am looking for a serious relationship..someone with whom I can spend the rest of my life. I get really attached, and deeply so, when someone is right for me. I want someone who can handle and reciprocate my utmost depth and intensity. Someone with whom I can spend every day doing normal things, yet have it still be filled with emotional depth.

I really dislike people who are avoidant or go cold during tough times, and I absolutely cannot stand people who are unclear or undecided about their intentions. I want someone who is sure about what they want... transparent, honest, and direct

· · ·

the inner world

I'm deeply spiritual in a way I keep very private. I practice Druidism and green witchcraft, not for power or ritual performance, but because I genuinely believe every tree, plant, and creature has a soul. I believe in animism. Nature isn't a backdrop to me; it's a living thing I want to form a real bond with, under both sun and moon.

I'm also devoted to Maa Kali and Krishna. My spirituality holds contradictions and I'm fine with that. In the outside world I engage rationally, even skeptically , I think religion should be personal and humble, not performed. What I believe stays between me and the earth.

· · ·

writing & journals

I journal obsessively..I have about six or seven notebooks, each with a different purpose: a main journal, a nature journal, a grimoire, a commonplace book, a daily diary, a philosophy and art history notebook, a creative dump journal, a daily planner. Writing is how I process everything. Poetry especially. If something moves me , a painting, a line of prose, a tree I passed, I sit with it and write until I understand why.

· · ·

art, literature & learning

I'm heavily into art history like movements, painters, the philosophy behind the work, not just the aesthetics. I sketch and draw too, both traditional and digital. I read classical literature deeply rather than widely, paying attention to individual lines, sitting with them. Same with philosophy and poetry. I'm starting to explore mythology, folklore, and history properly now. I want to understand things, not just know them.

· · ·

music, media & the darker tastes

My music is heavy and emotional: Linkin Park, Rammstein, alt and punk. I also listen to disturbing vocaloid like Maretu, Kikuo... the kind that sits in an uncanny uncomfortable place. That thread runs through most of what I love: The Walten Files is one of my favourite horror series, and I'm drawn to things in media and books that are strange, unsettling, or just a little off. Soft outside, dark tastes.

· · ·

everything else

I love makeup but I keep it soft and earthy... nothing loud, just something that feels like me. I'm feminine in a way that's natural, not constructed.

I'm shy with new people but I'm not uninterested in them. I actually want real friendships built around genuine things..ideas, art, nature, books. Not small talk.

P.s

I want to mention something I do care about my partner looks too, like i don't want to date Plus size people or chubby and even those gym bros i just want a guy who's decent, immaculate yet firm and grounded, lean you can say that