u/UofOwideout

The ones that act like managers and tell you what to do

Lol I bounced out...ain't competing with no one 🤣

I realized with my avoidant a couple thing before the break up that I think ultimately caused the break up. But one thing in particular that really stuck out to me...

That is....her vagina freaking STUUUUNK at one particular time before the break up. and a stench nonetheless so strong that it smelt like it JUST got hit. There's a particular smell after sex and a more prominent smell hours after if you didn't shower. A smell so strong i can smell it through the jeans. I was instantly suspicious, shes a marine so thats already a red flag I flew by🤣 stay away from military women. She broke up with me a week after but mind you i didnt say anything but just mentioned to her that she should make sure that shes clean cause thats very important. What was i thinking lol

Texted me happy birthday (June 2nd) and texted me which I acknowledged and said "thank you"...no response lol. So texted me "happy father's day (no children with her, although she pleaded to try..and did😅) and hope i got to AZ safely" to which i only liked in response..i just find it odd. Seeing we were no contact i didn't tell her happy mothers day..we were NC, felt weird but had to be done.

Its been almost been 2 month with those breaks in between since the break up.

She said give her 3 months...and I'm not sure for what?

It makes me feel like ill have to be soooo analytical and not myself, just so I don't fall into the same trap..i havent talked to any women since and I dont see it happening soon but just something I think ill have to do eventually