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iI know its not a good place to post here but i really wanted to have opinion so please if anyone who can guide me .......

i got 94% in jee mains in my drop year .got depresses after my 2nd mains attempt so performed poorly in vit ,bitsat (223 in 26s1 paper) and comedk (53xx ) .i didnt got any college through jossa /csab ast least not any nit /iiits .

Well the thing is just before my jee mains 2 nd attempt i got sick and din many silly error like marking wrong options ,not converting units etc .i did 7 mitsakes like this .had it not been there i would have landed like 98+ % but here we are .

for now I am getting eie in msrit banglore but the unofficial average is jus 8-9 lpa and moreover i could not afford this college and have to take a 10 lakhs loan for it .

is it really worth .......My inner heart is saying to go for a second drop and give my 100% .

Man i am frustrasted please if anybody can help me

i got 94% in jee mains in my drop year .got depresses after my 2nd mains attempt so performed poorly in vit ,bitsat (223 in 26s1 paper) and comedk (53xx ) .i didnt got any college through jossa /csab ast least not any nit /iiits .

Well the thing is just before my jee mains 2 nd attempt i got sick and din many silly error like marking wrong options ,not converting units etc .i did 7 mitsakes like this .had it not been there i would have landed like 98+ % but here we are .

for now I am getting eie in msrit banglore but the unofficial average is jus 8-9 lpa and moreover i could not afford this college and have to take a 10 lakhs loan for it .

is it really worth .......My inner heart is saying to go for a second drop and give my 100% .

Man i am frustrasted please if anybody can help me

Ok, I am getting EEE in round 3, and some seniors are telling me that hostels are already full or they will get full before round 3 ends. So should I take EEE in round 3 for hostel?

If I go for acceptance and upgrade and go for round 4, will I not get a hostel and have to live in PG??

If there is any senior, please help

HELLO EVERYBODY!!!

I AM DROPPER, AND THIS IS A SHORT STORY AND QUITE A REGRET WHICH I THINK WILL CARRY FOR SOME PART OF MY LIFE

 Jm 2025-92.5%

Jm april 2025-90.87(not qualified for jee advance)

After quite some consideration  took a drop and started preparing JM

JM 2026(JAN)-93.89% 

Jm 2026 (April)-96.8% 

I worked my ass off between JEE Main 1 and JEE Main 2 with mild depressed mind butt just before JEE Main 2nd attempt got ill and fumbled with my paper.

 Thought life is over.Heart filled with regret. Mind was gone into mild depression and left studying for JEE Advanced. 

Yesterday I gave my jee advance paper(bcoz of parents' pressure) and fucking got 82 marks.I know it not that great, but for me its life changing.I mean I have completely lost my self-confidence and tried to commit suicide one time because of bad jee results .

 But now I have regret of how I should have done some study , some mocks, and I could have scored much better, at least I would have some decent branch tier 2 or tier 3 IITS and its a lot . To be frank, I regret it and hope this serves as a reminder and:"We should fight until our last hope."

I small idion from my side:

मन के जीते जीत है,मन के हारे हार।
हार गए जो बिन लड़े,उन पर है धिक्कार।
उन पर हैं धिक्कार, जो देखे ना सपना।
सपनों का अधिकार,असल अधिकार है अपना।

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how the hell I am seeing so many post at 2 in the night .Dont you guys have comedk exam tomorrrow.

Is everyone studying all night??

btw: I am also pulling an all nighter for comedk