u/ThienHaTheTech

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I studied on Khan Academy last year, and recently did a mock test where I only got 1120 (in my country it is necessary to get a higher score). To be fair, I forgot most of the content in all that time but I feel it is a bit easy compared to official and mock tests I've done so far. Are there any more difficult alternatives, I'm hoping for 1400.

My mother has always been extremely unstable. She becomes furious whenever she is "obligated" to do things without reward, such as taking me to school, pay tuition or whenever I threaten her delusion of having been a perfect student.

I hate having to reveal my good grades to her because she'll either act fake sweet and happy or make snide comments. If it's the former, it usually means she will publicly humiliate me/torment me in some other way the next day.

Yesterday I told her I scored highest at school because she threatened to stop paying my expenses for school if I got anything less than that. She smiled, but I could sense the slow boiling anger inside of her.

The next day I realized I forgot that today was a day off. So just a few minutes after she had left, I called her. When she arrived, she said she was going to make me stay there forever. I thought she was joking. She then said I was a filthy liar (this happens everytime, even the times where the school suddenly sends us home due to power outages. I also have never tried to skip school even when I run a high fever) and called a random deskmate who she somehow got the number of 12 times to "make sure". When I told my mother to stop bothering them, she started screaming and lashing out at me and claiming I was an antisocial auadhd person.

I only calmed her down enough to let me try to find a public Wifi for her to check. When that didn't work, she said she would just use the phone for "a little". She then squatted down sullenly like a toddler throwing a tantrum. When I tried to grab the phone back, telling her to just go home, she punched me. When I tried again, she gripped my wrist tightly, looked me dead in the eye then started clawing and squeezing until it was bloody. She wouldn't let go until I hit her back, trying to make her drop my hand.

Only I when I told her how she was acting like a kid, did she stop. Then when on the way to the bank, when I started crying from thinking how pathetic my mother is, she smirked (she constantly glances back to see my reactions to her insults). My mother then looked at my bloody wrist and said "You always scratch your arm for no reason." I said, stunned "No, you did that."

When she saw that other people were there as well, she shrieked "THAT WAS AFTER YOU KEPT HITTING ME! IT WAS SELF DEFENSE"

I couldn't believe the nerve to make such an obvious lie to my face. I pointed out that was a lie, and she kept claiming that I hit her first. She then started fake crying that stopped the moment the people were out of sight (they didnt give a shit)

She is now trying to convince the parents of other kids that I am mentally ill btw.

TLDR: Nmom throws public tantrum;especially after she knows I did well at school;tries to spread rumors about me being mentally ill;claims I hit her first when she started punching me in public.

This isn't her first rodeo btw. When I got the news that I got a full scholarship and I texted her about it, my mother glared at me coldly when she picked me up. When I brought it up, she snarled that my text was stupid and vague. Then when I finally recieved the money, she snatched it from me coldly then shrieked without even checking "YOU DROPPED IT ALL! I CANT BELIEVE THE SCHOOL WOULD LET CLUMSY LITTLE BRATS HANDLE THIS CASH!"

She then counted it over and over again. Not even a single word of congratulations. At this point I was just begging for her to go home. She screamed at me for making a scene.

Then she discovered 10 dollars was missing so she ran around the school frantically.

After she came back empty handed, she mocked me for not getting the 2nd full scholarship.