u/ash-kxng

29M. I was diagnosed with ckd stage 3 around 4.5 years ago and almost 3 years ago my kidneys gave up on me completely, I've been depressed and on dialysis since. I had to quit my job and move back to my parents house to be a burden on them. My dad is retired from a government job and he gets a pension so that's how my dialysis and meds are paid, my mom is willing to donate me her kidney but it costs so much to get a kidney transplant. I used to draw and play sports and go trek in mountains but now it's like I never had hobbies or any skills. I can't remember myself doing anything except be in bed all day and doomscrolling on my phone. I've distanced myself from my friends and relatives, I don't leave the house except when I need to go to the hospital for dialysis. I'm living in a brain fog, I try to learn new skills but I'm not able to focus or pay attention to anything. I'm losing my will to live day by day cuz idk what to do anymore, living like this is hell. I was suppose to support my parents in their oldage but instead became a burden on them. My dad looked so young and kept himself in shape even after turning 65 but now in just 3 years he looks so old because he keeps worrying about me, so does my mom. I just don't know what to do anymore.

Hi, I was in a relationship with this amazing girl for almost a year and a half but she broke up with me around 3 months ago. We still kept talking like nothing changed but every time I asked her to come back, she told me she don't know if she wants to anymore- the reason being her not being able to trust me, she tells me she does but she gets super mad when I talk to any other female even when it's class related. Before I got in a relationship with her, I was super flirty with girls and she knew about it but after we got in a relationship and I saw how much it bothered her, I stopped talking to all my female friends unless they need help with something(college related) I keep reassuring her whenever she thinks about that and calms her down but she overthinks so much. So about 3 months ago, she told me she can't take this anymore and she wants to breakup. I really don't know what to do and I really want this to work no matter what because I know how amazing she is and how much she cares about me, how do I make her believe that she's the only one for me & idk why she's still thinking all of this even after a year and a half.

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We were talking like nothing changed even after our breakup 3 months ago but around 20 days ago, I asked her to come back to me again to which she answered she don't know if she wants to, so I got mad and blocked her everywhere. Now I'm missing her utterly but I'm proud enough not to unblock her and text her.

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What do I do??

Hi, I was in a relationship with this amazing girl for almost a year and a half but she broke up with me around 3 months ago. We still kept talking like nothing changed but every time I asked her to come back, she told me she don't know if she wants to anymore- the reason being her not being able to trust me, she tells me she does but she gets super mad when I talk to any other female even when it's class related. Before I got in a relationship with her, I was super flirty with girls and she knew about it but after we got in a relationship and I saw how much it bothered her, I stopped talking to all my female friends unless they need help with something(college related) I keep reassuring her whenever she thinks about that and calms her down but she overthinks so much. So about 3 months ago, she told me she can't take this anymore and she wants to breakup. I really don't know what to do and I really want this to work no matter what because I know how amazing she is and how much she cares about me, how do I make her believe that she's the only one for me & idk why she's still thinking all of this even after a year and a half.

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We were talking like nothing changed even after our breakup 3 months ago but around 20 days ago, I asked her to come back to me again to which she answered she don't know if she wants to, so I got mad and blocked her everywhere. Now I'm missing her utterly but I'm proud enough not to unblock her and text her.

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What do I do??

Hi, I was in a relationship with this amazing girl for almost a year and a half but she broke up with me around 3 months ago. We still kept talking like nothing changed but every time I asked her to come back, she told me she don't know if she wants to anymore- the reason being her not being able to trust me, she tells me she does but she gets super mad when I talk to any other female even when it's class related. Before I got in a relationship with her, I was super flirty with girls and she knew about it but after we got in a relationship and I saw how much it bothered her, I stopped talking to all my female friends unless they need help with something(college related) I keep reassuring her whenever she thinks about that and calms her down but she overthinks so much. So about 3 months ago, she told me she can't take this anymore and she wants to breakup. I really don't know what to do and I really want this to work no matter what because I know how amazing she is and how much she cares about me, how do I make her believe that she's the only one for me & idk why she's still thinking all of this even after a year and a half.

We were talking like nothing changed even after our breakup 3 months ago but around 20 days ago, I asked her to come back to me again to which she answered she don't know if she wants to, so I got mad and blocked her everywhere. Now I'm missing her utterly but I'm proud enough not to unblock her and text her.

What do I do??