u/Superb_Taste5773

hi, i’ve been unemployed for over 3 months. after several rejections, a company finally wanted to hire me perooo the offer is lower than my previous one, tapos ang hirap pa puntahan ng office kase malayo. however, after ilang beses na akong na reject before, natatakot na akong i-decline yung offer kasi i really need a job asap. kumbaga, lowball offer to pero pwede na.

at the same time, i have an ongoing application with another company who offers more, easier to get to ang area and maganda ang benefits. kaso syempre, wala pang certainty na makukuha ako.

i tried to negotitate kay Company A pero max offer na raw. si Company B may progress naman application ko pero sobrang daming interview levels and case study pa kaya matagal sya.

question: what if after kong tanggapin si company A and nakapag start na ako, tanggapin din ako ni company B? may naka experience na ba nito?

should i resign immediately na lang from company A if it happens? please i need your inputs.

need to add more manifestation songs to my playlist

I’m very sensitive when I’m alone but I appear tough to other people because I had to. I don’t want to over explain but I think I need help.

Can you recommend your doctors/therapists so I can get help? I tried reaching out before but I ended up getting laughed at or told that I’m normal. I’m having a hard time expressing what I truly feel—I hate being vulnerable to other people.

I had a fling 2 years ago who ghosted me when I said ayoko pa ng relationship talaga. After 2 years (ngayon) voila! Bigla akong finollow sa IG, inadd sa FB and sa close friends nya pero wala naman syang chats. Naranasan nyo na ba to?

i grew up in a broken and toxic family.

my mom is weak—emotionally. konting inconvenience, lalayas sya or magiging over dramatic. i tried my best to understand kasi nga diba it’s also her first time living.

i had to take the breadwinner responsibility at the age 20. i’m 27 now. napa-graduate ko na bunso namin, may work na rin sya and i decided to resign kasi pagod na ako sa lahat.

all my life, sila lang iniisip ko despite the bad experiences i had to deal with. ang daming times na pinalayas ako or kinailangan kong lumayas dahil lang sa simpleng pagkakamali when i was a teen. i endured all of those. in reality, kung ibang anak siguro na cut off na sila but since we lost our dad and my sister recently, may guilt feeling saken na dapat i make the most out of it habang nandyan pa si mama.

pero grabe, i feel so used. kada birthday ko, ako gumagastos sa lahat pero i NEVER once got a gift from them kahit isang cupcake lang na may kandila.

last April, birthday ko ulit. i decided wag na gumastos. i stayed at home (i don’t live with them anymore) pero as expected, walang ganap kasi nga wala akong in-arrange. even my brother, who i sacrificed most for, wala.

today, mother’s day. nag note si mama sa facebook ng “sana all masaya mother’s day!!!” which shrunk my heart.

every occasion, i make sure meron sila. i make sure they are celebrated. pero in a hindsight naisip ko, bakit pag ako, wala?

i gave her a mother’s day gift naman. bakit kailangan pa ipagsigawan ang problema nya? ano reflection sakin nun?

i once vented out kay mama, sabi ko ako hindi man lang nila ako kamustahin. kapag kailangan ko ng mama, mauuna pa sya mag rant sakin na parang ako yung nanay. paano pa ako magsusumbong? ang reason nya, “alam kasi namin ok ka lang”

hindi ko alam kung may sense pa mga sinasabi ko. my point is, nakakapagod na maging mabuting anak when it’s not at least being appreciated.

para akong si Bobby, i had to be tough. now it’s taking a toll on me.