u/belphie888

i’m 2 and a half hours away at college and she’s still a senior. we spent the whole summer together and it’s been hard for me to get used to dorm life these past few days due to her absence.

i’m not afraid of infidelity of any kind, i trust her 100%. it just sucks because she’s my best friend and i can’t just kiss her or hug her whenever i want to anymore. it’s hellish.

i really resent my mom right now because i only picked the farthest in state college because of her toxic and abusive behavior. if i didn’t feel like i needed to escape then maybe id still be irl with my girlfriend right now instead of managing medium distance

i’m 18F, just started college and now i can’t stop taking downers (muscle relaxers, opioids). i know it’s dumb, i know what it can do but it’s like i can’t make myself stop.

i only have them because of my severe cramps and since my mom felt bad her and her friend gave me some of their oxycodone and hydrocodone.

i’m scared i might overdose on accident

i love history when i’m sober and i decided to watch some of the normal videos i enjoy and i can’t believe that humans are capable of so many horrible things in the past and even now. i got recommended a video on the horrors of imperial japan and i genuinely cannot stop crying like wtf

I’m a bit curious as I’ve had this happen to me behind my mom’s back so I’m wondering what other parents would do if they figured this sort of thing out.

any help would be much appreciated because i’m so sick of calling around and asking!

trying some with my girlfriend for the first time tonight so any thoughts or opinions about it would be appreciated!

i haven’t eaten today so now we wait!

she loves to constantly poke at me and provoke me and then run away to tell people like i’m some mental patient who lashed out without warning. literally yesterday she was nitpicking me, telling me that i looked bad and obviously i responded to that with wanting to go home and not wanting to speak with her for the remainder of our quick outing. she then proceeded to call me out of my name(bitch, retard, etc) and she even went to hit me. normally i can remain calm b ur having to listen to myself get berated for the better half of thirty minutes was too much and i cursed back and threw a half full water bottle at her. it wasn’t mature, i can admit that but she loves to back me into the corner until i react. then when we got home she swung at me. for reference, im 5’5 107 lbs and she’s 5’9 150+. there is no way i could legitimately hurt her without a weapon yet she still goes to fight me despite when i try to remove myself. i’m just really done overall and i don’t have the energy to explain myself or my actions to my family.

our relationship is heavily strained because they all think i’m disrespectful and crazy and i can’t be bothered to try and correct whatever rumors they’ve heard or spread. it’s lonely especially because i’m an only child, but it genuinely feels like i only have myself and my girlfriend most days and she wants to limit me going out of the house to see her as well.

she loves to constantly poke at me and provoke me and then run away to tell people like i’m some mental patient who lashed out without warning. literally yesterday she was nitpicking me, telling me that i looked bad and obviously i responded to that with wanting to go home and not wanting to speak with her for the remainder of our quick outing. she then proceeded to call me out of my name(bitch, retard, etc) and she even went to hit me. normally i can remain calm b ur having to listen to myself get berated for the better half of thirty minutes was too much and i cursed back and threw a half full water bottle at her. it wasn’t mature, i can admit that but she loves to back me into the corner until i react. then when we got home she swung at me. for reference, im 5’5 107 lbs and she’s 5’9 150+. there is no way i could legitimately hurt her without a weapon yet she still goes to fight me despite when i try to remove myself. i’m just really done overall and i don’t have the energy to explain myself or my actions to my family.

our relationship is heavily strained because they all think i’m disrespectful and crazy and i can’t be bothered to try and correct whatever rumors they’ve heard or spread. it’s lonely especially because i’m an only child, but it genuinely feels like i only have myself and my girlfriend most days and she wants to limit me going out of the house to see her as well.

the dreams always start the same way with my mom leaving the house and accidentally leaving the garage door up which allowed people to get in through the garage door and break in to hurt me. They never steal or anything like that, they just start beating me up like they know me and I don’t recognize any of the people doing the beating.

Just as the title says, one of my girlfriend’s friends genuinely just doesn’t like me and I don’t know why. I’ve never even spoken to this other girl before really, but she always acts like I pissed in her coffee whenever I’m in her vicinity with my girlfriend. Normally, I wouldn’t care, but it’s gotten to a point where it’s childish and making me overthink.

Today, this girl literally made the most disgusted face when I walked into the room to see my girlfriend and then she stormed off. I’ve asked my girlfriend plenty of times what the hell her problem is, but my girlfriend swears up and down that she doesn’t know. We haven’t been together all that long, so I don’t wanna tell her that she should cut the girl off because I feel like that seems controlling? I’m a quiet person and I mind my business, so besides being cordial I don’t try to force myself onto any of my girlfriend’s friends.

To my knowledge, the girl who doesn’t like me is straight, but her actions honestly have me thinking she’s jealous because maybe she wants my girlfriend or something.

any advice on how to handle this delicately would be appreciated