u/Tricky_Muscle_8962

I am a bitch and I keep it controlled in public ..

I have unconventional sexual fantasies and I qm open to non monogamous relationships. I dont have empathy but know how to act empathy when needed. I hate my father I am attracted to men especially masculine and tall black ones though my feelings about attraction and relationships can be complex. I also notice that I sometimes feel jealous when I see other women getting attention I hate it I am ugly men don't like me , I intentionally act like a stupid girl for my benefits

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u/Tricky_Muscle_8962 — 23 hours ago
▲ 14 r/AskMen

What is it like growing up with emotionally unavailable parents?”

How does it affect a person emotionally to have parents who are distant or not expressive ? What are the long term effects of being raised by emotionally unavailable parents ?Is it true that boys need less emotional warmth or affection than girls during childhood , do you enjoy gentle affection like soft touch or kissing outside of sexual situations ?

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u/Tricky_Muscle_8962 — 1 day ago
▲ 7 r/AskMen

How did your parents react when you went through puberty?

Has anyone experienced emotional distance from their parents during or after puberty and did it affect your relationship later ?

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u/Tricky_Muscle_8962 — 1 day ago

Fear

The more I try to understand dualistic nature Nirguna Parabrahman, the more fear seems to arise in me or fear fuels the seeking or making the shape . I have realized at least one thing when fear becomes too strong even desire cannot survive , and that's the chaos , it won't let you see reality you just suffer and idk we are evolving in a way that our connection with environment advances, when you are a human you can contribute to reduce the suffering in the mental realm

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u/Tricky_Muscle_8962 — 9 days ago

Devi

  1. Jagathambe

mother of the universe, divine feminine energy responsible for creation, sustenance, and destruction , Supreme Shakti

  1. Dakshayanee

Sati, representing marital felicity and longevity, revered as the first consort of Shiva and daughter of Daksha.

3.Sritajana palini

She who protects and cares for those who seek refuge in her

4.Sridhari

She who bears or holds Śrī (divine grace/prosperity)

5.shailasudhe

She who is the nectar/essence of the mountain

6.Nithyanandhamanohari

She who enchants the mind with eternal bliss

  1. Thwarithaswaroopini

She who embodies swiftness

  1. Bahubalathe

She who with mighty arms/power

9.Suravarnini

She who manifests the color/energy of divinity

  1. Poorikripe

She who bestows complete grace/ compassion

  1. Kadambavananivasini

She who dwells in the Kadamba forest.

  1. Shubhavaradhe

She who grants good fortune and blessings

  1. Maheshwari

She who is the Shakti of pure swarness

  1. Manjulabhashini

She who speaks sweetly

15.Kalyani

She who brings blessings

16.naadapriye

She who loved sacred music

  1. Shyamaambe

She who embodies the mysterious infinite

  1. Nirmala roopini

She who embodies purity

  1. Sadhapoorne

She who is always full and perfect

  1. Shaive

She who belongs to shiva

  1. Kanmasha nashini

She who destroys impurities

  1. Nithyavilasini

She who eternally expresses divine play and beauty

  1. Madhuvani

She whose speech is sweet like honey

24.Tribhuvanajanani

She who gives birth to three realm

  1. Pavani

She you purifies

  1. Kripalari

She who bestows compassion

  1. Shankari

She who is associated with shankara who brings auspicious

28.shathruvinasini

She who destroys enemies

29.chandramukhi

She whose face is like moon

30.mahithamanoguna

She whose nature and qualities elevate the mind

  1. Bhuvanamanohari

She who captivates all heard in the universe

  1. Snehakale

She who is the art of loving tenderness

  1. Kaamakshi

She who is with compassionate , wishfulfilling eyes

  1. Pranadasurasura moulimani

She who is the jewl adorning the bowed heads of devas and asuras

  1. Haripriya

She who is dear to vishnu

  1. Kaithavabhanjinighosaarradhey

She who destroys deceit and is praised through sacred chants

37.Aagamashastrajna

She who knows scared agamas

  1. Sathyamayi

She who is filled with truth

39.Nithyanandaparamayi

She who is the embodiment of supreme eternal bliss

  1. Shakthathmika

She whose essence is shakti

  1. Omkara sambhootha

She who arose from the primordial Om

42.

43.Vishwathmike

She who is essence of all existence

  1. Chandaparakramaharsharadhe

She who rejoices in mighty courage and heroic power

45.

  1. Sarvamthmika

She who is the essence of everything

  1. Sookshmasthoolamaharoudra

She who is both the subtle and the gross and the supremely fierce

48.chandra divakara nethradhare

She who bears the sun and moon in her eyes .

49.munijanavandhini

She who is worshiped by sages

  1. Varnathmika

She whose essence is all colors and expressions

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u/Tricky_Muscle_8962 — 10 days ago