u/Vast-Meal-5435

Sensui or Boyet those are the two that comes to mind... And by utility merchant I mean they have no signature assassin's pick unlike wise(Yss) and karl(lancelot). Ngl rn I thinks its Boyet, they literally went to the shadowrealm mid wildcard after the patch.

Ngl when I started watching mpl id i thought coach xepher removed everyone and kept niño same with rrq until I searched their names its the same roster but their using their real names.... Is there a reason for that?

Holy usually I wouldn't mind if its just one thing but the entire shit is just shit. Not just the irl time of the matches where it usually doesn't start in time. But in game holy.... The items on the side annoying af in the eye and the fact the item is always wrong and confusing(I just always see someone having double item)at that point stop showing the items. The casters also seem pretty bored, theres no hype on most of the matches.

Its been a while since I've finished this but what were all the mountains he climbed? Before k2 all I remember is the japanese alps and nanga parbat

The fact is he did most of all his climb solo and in the winter WITHOUT freaking supplemental oxygen is insane after watching "14 peaks". Do you think if he was real he would be the best alpinist in the world.

Cause how tf did Tlph not get a single win.

My aunt died on the day of my 18th birthday.

I never really vented my emotions through anyone tbh I am writing this down for my frustrations and grieving.

At a young age I was never really a believer of god(agnostic) only going through masses and church events because of family, bonding experience and tradition, I follow the life advice of course but never really believe in God we worship. My aunt is the opposite she's the most faithful person I know and the kindest person I know too kind for her own good to be honest.

My aunt came from Visayas she told me both her parents died at a young age so silang magkapatid ang nag alaga sa isat isa and explained to me that her faith is what allowed her to get that far, to complete college and earn a master degree, and work abroad. She loves children and dreamed to open a school one day both my tito and tita tried to open a school 3 times, 2 times failed, 1st cause of money problem had to sell and 2nd cause of shitty business partner, third time they planned to open a tesda for agriculture much cheaper since they collab among my mother.

She always has the softest voice even when she was angry she never raised her voiced. Sometimes her kindness was always exploited by others she often times do tasks of others if they just ask her to the point that my tito has to interfere. And I guess that maybe the cause of her cancer she was always stressed and lack of sleep from work, legal battle, children and chores despite that she still has the heart to help others, to lend money, sya un type na always moving/productive. Also diet nya super healthy as in kumakain ng dahon ng ampalaya lahat ng klase ng dahon iniexplain saakin na yun ang klaseng pagkain nag pa buhay sakanya nun kabataan.

Kaya na shock ako two and a half years ago na diagnosed sya ng TYPE 4 BREAST CANER (Final and most deadly stage ng cancer kung saan pwede na mag spread sa entire body) worst part is affected na ang ibang system like ang bone and liver. Na discover lang toh dahil nag hihina na sya at susuka dugo, apparently breast cancer looks like normal breast tissue and typically small at di masyado halata symptoms my aunt was only in her 30s and usually and ganyan na cancer nag appear sa 40s so I suppose it was genetically inherited but how can she know HER parents died before knowing her medical history.

Tangina men tas naubos pera nila para lang sa treatment sakanya ang pangit pa ng healthcare system natin halos walang bawas Phil health. Of course most of the time kami na bayad since kaya namin at super close ang family namin. For a whole year nag pachemo sya at surgery and during that time naka NGITI lang sya lalo lumakas faith nya sa lord at puno research kung paano labanin cancer, mga pagkain nya consist of all vegetable and whole food never on those 2 and a half year sya nag eat ng food na may processed sugar.

Nag stop na sya mag chemotherapy after 1 year pero nag stesteroids na sya at madaming meds despite that 6 month later nag relapse at bumalik at nalaman nagpunta na sa utak . Also I just want to add that despite her being PWD di bumago ugali nya sobrang bait padin kahit may cancer, gumagawa ng gawain bahay padin sya at nag wowork di nag papahinga kung di namin sya tigilan baka mag tuloy lang.

This January nahimatay sya at napunta sa coma for 1 month and for three month bedridden, she cannot talk stand anything she does makes her extremely tired and she always looked confused we had to take care of her. 1 week before she died she became lucid and able to talk like she was never sick before she cannot stand or anything but she can smile and laugh and to be honest I cried in the bathroom when that happened because I thought she was getting better, I already cried enough and accepted that she will mostly likely die, I lowered my expectations of her being able to live again to lower the pain of losing her. Yet seeing her talking normally and smiling gave me hope that she will live only after her death did I find out that terminally ill patients do something called terminal lucidity where the patient seem normal, healthy and alive before their death as their body gave up keeping her alive.

Worst part is this was my last time speaking to her as I explained to her tearfully I would be leaving that day to go manila and enroll she seemed so happy when she found out I was going to be a nurse. Then on May 29th in the morning while in manila my mother chatted to me that she was gone. I didn't really react or cried I just stopped jogging, turned off my phone and continued my run (I am still in manila). Only after getting home did I cried in the bathroom never really crying in front of other people (I have trouble opening up my feelings to other people or cry since you know its in our culture for men) often times I cry myself to sleep without anyone knowing.

Its just so fucking frustrating and I feel so guilty I became depressed the entire month of june but before spiraling into self harm I forced myself to apply for a Gym membership and distract myself through anything by doomscrolling because I know that if left alone I will feel myself feeling guilty and cry if no ones around. Often times I feel so guilty because I know that sometimes I myself never bothered helping her with chores and allowed her to work herself to death and that sometimes I was the caused of her stress maybe because I was asking help for my research and school or just simply not cleaning. And often times I feel guilty because it was my fault that she died as I never really believe in God and that this was my punishment as even though I prayed for her the entire time it was never through God and that she died on my birthday because its my fault. Maybe I did have a contribution to her death as I never did help in lessening her burden. Even though this april it was summer and always visited her while she was bedridden always sleeping talking to her in her sleep how I was doing and such, I always felt guilty for her.

I hate how absurd the world is how bad things happen to good people and how she died alone sleeping, with her dreams unrealized and broke with a child she will never see growing up instead her last memory being that of her daughter 8 years old crying beside her bedside

I feel guilty how never in my life did I ever say I love you po and never cherish the memories in which we had and how I was never thankfull as a child (2-6 yrs old)she always take care of me, how I take her life for granted that she will always be there. Now she will never see her dream come into fruition this august opening up the tesda agricultural farm, how I will never taste her baked good again(I should have asked for a recipe) and how she lectured me to not be pasaway. Despite that I am glad a lot of people will remember her through her kindness. Nakakalunkot lang kasi rn ang pinsan ko lalo pumayat unti lang kinakain kahit favorite food nya at nakikita ko umiiyak kung kelan mag isa sya... I think thats all I can vent I am going to sleep now crying again.

I was never really taught about financial literacy from a young age, of course I saved money but I never knew how to budget/invest/plan it so I ended up always spending that money whenever vacation comes up until last year. So rn I have a decent chunk of savings(cash) and I am trying to learn how to budget this summer do you guys have any advice in investing or budgeting or free courses available online that helped you. I plan on investing/saving atleast 30 percent of my allowance which is like a lot that's why I learned how to cook. The only thing I have done rn is that I opened a HYSA mari bank and thats it. I don't know where to start from here.

I was never really taught about financial literacy from a young age, of course I saved money but I never knew how to budget/invest/plan it so I ended up always spending that money whenever vacation comes up until last year. So rn I have a decent chunk of savings(cash) and I am trying to learn how to budget this summer do you guys have any advice in investing or budgeting or free courses available online that helped you. I plan on investing/saving atleast 30 percent of my allowance which is like a lot that's why I learned how to cook. The only thing I have done rn is that I opened a HYSA mari bank and thats it. I don't know where to start from here.

Alam ko naman na for nursing school doesn't matter I just want to know how true that is because between this two school both are good pero more expensive ang UST and need pa mag dorm unlike tytana. Iniisip ko lang sayang slot sa UST but at the same time dagdag gastos para lang sa parehas ang sahod kahit saan mag graduate.

Good day po maganda ba po environment ng BU for nursing or may shortcomings dito, meron din kasi po ako opportunity mag private sa Manila tytana colleges(Scholarship) pero anlayo and need pa mag dorming unlike dito sa BU. Ask ko lang po kung kamusta ang nursing program dito since wala ako kakilala nag nursing sa BU

And how hard was it to go abroad , will going to a state university be harder than going private in terms of going abroad. What is like compared to private or state universities.

My two choices is either Manila tytana or UST both have their own hospitals and high education. But for UST its a 1 hour commute and I am afraid this might affect my studies especially if theres a storm so my parents said I can dorm there but its gonna add to the bills. For tytana its walking distance and no need to dorm and has a cheaper tuition. Although most people I've said to go to UST and the money spent will be worth it since UST has a lot of connections and said it has a higher chance of going abroad than going to the less known school.

I am just asking if going to a more prestigious school is better even tho it's less practical and more expensive.

The problem for me is distance and price UST is about a 1 hour single bus ride commute since my place is at Pasay while Manila tytana is about 20 min away. And the tuition fee from what I've researched UST is 100-150k more expensive than MTC for the entire 4 years. Although MTC is not as prestigious as UST it still has its own hospital and high passing rate for the PNLE (98%) and I've just toured the place, its equipment and staff is high quality.

But ​my ​parents and relatives say to still go to UST since its more prestigious and most of my cousin studies there. So is UST worth it ​or sho​uld I just pick the more convenient but still high quality nursing school