Limerence
It started out harmless.
My love life grew formless.
It started with a question so crystalline.
His tone was sweet like cherry wine.
We worked together so well.
Though, the lines blurred as I fell.
Each night was engulfed with his vision.
I found my mind had memorized his facial composition.
In my dreams I’d find warmth.
And my intentions had transformed.
Purple tinged the edges of my mind.
My delusions rendered me blind.
Soft susurrations echoed in my brain.
His voice marked my ears like a bloodstain.
I’d find any excuse to be near.
Then silently wondered if I was instilling fear.
I spent hours thinking of what to say.
But by the time I got there, I couldn’t get it through my airway.
Day by day, I grew to know him more and more.
But then realized how little he knew of me and wondered if I was a bore.
Personality so magnetic.
Was our connection purely cosmetic?
My mannerisms, he’d copy.
Observations began to feel shoddy.