u/Tejmouse

Ive gotten way less self conscious about my body. I can more easily enjoy the stress relief of working out without having to worry about "getting too buff to be a woman"

(Hopefully the photos aren't corrupted this time)

I feel very strange about my body lol. Like im trans, so I was trying so hard to lose muscle mass to be more femme for like 2 vears on E. But this summer i just gave up on that since it wasn't working and went back to training my full body. I don't exactly know how to feel about myself now. Like i definitely like what estrogen has given me, but also I don't even know what archetype i wanna be? Maybe its this, or maybe not?

Also how do i know if I have an unattractive personality lol. I feel like people are initially interested in me untill we have longer convos and its just ghost city : (

I have ocd lol so this is the only time im ever gonna ask so i dont spiral

Never saw many black trans women before I transitioned. Hope to change that!