
I'm not good enough
I can't dress how I want, I have no money and I don't like the way I'm shaped. I like tank tops but they don't go with anything else I wear. I wish I was a better enby

I can't dress how I want, I have no money and I don't like the way I'm shaped. I like tank tops but they don't go with anything else I wear. I wish I was a better enby
I love their new album a lot, I would love to listen to this slower, more relaxed south american jerk/underground music. I don't speak much spanish but I'm trying to learn through music like this.
Ok for context I'm trans mtf, at a very strange point in my life where I'm out to some people (who don't seem to understand) and mostly still closeted. Terrified about fully dressing feminine so I'd like to do a little anyways. It will probably just be stuff like "grow out your hair" or "do makeup" to be honest
Also what do I do with the hair.
I would love it nice and long, fun but doesn't go in front of my eyes. Other than that I'm not sure what the move is
I've always just wanted to play stuff that sounds like the unlovables and sonic youth on my guitar but I've never had much sense of direction, been learning on an old acoustic guitar with a terrible teacher playing songs I don't care about. Am I actually learning important stuff and should I keep going or is this not for me
These are the most important albums to me after listening to lots of music for about 3 years. 3 years were at least 1 album a day but now I can't do that anymore. It's been a wonderful journey so far and I would love some more suggestions, hopefully stuff I've not heard before
It's very all over the place