u/blarvinkd

I’m only 19 and college student so Idk what to do, I have only 600$ saved up really and I’m not sure where to go, need advice

I'm 19 and just started really writing a year ago.. my issue is that whenever I have an inspiration for a book I get hyped, but every time I spend a month inside it, my brain starts seeing all its flaws and none of its strengths. Then I get a new idea and suddenly it feels revolutionary, which results in me having like 4 different books and 10+ ideas and none finished. How do I fix this and stop procrastinating??

i’m a college student so how flexible is it working here, how’s the job etc. also what should i wear on the interview and how should i act, its only 15min apparently

I’m honestly so tired of it, I’m only 19 and my life is so trash. Every thing I try to do goes wrong somehow, and I’m not even a bad person to deserve all this.. my parents have been divorced for years and have no consideration of how I feel, although my mom is better she stresses me out even more than I already was.

That’s why it makes me mad when people have a more privileged life than me and give up, when I’m in college in probably the most fcked situation ever and might have to drop out because of it. Idk my depression has been rlly bad for days so rant over

So I'm 19 writing 3 books at the same time(none are done ofc still), my first book is abt a cult, not stereotypical but it is less complicated than my other book which I'm planning to be my second, it's still probably risky tho.

My second book has a lot of lore but it's also the most ambitious, and probably most likely out of the 3 to to well / be polarizing, since it's unique.

The third one I was originally just going to make a short story, but then I added some details and wrote a lot in it. It's kind of cliche serial killer book rn so idk what to do with it although the setting is unique, but I'm probably going to use as practice.

So overall which book should I focus on first, the genre of the 1st and 3rd are horror and the 2nd is scifi kinda

So I have liked this guy since I was 17 and he's only a few days older than me (we're both 19 now). He had a youtube channel with only a few thousand subs where he ranted about his life. I watched every single video, related so hard to his depression and being celibate that I developed a major thing for him. It didn’t help that he shared way too many personal details.

I thought about dating him in my head, almost cried when I thought he hooked up with a girl, I friendzoned a guy irl partially because of this. I'm out of his league looks-wise (he’s avg) but emotionally I felt like we were the same. Probably this is due to us both being virgins and me never having a relationship, he never had a real relationship either.

Idk how I am supposed to get over him, I thought getting a new crush but it’s proven difficult. I’ve only had 2 crushes in my whole life. I just wanted to admit this somewhere :/

Has anyone switched from CS to CIS major after sophomore year, my junior year hasn’t started yet so I kinda want to switch out, but is this a good idea

Has anyone switched major this late is it possible ? Ill be a junior next yr so idk if it’s possible to switch from Data science to cis

I think I kinda clutched partial credit atleast, it was def easier than exam 2, but lmk

Basically I was 16 and had ana, went from a normal weight to my lw >!(14.9)!<I remember my hair was falling out, no period, and I could barely move.

I wanted to continue in my ed, but for some reason I broke down and decided to just recover by myself because I didn't want to go to hospital later. I'm 19 now so it's been 3 yrs since, I'm a normal weight again but I'm kinda scared incase I relapse later