u/TripPsychological403

‼️mild suicide mention(lmk if i need to tag nsfw). Context : i have been friends with this friend group for approx. 8-10 months. I had these two main friends in the group who I will refer to as Grass and Salmon. At the beginning it was hype, we played everyday and it was so fun playing with them. It started going downhill when one of the people in the friendgroup who I will refer to as Cheese, started to annoy me. Me and Cheese beefing was just kind of a joke until they started just ragebaiting me to the point where its annoying AF, ik call me sensitive or whatever. So then I started telling Cheese that they need to stop interacting with me, which then Cheese proceeds to continue to cause drama with me which I deliberately tried to ignore. My final straw was when they joked about my suicidal tendencies and implied that they wanted me to kill myself now. So i consulted with Grass about this and she agreed with me that Cheese was being immature and even called them out on it in the public gc. Keep in mind i feel closest to Grass bcs we have confided in each other and also just had a lot of one-on-one time. By this time the gc started playing without me because I had told Grass that whenever Cheese is present Im okay with not playing with them, which Grass understood. I thought that we had already established that fact along with that I would play with the whenever Cheese wasn’t present. Adding on this with more context, Grass and Salmon have known each other for years and are best friends, so sometimes Grass would only hang out with me if Salmon wasnt available or was sleeping, which i understood. The real confusing thing comes when one day when I asked to play, specifically the competitive gamemode of this one game, Grass told me that “idk if i’ll play” bcs she thinks that its leaving Salmon out, which i understand, but then she proceeds to continue on saying that she thinks that I, yes me, that I dont wanna be friends with her anymore and that I dont interact with anything anybody does here. That whole thing got me confused because ive been asking her to play almost daily, and it never had to be a specific game and we could do anything else. Keep in mind she said this in the public gc. I asked her about it in dms and restated that we always did things 1on1 when the others werent here. She says i dont talk to her anymore , and i dont make any attempt to join what they do, and that i only show up to be negative and argue. I show up in the gc to talk about random bullshit and always ping her to ask if she wants to play and here i thought we talked a good amount. Her saying that i only show up to be negative & argue is only when Cheese provokes me. I was just so so confused by the effort part because i got into different games and changed my schedule just to hang out more with them, she knows that i dont make much attempt to play with the gc when CHEESE IS THERE. And shes aware of that fact, I thought she sympathized with me about the whole Cheese thing but obviously not. So i decided that its just gonna get worse for either of us from now on so i thought the healthiest action was just to end the friendship and leave the gc. Which in turn she takes the start of my last message to use as context and tell others i ended the friendships bcs “they were playing games with Cheese” which then she follows up with “if you cant take someone lightly making fun of you and you had to escalate it to this degree, im not dropping one of my two closest friends for that.” Which made me feel like i never mattered much to her. Times where she told me that Cheese was kind of a friend and was just there , i was the one that was always there and always put effort. I dont know if this is two faced or not but now the whole friend group thinks im a wuss who ends friendships on a whim.

Am I able to play her like Widowmaker?

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