just like the title says. i’ve been struggling with depression/suicidal ideation since i was 12 years old. i’m now 29 and am just tired of fighting. i’ve done everything possible to improve my life and my relationships and it just feels like nothing is ever enough. i can’t just be happy. it’s like that part of my brain is broken or completely non existent. i honestly don’t know what to do anymore and need advice
hey everyone since drop day i’ve been having trouble cuddling my spider. i don’t like the way his eyes hit the bottom of my chin. would anyone be willing to trade their bat for my spider? he will come unstuffed to save on shipping.
i have lots of clothes and build a bear friends for trade for the pompompurin sleeper! i missed out on it forever ago and am 100% regretting not getting it lol (this is not my picture)
my mom ordered me the mini jumping spider instead of the bag charm so i’m wondering if anyone has one that they would be willing to trade for the mini spider :)
hi everyone! i was wondering if anyone had halloween outfits they’re willing to trade? i have a lot of clothing options and i even have some build a bears for trade as well. :)
my mom approves of my ESSA’s and lets me take them wherever with her but my dad on the other hand RAGES when he sees me cuddling one of my ESSAS at home. it’s hard, i want to be myself but i also want my dads approval and i don’t think ill ever get it. it’s just causing me to become really distressed/depressed. what i would love is seeing your ESSAS. that will 100% lift my mood bc i just adore seeing you all with your ESSAS 🩷
i would love to trade a furry friend or some clothes for the skeleton sleeper! i might be able to outright pay for it depending on the price. but i would prefer to trade for it (this picture is not mine)
hi everyone!! i’m DISO any kind of halloween dress. i have a lot of friends for trade for the halloween dress. i also have clothes that i can trade with as well :)
minotaur $20 plus $10 shipping
cinna $15 plus $10 shipping
pompom $15 plus $10 shipping
pokemon plushies $15 each plus $10 shipping
hi everyone. my nana has some form of either alzheimer’s or dementia (she refuses to get tested so that’s why we don’t know for sure) basically my family has reached the end of their rope and want to put her in a home.. i am devastated. i feel like we are giving up on her. if she does agree to staying in a home we will sell their ranch that i have been going to multiple times a year. i’m just so deeply upset because i feel like life as we know it will never be the same. so basically im asking for guidance, how i can try and help from afar. and what i can do to care for myself during this difficult time.
lady bug and 2 outfits are $10 plus $10 shipping :) she’s an OG build a bear too which makes her even more special!
i’ve been sober for 5 years and my family still doesn’t trust me. my brother specifically is the worst out of the rest of my family. he refuses to go to therapy on his own or with me to talk about how my past addiction has traumatized him. i put my family through absolute hell, i’ve made amends but it feels like it’s not good enough. like nothing i’ll do is ever good enough. i kinda feel like relapsing that’s how distressed i am. like what’s the point of even being sober anymore if im still going to get treated like im nothing more than my addiction
i’m asking $20 for the otter plus $10 shipping :) the otter has only ever been displayed in a net in my room. i’m always open to offers as well :)
selling my custom mouse for $35 plus $10 shipping. i’m just not really bonding with her and want her to go to a great home!
everyone meet stella! i had no idea she was a douglas until she came in the mail which was an amazing surprise. she so soft and cuddly. i wish she was a little bit bigger but honestly her size is great for ESSA adventures 😍