u/Traditional_Rush9954

Hey friends, it's been a while since I posted. My exgfwbpd has gone back to her ex. The mix of emotions I have are consuming me and I feel myself slipping into a depressive state. I feel angry, used, and absolutely lied too for those two years we were in each other's lives. I am struggling to get myself to stop looking at their socials. She reposts flirty things for her on purpose because she knows I'll see. She has old photos back on her page from the time they dated and the flirty comments between them make me sick. A few weeks ago I noticed she was posting stuff towards me (things we liked) and it was so confusing. I want to scream, I want to tell her what a piece of shit she is. I've never felt so manipulated in my life. Two days ago she wished me a happy birthday on Instagram but I didn't reply. Then she deleted it. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE?! And why do good people like us have to face the consequences that we didn't deserve.

Also, I should of been more cautious and weary when she accused me for two fucking years of wanting to be with MY EX. Turns out ... She just used me to fill her empty void because she was thinking about her ex the whole time. Projection at its finest. I didn't know, I fell for for all the love she gave me like an absolute idiot. It was intoxicating, different, exciting, addictive and nothing I've ever felt with anyone. I AM SUCH AN IDIOT.

I know looking at her stuff is just going to hurt me even more, I get it and I know it's dumb, but it's the curiosity in me that's got me in this cycle.

What do you guys recommend I do? I really want to tell her how much of a cunt she is.... I'm trying not to but..... I'm so hurt and angry.

This may be a long shot but you never know until you try right? 

Hi friends!

I'm a 37 year old located in sunny Southern California. Originally from South Africa but I grew up in New Jersey. Yeah... I know what you're saying .... "What???!" trust me, I get it. 🤣 

After a traumatic relationship with someone who was extremely narcissistic and abusive, I'm ready to put myself out there and connect with others, even if it's friendship. 

Some quick facts about me: 

-I enjoy having a good laugh and being the weirdo that I am (in a good way) 

-I'm childfree and don't want children...like, ever.

-Femme woman are my absolute weakness 🥰

-Animals mean everything to me. Cats, dogs, the little critters, I love them all and have a big heart when it comes to these little guys 💜

-The 90s is my favorite decade and I'm a HUGE Spice Girls fan (don't judge) 

-Coffee addict 

-Deep talker, I thoroughly enjoy a deep conversation that doesn't feel like it's surface level. 

-I have a kinky side (sorry if it's TMI) 😎

-Touch is my love language 

-I'm drug and alcohol free

-Mental health is SUPER important to me 

-I find people that are the odd balls, the weirdos or the "different$ ones to be my kind of people 🙂

-Sitting in a coffee shop and talking for hours is my kind of vibe 

-I'm extremely chill and laid back 

-When I'm passionate about something I'm very open and expressive 

- Leo 🦁 (July 28)

-No time for manipulators or bad vibes 

-Extremely loyal but it takes time for me to trust 

If anyone wants to connect, come say hello 🤗 

This may be a long shot but you never know until you try right?

Hi! I have not posted in this community in a very long time and figured, why not?

I'm a 37 year old located in sunny Southern California. Originally from South Africa but I grew up in New Jersey. Yeah... I know what you're saying .... "What???!" trust me, I get it. 🤣

After a traumatic relationship with someone who was extremely narcissistic and abusive, I'm ready to put myself out there and connect with others, even if it's friendship.

Some quick facts about me:

-I enjoy having a good laugh and being the weirdo that I am (in a good way)

-I'm childfree and don't want children...like, ever.

-Femme woman are my absolute weakness 🥰

-Animals mean everything to me. Cats, dogs, the little critters, I love them all and have a big heart when it comes to these little guys 💜

-The 90s is my favorite decade and I'm a HUGE Spice Girls fan (don't judge)

-People tell me I look like Christina Ricci, especially Wednesday Adams 🖤

-My style is a mix between girly girl/alternative

-Coffee addict

-Deep talker, I thoroughly enjoy a deep conversation that doesn't feel like it's surface level.

-I have a kinky side (sorry if it's TMI) 😎

-Touch is my love language

-I'm drug and alcohol free

-Mental health is SUPER important to me

-I find people that are the odd balls, the weirdos or the "different" ones to be my kind of people 🙂

-Sitting in a coffee shop and talking for hours is my kind of vibe

-I'm extremely chill and laid back

-When I'm passionate about something I'm very open and expressive

- Leo 🦁 (July 28)

-No time for manipulators or bad vibes

-Extremely loyal but it takes time for me to trust

If anyone wants to connect, come say hello 🤗