Visions

I was off my meds for a few months. I had continuous visions. I was psychotic and delusional. I thought my boyfriend was the Antichrist for example. Controlling people thru TV. Scary. I wrote down all the visions. It was cool. At time, I was in bed 24/7, I didn't eat or drink or sleep or go to bathroom or shower. It was a tad strange. I was so happy. I was communing with God 24/7. It was so fun.

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u/cyslittlegirl — 23 days ago
▲ 3 r/Dreams

Smoothies?

I keep dreaming I'm at a smoothie shop. It's crazy I dream this nearly every night!! I'm ordering a smoothie. Or I'm trying to get to Smoothie King. Really weird what does this mean??

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u/cyslittlegirl — 1 month ago

My karma is shit

Hey all. I have really bad karma. My whole life I have been extremely cursed. My biological father walked out on us when I was 3. My mother was abusive. We were very poor. I was put on meds that made me really fat. I tried to lose weight I lost 2 lbs in a month. Not very much. I was kicked out of my cousin's house bc I cut my hair bc angry I couldn't lose weight. I tried to go to Maine in 2008, my dear sweet Mother said no and called the police on me. She blocked me for over 10 years. (I was 27 in 2008). I tried go to Maine in 2022, my mom was dead by then . I ended up homeless. I tried many avenues to secure suitable housing, nothing panned out. I had to return to Austin TX. I got $0 from the sale of my mom and Dad's house. My sister got $60,000. I needed the money desperately to finance my move to Maine. My stepdad threatened to kill me or my dog if I didn't sign the paperwork to give up my fair share .plus I wasn't mentally sound, I had just gotten out of the hospital. My sweet Dear Sister gave me $0 of what she received. My stepdad kept my dog and abused her, wouldn't give her back to me. He was borrowing my car, which he subsequently totalled. I tried to stay in a group home but my roommate was horrible, she abused me. I left after 2 days. My health is shitty too, I have severe GERD, IBS, PCOS, migraines, hypothyroidism, I'm extremely fat too. Please say a prayer for me. I can't kill myself, my spirit left already. I don't believe god loves me at all or he would have made some kind of provision for me. My life is shit I wish I'd never have been born. Thanks for reading.

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u/cyslittlegirl — 2 months ago
▲ 3 r/GERD

Horrible, nonstop burping

Hey all. I'm so sick of having to burp constantly. There's so much gas in my stomach and it's all being belched out. It doesn't matter what I eat or drink, I am constantly burping. I've had GERD all my life im 45 years old woman and I am sick of this. I burp every minute all day long. I tried Nexium and pantoprazole, neither worked. Please help me. I'm sick of constantly burping. Thank u.

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u/cyslittlegirl — 2 months ago
▲ 127 r/plushies

Say hi to Snowden!

Hey y'all. This is the love of my life Snowden! He's holding his pose. He's posed. My best friend.

u/cyslittlegirl — 2 months ago
▲ 1 r/ect

Excessive?

Hey all. I was in the psych ward in 2023, the doctors wanted me to do 14-15 ECT treatments. Is that a little excessive?? I told them no

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u/cyslittlegirl — 3 months ago

Not allowed to have a life of my own

Hi all. I'm so upset. I'm in hell bc my now deceased Mother would not let me move up to Maine in 2008. She blocked me in every way she could! Threatened to call police on me and have me arrested. Told police I was suicidal, homicidal, manic and psychotic. She died in 2019 thank God. I went to Maine in 2022, ended up homeless. God has a good sense of humor lol. My life sucks. I have the shittiest karma ever. Thank u for listening.

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u/cyslittlegirl — 3 months ago

Can't access website

Hi all. I don't go to Stanford but I tried to go to stanford.edu and I'm blocked. It says access denied. Do y'all have any idea why? I sent a nice email to President Levin I told him I liked his speech at the commencement, now I'm blocked.

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u/cyslittlegirl — 4 months ago

I love Jesus Christ

I'm so amazed at God's Infinite goodness. I strayed from the Faith, came back to Christ. He accepted me with open arms. I'm so in love with Jesus Christ. My Lord and Savior.

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u/cyslittlegirl — 4 months ago
▲ 11 r/Prayer

In a dark place

I miss Jesus Christ so bad. I used to be so close to Him. I loved Jesus dearly. Then I turned against Him. All I want is to be reconciled with my God. Please pray for me. My name is Marilyn. Thanks and God bless.

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u/cyslittlegirl — 4 months ago

Shout out to Capital One

Hey all. I just opened my Capital One checking account recently. I had some fraudulent charges. I reported it to Cap 1, they gave me credits to my account. No questions asked. I love Capital One! Praise God for these sweet people.

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u/cyslittlegirl — 4 months ago

Direct deposit to my Capital One checking account

Hi. I just recently opened a checking account with Capital One. I get SSI monthly. I called SSA and updated my direct deposit info. How long should it take to get enrolled in direct deposit? Thanks

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u/cyslittlegirl — 5 months ago

Hey I have a new Capital One Platinum secured MasterCard. I got it on April 17th. I paid off the balance (~$500). The mobile banking app says I have an available balance of $500. I tried to order DoorDash, it was declined due to insufficient funds. When will I be able to use my card again?? Thank u.

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u/cyslittlegirl — 5 months ago