u/TheBigStalkingIssue

Can someone elaborate on that please? Has anyone done it? Share your experiences please.

Which would cause that? I mean paranormal or scientific things can be possible?

I hate telling this here but I want to vent anyway. When I was being systematically raped, I was trying to make myself look nasty by not taking showers or eating raw onions to avoid men. But my rapist stalker was not stopping. He forced me to have sex with other people. Later on he was blackmailing, shaming and badmouthing me by telling everyone around me how ugly and disgusting I was. He said he was showing pictures and videos of me to everyone too. As if he was himself so clean. He was going to hookers and getting stds, but me stinking was worse. I feel so ashamed still. He said to me he always wins and everyone hates me anyway and won't believe me.

Everyone, I am serious. Some people in the past forced me to enter a secret cult. They were involved with some paranormal activities and so many other things(drugging and raping me). I reported this group of people involving very famous people too, to my surprise. Nothing happened. The names are so powerful and influential.

They cast a spell on me or cursed me. The man wqs saying he was the devil. I think he was satanist. Some blood rituals were performed on me. I thought I escaped every bad thing when I moved away. But obviously I couldn't. When I want to avoid some thoughts and feelings of this person, he is constantly there in my mind reminding me his existence. I am not hearing voices or anything. Just his permanent existence around me bothers me a lot. I want to get rid of this curse.

Is there any ways you know in Christianity to clean myself from this curse?

Please someone help me who understands these kind of religious practices.

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I feel like I am thinking certain things and people that I am supposed to forget. I am reliving bad events even though I got multiple therapies. Could someone have actually cursed or possessed me or there can be a scientific explanation about this phenomenon? Could there be a black magic or something like that?

Is this part of a mind control experiment that my stalker got me involved in years ago?

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I want to avoid these weird stuff. How can I fully quit it all?

I realize this happens a lot. They don't seem to love or like their wife or maybe even girlfriend. But they still stick together. I mean if you really think you hate her, why are you still together? I can't get that. What interest is there?

Man perspective is especially appreciated as well as women comments on this matter.