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as an ugly woman, i just feel guilty when i have a preference in men. like i feel like i dont deserve to be picky? because its not like the guys im into would even pick me. especially when i just look at attractive men in general. i notice they always avoid making eye contact with me, and i just feel so horrible and disgusting when i realize i found them even the littlest bit of attractive.

i guess the little friends i’ve had have decoded that im not worthy of their time ever since ive became uglier. i dont blame them honestly, i rlly am quite hideous. its just days like these i wish i could become beautiful for a day, wearing a birthday girl stash and everyone is wishing me a happy birthday and offering to do anything for me just because im pretty. im not trying to be attentipn seekimg but i did post abt my birthday on my instagram story with a face pic, and not even my online friends wished me anything. i guess ugly people dont deserve a happy borthday then. i just camt stop crying because this world is so mean to people like me.all im doing is existing. its crazy how u can even be too ugly for friends. i get not having a boyfriend, i dont deserve one, but for all my “friends” to just ignore me bevause they dont find me “attractive”??? is just sad. fuck this world. i hope we all die very soon

idk man the way people treat me is just insane. i feel like all people are deserving of love but when it comes to me, i just dont see why i should be able to experience it.. like genuinely, what good have i done to be able to have a friend or a lover? even if i can remind myself that i am just as worthy of love as the person next to me, how do i really believe it? people have always been so mean to me. no matter how hard i try, i always lose my friends. online and irl. ugh i just dont know how to stop feeling like im cursed. why am i so unworthy of love? what makes me different from everyoen else?

i just did my first shift at wendys yesterday, which was a mess. my trainer was just so out of it and mumbled the whole time. im working front register. WTF DO I DO?? is there anywhere i cam practice the pos system? idk how to make any of the frostys, idk what my duties are, idk what im doing😭 .my trainer was just making me follow him throughout the day, not explaining shit. my next shift is on sunday opening shift, and they said im gonna be on my own. genuinely wtf do i do. idk. im going insane bc im just gonna look stupid and just stand there. how do i know what to do? they dont give like a checklist or anything, and ik that the tasks for closing shift (what i did today) are not the same as opening. pls someone help, tips or advice 🙏🏽🙏🏽 im begging yallpls! can u guys give me like a detailed rundown on what u do at work, or on a usual shift? working at front register btw

looking for someone preferably in my age range! im a big anime lover, so i’d love to talk about our favs tg :3 i dont have a favorite genre, i really just whatever is peak! i love to paint, read, and listen to music. im really into metal and nu-metal, and my favorite songs are free without a struggle by from zero, and position by sore! i like to workout a lil bit, but im not that committed to it lmao. if u have similar interests, pls hmu! im a bit of a loner irl, so i spend most of my time online, and am active on social media like all day😭 ( i know thats not a good thing) i dont really ghost or block people, unless they start moving into nfsw territory ofc.
this is like,my 3rd time trying to look for friends on here, so im trying to be hopeful and stay positive 😔

as much as i love being black, its so miserable sometimes. watching a post of a black woman doing literally anything, and in the comments there are people of all races just spewing hatred and slurs when all she’s doing is existing. unfortunately i grew up in a predominately white town, and just me existing in their space was so humiliating. i was extremely quiet, and had no friends. i would talk to no one, yet i always overheard people talking about “the black girl”, or loudly saying slurs in my vicinity, with the intention of me “accidently” hearing it. i know the hatred for black people goes way back, but its 2026. i just dont understand how hating on black women benefits them in any way? they claim that all bw are bm’s, and uneducated, yet when a successful black woman with multiple degrees and her own house shows up on my feed, the comments still have something to say.. its just so upsetting and horrible to live in a world that would rather see u dead than be successful. how do u guys cope with all this hatred and racism?

im so tired of this sub bro 😭 my first issue is all the weird men that hit me up when i specify im a woman. why do no girls ever reach out on here?? everytime i make a damn post there will ALWAYS be at least 5 dms trying to initiate an nfsw convo, or relationship. my other issue is that NO ONE IS EVEN TRYING!!! yall will ghost anyone over anything. i start talking to someone and then they start venting about how desperate and willing they are to have a friendship, or how much they love yapping, but when i hit them up the next day, its either dry, OR NOTHING AT ALL. we cpuld be having a fire convo, and then they are nowhere to be found 😔. yes, not everyon u meet will be compatible, but this has just happend too many times, it has to be something else.. why even dm someone if u know ur not gonna put any effort? so many people i’ve met are dryer than a popeyes biscuit, no joke.

its just a bit frustrating how i’ve found zero friendships on here :/ has anyone had any success?

i had just been gaining some confidence, and accepting the way i look. i had to go to the store to get some sunscreen just for 5 girls to laugh at me. 2 pointed and laughed at me while i was in the car, 2 ALSO pointed and laughed while whispering something when i was out of the car, (not even in the store yet) and one girl also chuckled while i was in the store. i know im ugly but it just hurts so much when stuff like tjis happens. how do i go on with my day, my life evem after realizing that im so hideous? i havent been abke to stop crying since i got home. im just so shocked, embarassed, and hurt. this is the reason i dont go out anymore.

ive got no friends so im extremely bored outta my mind. i love anime, music, sports, art, video games, and other stuff! honestly i just wanna talk abt anything! im down for quick casual convo, and open to long term friendships :))

hmu!

ive been lonely all my life. platonically and romantically, no friends, never had a lover. whenever i search up tips, its always the same bs on repeat: go outside, workout, find hobbys, love yourself first, blah blah. and what happens now that i’ve done that? will my 8 pack abs fill the empty spot in my bed? will the grass and cicadas be the wise friend i’ve always been looking for? can my paintbrush or book give me a hug or kiss when im feeling down? i get that its frustrating trying to conversate with, or advise a person who has already given up, but seriously, what do i do now?

i have no friends, no job, no lover, no beauty, no pets, no clothes, and no purpose. i’ve never gotten anything i wanted in this stupid life. i have no control over any aspects of my life due to horribly overprotective parents. in fact, they may be the reasons for suffering. i am so ugly that no man will ever look my way. when a man looks my way, he just laughs and stares in disgust. shen i try to be friendly and socialize, people just laugh at me and leave, or block me. it feels like im suffocating everyday. i have no one to talk to, no one to comfort me. when i lay my head down at night i pray that it will be my last day being alive. all i’ve ever wanted is for someone to just give me a hug and tell me it will be okay, even when its not. unfortunately, i cant even have anything as simple as that. there is no purpose for my life. whats thepointof life if there is no happiness, no laughter? im quite unsure what i’m even doing here. i need it to all be over already.

i get that when someone asks “am i ugly?” ofc u wouldnt wanna hurt their feelings and say it straight to their face if they are, but its extremely harmful and ur just making things worse by making someone delusional. i genuinely dont know what i look like. every photo i take i am a different person, and every time i look in the mirror i look uglier. i wish there was somewhere i could truly ask for opinion and someone could actually be fucking honest instead of giving me compliments and reassurance out of pity.

i tried to open up to.a childhood friend that i am extremely suicidal and he called my confession “attention seeking”. i shouldve known better than to tell him. he doesnt even like me and we never have deep conversations. simply short conversations that is just me fighting for his attention. i knew that no one cared about me but for this to happen is my final straw. i say it all the time but i genuinely cannot live anymore. i have no friends. i am extremely ugly. i have no will to live anymore. even if someone were to tell me that the future will be better i simply cant believe it. i am so tired and exhausted that ive also been putting off my suicide. i promise to commit before december

i am so depressed and hopeless that is manifesting physically. i look like my struggle,i have been overeating, my blood sugar is high asf, my natural dark circles ive had since birth are now becoming soo prominent and hideous, my back is hunched like a shrimp, and my hair is a stinky fucking mess. i have zero hope, and no more love for this world.

never in my life did i think i would get to this point. last year, i never thought i would have thoughts of killnig myself. today, i think about how much better death would be. im afraid that tomorrow, or even the day after may be the day. there is no more hope for me. theres no way my life can go up from here.

there is so much hate and envy in my heart when i see people living carefree, with their lovers and natural beauty. God is very cruel. i understand some people must suffer, but im not happy that it had to be me.

i dont really know what im posting this for, because ive recieved the same stupid repetetive advice (that i have taken.. its not like im ignoring them) that willnever work for someone as depressed as me. i guess this is the only place where i can speak freely.. since im a minor i couldnt tell my therapists what was really going on since they would tell my parents and possibly send me to that mental prison. i now regret i didnt speak up because they stopped talking to me because they assumed i got better, and now i have no way to cope or anyone to vent to because my parents are so dramatic about me speaking about depression. i also have no friends, or online friends..

i think everything would be better if we never existed in the first place. we are all the problem. we all are causing someones pain. this whole stupid world is just connected, and everyone is hurting everyone, including myself. if this disgusting world never existed in the first place, we all wouldnt have to live in this hell

the fact that we have no choice , ABSOLUTELY ZERO say in the way we look is so unfair. the way people treat you based off the way you look is the worst part. why am i being punished, shamed, embarassed, basically ostracized from society simply because im ugly?
another worst part is when your aware of it. all my life i’ve secretly hoped i was one of those actually pretty girls with low self esteem, until my interactions with others proved the literal opposite. it doesnt matter how kind i am, because my looks will always scare people away before they even get the chance to see what type of person i am.

its literal hell living a life like this. all ive ever wanted is to be seen, but when i finally am its by the wrong people. all my life i’ve been made fun of, all of my features have been nitpicked and ive recieved an insult for every part. ive never recieved a compliment, no matter how much effort i put into myself. guys always say that girls will always be wanted, but i guess im just the exception? i’ve never been hit on, or catcalled, only stared at with clear disgust in their faces. i dont know why people expect ugly people to still have kindness in their hearts, after the way they’ve been treated.

i pray every day that god has mercy on his hideous creatures because we’ve already been through hell, why would he send us there again?

i honestly want to know what monstrosity i’ve committed in my past life to deserve this punishment.

im gonna turn 17 this year. my whole life so far i have had no lasting friendships or relationships, like what is expected at this age. ive done everything people have said to do. i exercise frequently, i sleep okayish, and i have hobbies (although i procrastinate them often). after doing all this, i still dont feel good. ive came to the conclusion that my life is miserabke for the sake of someone elses happiness. there must be balance in this world, and i am unfortunately on the negative end. all i want is to be dead, rather than live through this horrible life with shallow hope that it will get better. ive tried being hopeful until i realized that im simply being delusional. i contemplate suicide everyday but i have a fear of it being painful.
has anyone else been in my situation? if so, has it gotten better?