u/anonymousghost9102

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Same as the title

So recently I saw a guy post on this sub that he is from tier 3 college and non tech branch and still somehow landed a 1L/month internship in college 4th year

Is it possible?

If yes then how?

Also I wanted to ask what skills should I learn in a short duration to earn a pocket money of around 10-15k from my college 1st year

Without compromising on the college schedule

Like maybe some skill? Editing? Vibecoding? Web or app dev? Any other(comment please 🙏🏻)

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Guys idk why but I find myself worried of the lost time it's only 29 days since jee advanced and to me if feels like an year has already passed and it is creating an anxiety that will i do good in life? Idk man

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But on the brightestide my health conditions are improving like my uric acid went away

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But I feel guilty of the lost time even though it's not truly lost because I actually worked actively towards bettering my health

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Please help me

Nobody has been replying to any of my posts recently in this sub

Guys idk why but I find myself worried of the lost time it's only 29 days since jee advanced and to me if feels like an year has already passed and it is creating an anxiety that will i do good in life? Idk man

But on the brightestide my health conditions are improving like my uric acid went away

But I feel guilty of the lost time even though it's not truly lost because I actually worked actively towards bettering my health

So guys I was preparing for JEE 2026 since class 10-12 about 3.3 years but still messed up somehow due to health conditions in jee 2026 and I'm getting bit meshra eee till the last round of csab as the coaching predictor says

And even the lowest IIT probably lowest branch

FYI I used to get 180-200/300 in jee mains mocks and around 160-190/360 in jee advanced mocks

Please don't ask percentile or other stuff😭🙏🏻 I'm expecting serious answers

And I got health conditions that I must work on like class 2 obesity before college start to make the partial drop successful and thus I have been trying to reset myself

Recently I took admission into prayas 2.0 jee 2027 dropper batch they started on 8th june but I couldn't start till most likely july 17th because of the accumulated burnout stress and health conditions

And thus ig is making me feel guilty

So idk how to start with the prep and get rid of the burnout asap

Ik you guys would say that partial drop is very difficult ik it but I just can't go for a full drop as I'm mentally unstable so this is my only option

Please help me what to do how to do and when to start and idk what to do in future

I was willing to give upsc ias exam post college but idk man this jee stuff has reduced my confidence but I'll still give upsc my best shot

But what Abt now what do I do rn?

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So guys I was preparing for JEE 2026 since class 10-12 about 3.3 years but still messed up somehow due to health conditions in jee 2026 and I'm getting bit meshra eee till the last round of csab as the coaching predictor says

And even the lowest IIT probably lowest branch

FYI I used to get 180-200/300 in jee mains mocks and around 160-190/360 in jee advanced mocks

Please don't ask percentile or other stuff😭🙏🏻 I'm expecting serious answers

And I got health conditions that I must work on like class 2 obesity before college start to make the partial drop successful and thus I have been trying to reset myself

Recently I took admission into prayas 2.0 jee 2027 dropper batch they started on 8th june but I couldn't start till most likely july 17th because of the accumulated burnout stress and health conditions

And thus ig is making me feel guilty

So idk how to start with the prep and get rid of the burnout asap

Ik you guys would say that partial drop is very difficult ik it but I just can't go for a full drop as I'm mentally unstable so this is my only option

Please help me what to do how to do and when to start and idk what to do in future

I was willing to give upsc ias exam post college but idk man this jee stuff has reduced my confidence but I'll still give upsc my best shot

But what Abt now what do I do rn?

https://discord.gg/EAar9Gtxf

This is the link and if u really need help regarding mental health please join it

Mods please don't delete this message as this isn't self promotion or stuff

I did this because I genuinely want to help depressed people who need support

As I was one and never recieved any mental help

So for any mod reading this

It depends upon you entirely whether u wanna get people helped or lay them down

So everyday my father comes in my room and starts lecturing that why do u sleep so much and that I somehow slept through my entire jee journey since class 10 to 12 end (3 years already) and yk as usual I got health conditions any jee aspirant does like obesity and stuff

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And I wasn't getting any good sleep since the last 7 days even after jee advanced because someone always inturrepted

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Also that I got 95%ile and a rank of 29k in jee advanced (ik I somehow fucked up because 190 marks in adv mocks to just 93? Not possible and in mains mocks I used to get 200 avg with max 260 and min 120 )

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My father always Said that he was able to do this much 30 years back from a village

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And that I'm a waste cause I didn't do anything in life he wouldn't give me a 2nd chance at jee and admit me wherever I get

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Also that I don't listen (when the entire thing I did before jee advanced 1 month left was to listen to his shit )

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I don't deserve sleeping and I didn't put in efforts thus I'm mentally and physically weak

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And on the other side some of my dual faced friends broke apart yesterday

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And these josaa mocks are bullshit

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Specially the teachers who yap on YouTube that's the main source of my parental trauma cause my father believes whatever they say

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If they say that I didn't do enough efforts (ik what price I paid and the 12-16 hrs grind cycle) he believes it blindly

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He says don't sleep 7 hrs even though I showed him WHO data at minimum sleep and woke me up today at 5 hrs sleep for no reason apparently

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I also had a very small friend group cause teachers said a large group will distract me

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Ak toh yeh allen wale harami log Khali poster chapte hai uske baad mera harami baap dekh kar mujhe daat ta hai

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Idk man what am I living for atp

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Ak taraf aisa baap dusre taraf harami dost tisre taraf jee chauthe taraf mera health

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Hey guys, keeping this short but descriptive because I really need some help. My brain is fried and looking at equations gives me panic attacks. Here is what happened:

Class 10: started with jee foundation batch continued it for 8 months then quit for boards 4 months

* **Class 11:** Total mess. A toxic local coaching left 70% of the syllabus covered. I clutched up and fixed my entire 11th year backlog in just 15 days using PW YouTube.

* **Class 12 Peak:** Joined Allen Online, studied 9–16 hours daily, and finished 90% of the modules. Mains mocks hit 190/300. My **Advanced mocks averaged 160–180/360** (highest was 260 on a retest). Teachers were sure I’d crack it.

* **The Sabotage:** My dad completely micro-managed me. He came into my room 10–15 times *every single day*, forcing new strategies based on his friends' advice. If mock scores dipped even a little, the mental torture and shouting were insane. My dummy school also scammed me by forcing me to attend for pre-boards and vivas.

* **The Health Crash:** The extreme stress gave me Class 2 obesity and suicidal thoughts (~7 times). Worst of all, **from October to late November, I literally lost my eyesight (vision dropped to 6/32)** from stress and couldn't study at all for two months.

* **The Downfall:** Severe burnout and anxiety caused actual memory loss. I ended up with **95%ile in Mains** and **76% in CBSE Boards** (only studied 20 days for boards). My dad called me "trash" and a waste of money. Right before Advanced, he forced me into toxic online classes and endless mocks. I gave the exam completely drained and got **93 marks**.

* **Current Status:** Secured **BIT Mesra** through CSAB. My dad still claims I didn't put in "IIT-worthy effort."

**The Plan:**

I am taking admission to BIT Mesra but doing a partial drop. Enrolled in PW, and classes start June 8th. My plan is simple: follow PW classes, finish the full PYQ booklets, and write 15 mocks before the next Advanced.

**The Problem:**

Because of the trauma, looking at a single physics or math equation triggers massive grief and panic attacks. My nervous system is completely broken. How do I start studying again in this mental state? Has anyone successfully managed a partial drop with this kind of baggage? Please help.

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1. IIT tier 1-2 preparatory (sc) low branch

2. Nit/iiit core branch

3. IIT preparatory paired with partial drop for jee 2027

4. Nit/iiit paired with partial drop for jee 2027

5. Anything else (comment)