19 [f4m] germany, looking for a loving BF! <3

Hii Hii Hello!! (⁠。⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧

My name is Marie, I'm 19 years old and live in germany!

I'm playful and curious, yet very socially awkward. I struggle hard with socializing and conforming to standards, which makes it hard for me to fit in. I have lots of humor, which can range from light-hearted to pretty dark. I am quite emotional too, and struggle with plenty of insecurities. That however does not stop me from having lots of love to give!

I work daytime as an office intern, and spend the rest of my time playing video games, obsess over anything pink and cute, and dress up in J-fashion!

I am very inversed with Jirai Kei, which is my go-to clothing and lifestyle. Outside of it, I only wear pure black clothes. I have piercings, and plan on getting tattoos soon aswell.

I wouldn't consider myself a weeb/otaku, as I'm not really interested in anime. I do however like reading manga from time to time. Otherwise I'm a complete Sanrio addict! My favorite character is My Melody! >W<

Nintendo games and consoles are one of my greatest hyperfixiations! My all-time favorite is the Nintendo 3DS, which I have a good pink/white console collection of. I love playing Pokémon, Super Mario, The Legend of Zelda, and so much more! I'm a massive fan of Indie games aswell, mainly Cult of the Lamb!

I'm very open with music, finding enjoyance in many genres. Though I do have a soft-spot for heavy metal and j-metal! And whatever the genre is that the artists Kikuo and Maretu fall under. ^^"

My preferred partner should be around my age (19-25), and should also live in germany! I don't care too much about looks, heights or weights. But I would prefer someone who too likes/wears ALT or J-fashion clothes, or is open to alternative styles. What truly matters is the heart, thus I look for someone who wants something real. Someone who's not stuck up on physicalities or sexual pleasure, but rather focuses on emotions and companionship. Someone who would go through the highs and lows together.

Perhaps that might be you <3

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u/_Cyber_Bunny_ — 7 hours ago
▲ 544 r/JiraiKei

Always remember that pien makeup relies heavily on picture editing!! (⁠っ⁠.⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠っ

(1st picture with edit & filter, 2nd without edit & filter)

This is your reminder that pien makeup relies heavily on editing to look "good"! It's normal and natural that your makeup doesn't look like the perfect pien you see on pinterest and insta, the internet is a fake! Don't feel insecure about it! Love yourself and love your makeup, you're doing great! I love you mooties! (⁠/⁠・⁠ω⁠・⁠(⁠-⁠ω⁠-⁠)

u/_Cyber_Bunny_ — 22 hours ago

Having to go to work every day is fucking exhausting. I wanna stay home.

I want to be a jobless fuck with an undefined source of money. That's the only thing I have the energy for. My lack of social skills makes me unbearable around other people. Being social exhausts me so much, I can't do this anymore.

I have to endure this shitty internship two more years before I can finally quit, I'm so done with the people there. I just want to get my degree and find some rest. I'm done with this crap

u/_Cyber_Bunny_ — 4 days ago

How I look watching gore at 2AM &lt;3

I don't care if it's bad, I love gore videos sm

I love seeing men being executed and mutilated <3

u/_Cyber_Bunny_ — 4 days ago

MY YUME IS DEV CANON!! ♡⁠(⁠&gt;⁠ ⁠ਊ⁠ ⁠&lt;⁠)⁠♡

I posted my Lamb collection on the Cult of the Lamb subreddit, and the dev approved my yume!! Lamby and I are canon!! I am sooooooooo happy!!! (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠`⁠*⁠)

u/_Cyber_Bunny_ — 11 days ago

Too ugly for love!

Little rant from a lurker femcel

I hate how ugly I am without makeup. It's like a constant kick in the face every time I pass a mirror or open my camera. Fatass cheeks, a huge double chin, fucked up tear sags, flawed skin and stringy hair. I look like a fucking discord mod, and I hate it.

Makeup makes me look somewhat passable. Somewhat. Still I look like absolute ass stuck beneath a coat of paint.

No one can love this ugly mug of mine. I only get some kind of "love" with makeup on, but that's just in the form of oversexualised flirts or DPs from bastard moids. I don't want to be sexualized, for fuck's sake! I want love! I want someone to love and cherish me, that's all! But no one would, not with my putrid looks. I hate it and I hate myself.

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u/_Cyber_Bunny_ — 11 days ago

My bunny gear has arrived!!(⁠人⁠*⁠´⁠∀⁠`⁠)⁠。⁠*゚⁠+

My black bunbun gear is finally here!! The pink bows on the ears can be removed, so I gotta find some more cute bows! They even have two little piercings, and I love piercings! They're both supper fluffy and cute, can't wait to wear them!! (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠`⁠*⁠)

u/_Cyber_Bunny_ — 12 days ago
▲ 132 r/CultOfTheLamb+1 crossposts

So much cute stuff from my honey Lamb!! (⁠´⁠∩⁠。⁠•⁠ ⁠ᵕ⁠ ⁠•⁠。⁠∩⁠`⁠)

I love them so much, I wish I had way more merch of them. Gotta get a little crafty again to make custom stuff of Lamb. My favorite of all is my long Lamb pillow, so perfect for snuggles! (⁠●⁠♡⁠∀⁠♡⁠) <3

u/_Cyber_Bunny_ — 12 days ago

I love being able to bring Lamby with me wherever I go!! ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡

My sweetie Lamb, I love them so much!!

u/_Cyber_Bunny_ — 20 days ago

What are aesthetics that you enjoy adding to jirai kei? (づ。◕‿‿◕。)づ

For me it's the cutegore/creepy cute and menhera aesthetic. I primarily decorate my room in these aesthetics, but love to occasionally add a few small elements of these styles to jirai kei. It's so fun to mix and mash a little bit, makes it so much more personal! (♡ω♡ ) ~♪

(Image unrelated lel :P)

u/_Cyber_Bunny_ — 21 days ago
▲ 28 r/3DS

Never knew that the Black Friday Mario plates came in pink! (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠`⁠*⁠)

u/_Cyber_Bunny_ — 23 days ago
▲ 176 r/3DS

The newest addition to my 3DS collection! (⁠♡⁠ω⁠♡⁠ ⁠)⁠ ⁠~⁠♪

Broke off my regular pink console rule for this cutie! Bought it on Vinted for 190€, modded it and found a little suprise. Very pleased with it, gonna spend the night prepping it up further. ♡⁠(⁠Ӧ⁠v⁠Ӧ⁠。⁠)

u/_Cyber_Bunny_ — 1 month ago
▲ 146 r/JiraiKei

I did it! I dyed my hair black!! (⁠人⁠*⁠´⁠∀⁠`⁠)⁠。⁠*゚⁠+

I've been contemplating about it for so long, and finally grew the balls to do it, and now I'm super happy!! I love it soo much, I never wanna go back to platinum!! ♡⁠(⁠>⁠ ⁠ਊ⁠ ⁠<⁠)⁠♡

u/_Cyber_Bunny_ — 1 month ago
▲ 206 r/3DS

All pink 3DS collection!! (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠✧⁠*⁠。

I wish nintendo would have made a pink n2dsxl, but unfortunatly they haven't. Still very much in love with my consoles, and I'm so glad that I play with them daily! (⁠´⁠∩⁠。⁠•⁠ ⁠ᵕ⁠ ⁠•⁠。⁠∩⁠`⁠)

u/_Cyber_Bunny_ — 1 month ago
▲ 539 r/3DS

pink PSP 1000 c-stick mod ♡

Never thought that I'd love this simple mod that much! It's more pleasant to use and offers a nice grip. 10/10! ♡

u/_Cyber_Bunny_ — 2 months ago

Any experiences with Movable Moveover?

I'm planning to system transfer my originally japanese (region changed to europe) n3dsxl to my european n3dsxl soon. But due to the region changed console having a non-functional e-shop, I'm forced to use the Movable Moveover method. I feel a bit unnerved after throughoutly reading the Wiki guide, so I wanted to ask for any experiences with using this transfer method. Was it easy to do? Did it cause any issues during or after the process? I'd love to know so that I can get into this process without feeling nervous about it.

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u/_Cyber_Bunny_ — 2 months ago

Girl's gotta hydrate! (⁠ʃ⁠ƪ⁠^⁠3⁠^⁠)

Weekend treat! (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

Remember not to drink too much alcohol or caffeine! Or don't do it at all! It's best to not do it in the first place! (⁠。⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧

u/_Cyber_Bunny_ — 2 months ago
▲ 452 r/JiraiKei

The OG pink 3DS is just so landmine-coded!

I love her so much, just need some cute stickers! (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠`⁠*⁠)

u/_Cyber_Bunny_ — 2 months ago