Being a fat woman is essentially being an island
It's so frustrating because I've lost nearly a hundred pounds and socially I still feel the same. I sit in the bus for my commute and it's hard watching ppl see me sitting with plenty of space around me yet still actively choose not to sit next to me unless they have to. I'm starting to work again and that is also reminding me of how big I am. I can't go in the breakroom when everyone is there to get my stuff out my locker and leave because there simply isn't enough room for me. I understand I still have a bunch of weight to lose to be healthy. That's not really the issue. I just feel like scum. It sucks.