I can somewhat relax for now ✨🥰😋
There are moments where I think “wtf did I get myself into now?!?”
Having to remind myself I’m half way there, can’t stop now
Definitely no more crash outs!
Regulate on keeping the balance…
Still out here weighing hearts and feathers
Let’s get it!!!
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When you’ve been forced to grow up at a young age (through life experiences and traumas) you are also forced to see the world as differently.
You are able to pick up on anything because you’ve seen it before.
I am well aware of how my childhood trauma has affected me greatly, but sometimes I dissociate (without meaning to) in order to come to terms with the loss of control and the worth of self.
I’m healing day by day, it’s just these little reminders that I’ve never really had a stable childhood to begin with. It was ripped away from me.
The heck is social media training anyway 🥱😭 i’m not fussed about fame or popularity at all, don’t need a blue tick to become an important person in society 🙂↕️
In this damned world, you must fight to be free.
I’ve reached halfway point 📍🥺
Boyyyyyy do i have a lot of negatives to say but imma keep that in 😮💨🤪🙂↕️
Anyway during this journey one thing I learned is that you always have to be prepared to fight for yourself AT ALL TIMES.
If not just strap them 🙄 i ain’t talking about the pew pew!!
ANYWHOOOOOO just a few more steps now.
Let’s hope these lots keep the windows closed because the Crows and Ravens DO like to gossip 🫣🤪😋 I think i’ve tamed them enough now 😇
Okay, gg now Bye!!!
A book written by Ichiro Kishimi and Fumitake Koga.
Teaches you a lot about how enhance your confidence by navigating your inner power to allow you to become who you need to be in this world.
Given to me by an elder witch and friend along with a cute tiny spell book and sage, I see she dropped in a can of RedBull in the bag too! 🥰✨
Thanks a ton ily !!
Keeping it under wraps, breathe. Zen zone…
Noooo cause parts of me, the mechanisms that make me…My thoughts, feelings are even beyond my comprehension, fr fr
I am: ✨🕯️🌸🔮🪄💎🪽
but also: 👹🔥🕯️☠️🪡🩸🫀
Who tf made me baneful anyway?!?! 😭
Yeah so if I don’t turn super saiyan by this time tomorrow imma flip.
mmm yeah anyway mass hexing impending 🙄🥱😵💫
Sorryyyyyy gang!
Curious to know how long some of you have been apart from your TF?
I really want to take steps towards mine but I do feel like I have more healing and shadow work to do, we’ve been apart for months but I still feel him deeply within my veins, crying out of nowhere, random mood swings and dreams that feel like memories. I miss him loads.
It feels like it’s taking forever! I’ve been very patient waiting for life to start.
Soon I don’t have to worry about a thing or anyone, just peaceful vibes, wholesome vibes and sticking to the grind.
Can’t wait to become the crazy cat lady at that!
My bad I should pipe down! I’ve just drank Lemsip and y’all know I be caffeine sensitive so if i’m on a rampage i’m sorry!!! It’s just… life ya know.
My mood swings keep swinging and I’m ecstatic to be away from some of you 🤭
If I had it my way everyone will get bent over and fu-
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Okay sorry sorry my bad!!! (pls pls pls DO screenshot this)
[Clears throat]
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There is more to life than just dick and vibes I hope you know 🙂↕️🤭🤪🫣
Thinking about things… This time last year I was thinking of joining the 4B movement, this year i’m reconsidering… shit I mean it’s big commitment and sacrifices, but anyone who knows me knows I will go through all extremes just to prove a point.
Well…. It’s something to consider.
🗣️🎙️WILL YOU BE ABLE TO HEAR ME NOW???!!
How do I tell her that my brain works much like a radio station?
How do I tell her that death is not the end?
They can’t see what I can see, they can’t hear what I can hear and they can’t feel what I can feel.
She Is hurt, when she is hurt It hurts me.
He left a message, he said “It’s always been you”
He is sad that you are sad
He also said “Look at the face on these fuckers”
A reminder that your past does not define you, everyone is capable of change if you put your mind to it.
Contact your inner self, do the shadow work, open your spiritual eye and you too can also bend reality.
🙂↕️😮💨YESSSIRRRRRR
Having to remind myself that I’m always on the right path, every action…. every decision got me here.
There’s something so daunting about change, the tension, the anxieties of the unknown. Up until then. there where plenty tongue in cheek moments, biting my tongue and holding my breath. Retracting venom because it could simply eradicate my progress.
I spent too much time trying to alternate a reality that didn’t need altering.
Everything happened the way it did because it needed to, maybe this was my final push.
My support system stay lit 🔥✨🙂↕️🥰✅