Wanting to give my life up
Bills are pulling up I’m going deeper into debt. I know my breath is worsening along with my stress they go hand in hand. I’m already depressed I just can’t take anymore. I fight myself getting out of bed everyday. I don’t want to lose this job too but I can’t seem to push myself at all. I hate walking in any place and immediately feeling unwelcome. Even when I try to have any type of joy I somehow offend ppl just by living. I’m turning 21 this year and I’m not looking forward to it all even before bb I struggled with mental issues not seeing a future for myself this has been too hard for me.