I've been living here all my life and making friends seems really tough for me i guess. I like video games, anime, drawing, skateboarding, and i've been trying to learn guitar but im not that good
Theres this beautiful girl in my school. I'm a junior and she's a senior and the seniors are graduating this coming week. I've had a huge crush on her since I first joined the school in 9th grade. I saw her in the halls, and she was so pretty like and angel. She's really funny, speaks different languages, is incredibly smart, has a really cute laugh and a really nice voice, always has these precious accessories like bows and keychains that make her stand out, and is just an overall admirable person. I always tell myself I'm gonna talk to her but the times we talk, I get too nervous and cut the conversation short and skedaddle. She graduates in a few days and I know I'll most likely never see her again. I think what really sucks is that I've had so many chances to go for it and talk to her (us alone in empty classes, us being the only two that come super early and sitting in the halls a few feet from eachother, us sitting right next to eachother in the finals hall, her trying to have a conversation and me cutting her off to run away because my heart is hurting and my face is red) but I can never bring myself to do it.... Aghhhh Daiana I just want your socials or to be your friend or something but I'm too shy DAMMIT!!!! She seems so nice and patient when we talk but my social issues always screw things up and now I don't know what to do. It's not like I'll suddenly get a confidence boost in the next three days before I see her again. I just wish I talked to her more
I'm pretty much just here to find people to relate to or just tell me what to do. I was feeling awful for a while so my mother took me to the hospital to do a few blood tests. The blood tests showed that I have celiac, but I have yet to do the swab since I'm currently taking finals. (fingers crossed it isn't pls because I CAN'T not eat gluten) My doctor said it is very likely though given my results. I feel a bit depressed since I've been working out for over a year now and i haven't seen any results, matter of fact I got thinner (39-41 kg at 159 cm). I thought it might be because I wasn't trying hard enough so I pushed harder, ate denser foods, and took in protein like crazy and I still got no results. Now I know my body wasn't even registering what I was putting into it and all that effort was a waste of time. When I put so much effort into being "healthy", I was really just harming my stomach without even knowing it. I'm scrawny, shorter than all my peers, and severely malnourished. I feel really depressed about it and I just don't know what to do. Even when I was a "gym rat", I was a huge foodie and loved eating any and everything. I've never had an allergy in my life before and abstaining from anything entirely isn't really something I'm use to. I can't go to my favorite cafe and eat my favorite sweets, I can't eat at other people's houses, restaurants are seemingly off limits, and all my favorite snacks are confiscated. I have to resort to home recipes and I'm an AWFUL cook, and all the gluten free alternatives I tried from the supermarket taste like sad cardboard. I know others have it worse, I'm not dead or anything, but it just sucks considering how much stuff I took for granted is off the table now. If I knew I would get this diagnosis, I would've savored that strawberry shortcake I ate 3 days ago a little more. What sucks is that I barely ever had any symptoms other than being pocket-sized, few stomach pains every once in a while, and a few other minor symptoms. the only reason I ended up doing that test is because my mother saw a poster on the doctors' wall and suggested it (curse that poster). I just wish I knew sooner, maybe I could've developed a healthier body if I started a new diet a few years ago when these minor issues started showing bit by bit. I don't know, I just feel a bit helpless right now. Hello to the celiac community!!
I posted this to two other subreddits but i thought posting it here wouldn't hurt. I found a listing on etsy but it sold out, then i found another on mercari but it was a size xl. I'm sure I could find a similar belt easily, but for some reason i have fallen in love with the colors of the grommets and how they are asymmetrically placed in this specific one. I really like the pink and orange grommets right below the buckle..... any help is appreciated! even just the brand name or what store it was sold at or even a date . Thank you!
I found a listing on etsy but it sold out, then i found another on mercari but it was a size xl. I'm sure I could find a similar belt easily, but for some reason i have fallen in love with the colors of the grommets and how they are asymmetrically placed in this specific one. I really like the pink and orange grommets right below the buckle..... any help is appreciated! even just the brand name . Thank you!
Last time I posted about this, I got a ton of rude responses ridiculing me for not acting sooner rather than saying anything helpful. Please be nice in the comments . In around late 2020 to early 2021, i was using my ipad when the screen suddenly went black. I hadn't pressed any update buttons or anything, i was just casually using my ipad only for it to go black. After a while, the update screen appeared so i just assumed my ipad was updating and went for a snack. When the "update" was done, i opened my ipad to find that it had been factory reset. It was completely wiped and had to be started up as if i had just bought it. All my apps and photos were gone. Sure, losing the apps sucked, but what was worse was the photos. Now, for some reason, at the time i didnt do anything about it. I think it was because I was like 12 at the time so I didnt really know what to do so I just kinda left it and forgot about it. Fast forward to 5 years later and my family is putting together a photo album, and we get to my little sister and brother. We don't have any photos of them in our flash drives, then my mother points out that the photos should be in the old iPad. my old iPad. the iPad that got wiped 5 years ago that i kept quiet about and just started using as a normal iPad.... I obviously kept this fact hidden but now I'm trying to salvage ANY of the photos i can. There were photos of my siblings, me, family weddings, birthdays, and all of them are very important. I'm sure iCloud was on, but when I checked, nothing. I contacted apple and they referred me to two separate companies. One straight up said they couldn't help and the other hasn't responded yet. If anyone can help in any way, PLEASE!!! In short, my iPad restarted out of the blue and wiped all my photos 5 years ago and I'm just now doing something about it...