Having an early preg scare
Hii im 19 and I came here cuz i cant calm myself down anymore.This month ive done the deed protected ofc cuz i have ocd and im scared for my life to get pregnant but genuinely im so scared,my period didnt started yet it should start on 26 august but im having weird ahh symptoms and idk if those are from anxiety.When i think abt being pregnant i feel it in my stomach and my stupid brain think that its the intuition thats talking.Lately i had some problems with my kindneys like burning when i pee but fast forward i took some tests and i dont have an uti but i feel some weird abdominal pain and genuinely im so scared I wanna die.Idk why am i like this ,i always protect myself ,i check the condom after to see if it broke or anything,as always nothing bad happened but I convinced myself that im pregnant.Im so stupid i thought it leaked from the sides but thats impossible.If someone can help me and give me a good comforting word that would be really appreciated:((also sorry for bad english
Ps:I thought abt abortion but I live in Romania and there are not a lot of sources and Im scared to tell someone or my parents cuz in case something happens idk if they will force me to keep it(they are not against abortions but im still scared)