"so..you're japanese in Brazil, are you going to root for Japan?" WHO THE FUCK IS JAPAN?? 💥

u/____png — 13 hours ago

after not drawing for 5 months i tried again

it's been a long time since i drew something, I'm kinda loosing the passion for it, i still say im a artist even though i used to draw, not that I still draw

srry bad English, not native :D

u/____png — 12 days ago

Am I just a masochist?

I never did sh because i felt it was addiction, i just liked it too much, and i mean it

I liked because i just hated parts of my body and i likes to feel miserable, not because i like to be depressed but i genuinely loved to make myself miserable with that

i liked the pain and to see myself in that way

and till this day I can't find someone who just loves it that much, i stopped because my parents wanted to put me in a mental yard and i found that annoying

i did that because it felt good and i could actually feel something for once because I'm just empty

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u/____png — 12 days ago

alguém sabe onde tem esse video? quero achar um lugar pra ver de novo

Tem um canal infantil que meu irmão assiste chamado Truks tv, e ele é um canal de música infantil com fantoches, mas tem um vídeo deles que eu assistia quando era pequeno que simplesmente sumiu da internet inteira e eu só achei um site duvidoso falando dele, e o conteúdo do site é de uns 12 anos atrás, no início do canal, e a única mídia que tem desse vídeo que eu achei foi essa imagem

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Eu procurei por tudo mano e eu não achei nada, só esse site extremamente duvidoso com essa imagem falando sobre o canal, e eu lembro desse vídeo do cravo e a rosa

u/____png — 23 days ago

these years are the worst and the best ones for me somehow

now that being a lesbian is more normalized, its great, people that are homophobic started to feel ashamed, but just ashamed, they don't change. its funny because a ton of people change and actually find it cool, but there are people who started to hide their hate because now "it's normal to be gay"

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and even when tons of people say "just get out of your house!" It's not that simple, if it was that simple i wouldn't stay in a place that actually makes me sick, and its tiring and frustrating

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Im Brazilian and here people are more harsh, tons of assassinations, people being assaulted, and I'm not in the big city I'm from a small place. All i ever wanted in my life is to be accept, to be able to go out with a girl, be able to do what i want when my parents are extremely protective about me, extremely. i never went into a bus because they are scared, i only go out when they let me, and if my dad can drive me there

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so being a woman, is already dangerous for their paranoia, now i can't talk to girls closely and have best friends because they think im putting myself in danger for looking lesbian, and i have to not tell them that i don't fele comfortable being tell to marry a guy or that i should do something sexual, when I'm lesbian and i tried, i really tried to date men and it just felt awful because that is me

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I'm not out for my parents, and I accepted it when i was a fuckin kid, and still it hunts me till this day. I wish i was more functional because I'm depressed, and i wish I could just love someone, i loved someone before and I can't get over her, really can't, she was traumatic but the best thing i ever had somehow, and it breaks me because my parents ruined it, because of homophobia

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u/____png — 24 days ago
▲ 405 r/jfashion

i don't understand why people are so mean to the kawaii fashion

I'm a decora-kei!! i started using kawaii fashion in 2022!! and since the day one people keep telling me that its a phase, that it's not gonna last and that im too old (i was 15 in 2022, so people liked it, now that im 19 im too old for pink clothes)

it just doesn't make sense how people change their view because of the age? if i show a picture of me at 15 and 19 (like in the post) its clear i always wore clothes and did my makeup with passion, and I'm not even that old?? I'm 19!! I'm not even in the 20's?? and why people pit age in these things? a person can be 30 and like wearing pink and cutr things just like how i like wearing!

It's just annoying now, it used to hurt me a lot but I just find it funny now, because if i say that I'm not 19 they won't even complain, if I say im 19 its "i wish i had your courage, being this age and using clothes like that"

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u/____png — 1 month ago

how tall do you think I am?¿

(also im already insecure with my legs and it's my first time using high heels 😭, i just use them today to take photos because my mom would never let me go out like this)

i feel like the way i take photos i look too short because of my chunky legs, but guess!!

u/____png — 1 month ago

HAPPY PRIDE COSPLAYING A LESBIAN

i used to be masc and I pierced my ear just to have the earring and do the cosplay 🪽

srry bad English not native

u/____png — 1 month ago

people keep saying i look like her sooo

its been a while since i did her makeup 😭 last year 💥❤️‍🩹

obviously i put a filter on because my phone always keeps making me look stretched for some reason I swear im not that different in person 😭

srry bad English not native

u/____png — 1 month ago

did some masculine makeup as a really femenine person!!

I'm a femme person but i really wanted to try how i would look more masculine!! what's the thoughts?? the second photo is how i usually do my makeup!! (old photo ik)

srry bad English not native!!!

i usually do some makeup just for fun or cosplay so this one was a test to see if i can shape shift!! ^^

u/____png — 1 month ago

what's the feeling when you go in bsd beast and nobody notice

a lot of people went to take photos but nobody said it was bsd beast BAVAHHAHS

(i edited the first photo and no matter what i do DAZAI IS PALE)

u/____png — 1 month ago

first time doing a cosplay!!

I'm already an artist so i just decided to craft a cosplay instead of a oc 🕷️

u/____png — 1 month ago

would you date a nerdy girl who do cosplays?

i mean.. it's kinda hard to find someone who likes the games I play, ots my first time doing cosplay and since im already an artist why not give it a try?? But its hard to find someone to match with my ideas 😭 like go out with some type of clothes, a date to just watch lore of a indie game or idk roleplay

maybe im just too awkward or I just have a bad taste 😭

u/____png — 2 months ago

i talked to a male friend about how i discovered im lesbian and he found out he relate and is now gay

THIS IS SO FUNNY ACTUALLY because i have this friend who said he was bi and was so confused, like he said "i like men 99%, and woman 1%, but its confusing because i find sometimes woman attractive but i mean... men.."

and i talked about when i used to say i was bai it eas because i had a compulsory heterosexuality and eventually i found out I was just lesbian and thats why i could never feel comfortable with the idea of marrying men

and he was like "really?? gurl I'm relating too much, because I sometimes, really sometimes find woman attractive but it never was something i took seriously, i say im bi because i hooked with a girl years back. but yeah, I think I'm gay"

idk where to talk about this it was so funny because we relate to each other in different directions like total homossexuals NAHAJJAJ 😭

(srry bad English not native)

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u/____png — 2 months ago