u/aestheticnightmare25

I’m messing with dosages to see if i can stop the emotional blunting symptoms and i’ve felt a bit better since then, but i’m curious how long it would take to really feel the difference between 100 and 150. Thanks!

it’s so so fucking embarrassing. i’m almost done with this study abroad trip i’ve been doing and i’ve been late multiple different times to classes and excursions. i was just 5 minutes late to our train to tokyo and it was because i underestimated how long it would take for me to get all my stuff into my bag. i thought it would take maybe 5 minutes but it took me 10 minutes. i should’ve gone to bed earlier but i just cannot sleep a lot of days and i don’t know why. it’s so embarrassing it makes me look so bad to everyone else in my group and my teachers and it shows them that i don’t value them when i do. i’m so so tired of being chronically tired, chronically oversleeping, chronically late but i just cannot stop doing it and i don’t know why. this fucking sucks. and it wasn’t just this either. i’ve been late to classes and work regularly before this and i just don’t know why. i just don’t want to get out of bed. how do i get better? how do i stop being late? how do i stop staying up so late?

it’s weird, how did screamo become a catch all term for metal/hardcore for normies especially because screamo is considerably niche compared to most metal. thanks

about to spend a month in japan studying abroad, just curious the best places i should visit there

i’ve always been a fan of ina but i feel i haven’t really done the work and watched many streams. what are the most important lore beats/streams i should know/watch? thanks!