Genuinely is there anything to look forward to? I’m turning 25 and i can’t do another year.
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Genuinely is there anything to look forward to? I’m turning 25 and i can’t do another year.

I had a pretty decent childhood, but then i turned 13 and genuinely everything went dark, my teen years weren’t the best, college years were just survival years, now im turning 25 next month, and i really just cannot deal with it anymore.
I know some will say Jupiter in leo, but any leo rising here will know we’ve been told good is coming since 2024, I also have not benefited from any jupiter transit in the past 5 years genuinely. I waited and assumed things would definitely get better after saturn left my 8th house, but genuinely nothing has changed. My chart seems empty, and purposeless. I’ve been told by astrologers and even a psychic that my path is is continue my studies, but i’ve been trying to pursue that and others since 2024, but to no avail, the past rejection really hit hard as i genuinely thought it was my reward for what indured the past 3 years. There hasn’t been anything i haven’t tried or pursued, I’ve put everything i have in to so much, but there is only so much a single person can do. I don’t talk to anyone, don’t have a good relationship with family, but i still try i really do. I hate speaking like this but a year ago i wrote myself a letter to be sent anytime this month asking if things got better, and im so scared for that day to come. I know my north node is in my 12th house i should try to help or heal others with what i know but how are you supposed to fulfill your purpose if there is no one around? For a while i tried to rework my life purpose in to just living to serve other people, helping, donating etc, but all that did was make me feel ungrateful and awful for those in horrible situations.
they say that after rock bottom there is only up but i have hit rock bottom 3 times i can count in the last 3 years, anything else happens and i will literally not make it to another day.

also because i know some might mention it: my jupiter placement being in the 12th house some might suggest that i need to move out of the place i was born in order to “activate” it but i do not live in the country that i was born in.

u/dddfff345 — 1 day ago
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what are some astrological natal chart observations (if any) that would suggest that someone’s adult hood would be better than their youth/childhood?

Has anyone noticed a certain placement/ aspect in a birth chart that would indicate someone’s life becoming better with age, (especially post first saturn retun) or in general?

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u/dddfff345 — 2 days ago

what are some astrological natal chart observations (if any) that would suggest that someone’s adult hood would be better than their youth/childhood?

I’ve heard this quite a few times, that specially after someone’s saturn return, their life in general would get better. especially those who have had a tough teen/ young adulthood. Is there any truth to this?

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u/dddfff345 — 2 days ago

what are some astrological natal chart observations (if any) that would suggest that someone’s adult hood would be better than their youth/childhood?

I’ve heard this quite a few times, that specially after someone’s saturn return, their life in general would get better. especially those who have had a tough teen/ young adulthood. Is there any truth to this?

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u/dddfff345 — 2 days ago

what are some astrological natal chart observations (if any) that would suggest that someone’s adult hood would be better than their youth/childhood?

An example off the top of my head would be Trisha Paytas, ( I know people may have their own opinions of her) however i’m not talking about what she has done/said.

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u/dddfff345 — 2 days ago

what are some astrological natal chart observations (if any) that would suggest that someone’s adult hood would be better than their youth/childhood?

An example off the top of my head would be Trisha Paytas, ( I know people may have their own opinions of her) however i’m not talking about what she has done/said.

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u/dddfff345 — 2 days ago

Jupiter will not magically make you gain weight as a Leo rising, stop with the misinformation.

I genuinely don’t know why this is all people have been taking away from Jupiter in Leo.
No a planet will not make you gain weight. What may happen for example: Jupiter if the first house can lead to pregnancy IF YOU WANT PREGNANCY therefore weight gain. Now if You are borderline celibate , A planet like Jupiter transitting the first house will not magically make you pregnant.

the whole “jupiter in leo will make leo rising gain weight” narrative is rooted in indulgence.
When Jupiter enters the first house, we are given opportunities, chances, celebrations WHICH YOU CAN DECIDE whether to decline or accept.
But yes, those opportunities (outings/travels/celebrations) may lead to over indulgence IF YOU LET THEM therefore = weight gain.
JUPITER WILL NOT MAGICALLY MAKE YOU GAIN WEIGHT.

last time jupiter was in leo i was 13, and yes i did gain weight but it was because that was a fun year for me, I was going out with friends constantly, enjoying life and yes that can mean eating, or letting loose, but also my body was generally changing. I lost the weight immediately after it left my first house BECAUSE OF A CHOICE I MADE.

I hope this makes it clear.

Tbh i feel like this whole narrative was rooted in jealousy from others signs seeing how excited leo’s were about Jupiter in Leo. If anything this will be a physical glow up for most leo risings, as we’ve already done the work spiritually and mentally the past year with Jupiter in cancer. Like the south node will also be entering leo soon, GIVE US A BREAK.

Another note: I’m not one to actually give astrological advice, or be pessimistic, however from my own experience It’s important to note where saturn is transiting in your chart (for most leo risings it’s transiting the 9th house, a cadent house, while jupiter is transitting an angular house so we will hopefully get to truly experience the blessings!
But for those who are not leo risings, looking into what house Saturn is transitting in will help identify any restrictions in tandem with Jupiter.
So you can make the most out of this transit and not sabotage it for yourself. ex: refusing outings/ celebrations etc because of your fear of weight gain, then complaining a year later that Jupiter In leo didn’t do much for You.
YOU HAVE TO MAKE THE CHOICE.
Also i think a test for leo’s will be truly seeing if you will be able to instill those boundaries you built while Jupiter was in Cancer.

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u/dddfff345 — 4 days ago

616 showed up in a dream

so 10 years ago ( i was 14 at the time) I was having a lot of crazy dreams, majority of which i still remember. One dream though was basically for the entirety of the dream everytime i would check a clock/ the time digitally the time was 6:16. That was the entire dream just constantly seeing 6:16 in different ways. Now it doesn’t stop there.
I woke up and didn’t think anything of it just that it was weird and odd as i have no attachment to that number or time at all. What shocked me was that same week I was ready a book, and in the book the author had a time stamp that was 6:16 pm at …. (blank) And that’s where i got weirded out.
I don’t really know what to make of angel numbers since from what i’ve seen people just choose their own set of numbers. But it’s crazy because I will go weeks or months of not seeing the number at all, even when looking for it, but then for a month straight i will literally see 616 eveywhere.
No i have not noticed any shift or anything really in the past 10 years when i would consistently see the number. But sometimes It genuinely drives me insane with how many times ill see it in a day its actually crazy.
I don’t know what to make of it, has anyone had the same thing happen to them (dreaming of a specific number sequence then seeing it irl straight after)
Genuinely the biggest spiritual question i have is trying to figure out what that number would mean for me, why dream of it? why see it immediately after in a book?

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u/dddfff345 — 4 days ago

616 showed up in a dream

so 10 years ago ( i was 14 at the time) I was having a lot of crazy dreams, majority of which i still remember. One dream though was basically for the entirety of the dream everytime i would check a clock/ the time digitally the time was 6:16. That was the entire dream just constantly seeing 6:16 in different ways. Now it doesn’t stop there.
I woke up and didn’t think anything of it just that it was weird and odd as i have no attachment to that number or time at all. What shocked me was that same week I was ready a book, and in the book the author had a time stamp that was 6:16 pm at …. (blank) And that’s where i got weirded out.
I don’t really know what to make of angel numbers since from what i’ve seen people just choose their own set of numbers. But it’s crazy because I will go weeks or months of not seeing the number at all, even when looking for it, but then for a month straight i will literally see 616 eveywhere.
No i have not noticed any shift or anything really in the past 10 years when i would consistently see the number. But sometimes It genuinely drives me insane with how many times ill see it in a day its actually crazy.
I don’t know what to make of it, has anyone had the same thing happen to them (dreaming of a specific number sequence then seeing it irl straight after)
Genuinely the biggest spiritual question i have is trying to figure out what that number would mean for me, why dream of it? why see it immediately after in a book?

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u/dddfff345 — 4 days ago
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Why is my chart so contradictory? I feel insane sometimes :/

I feel like my birth chart is constantly pushing me in different directions, i’ll focus on one thing while multiple astrologers focus on something else, i’ll have a concern over one house or placement but when i bring it up, i’ve been told i should actually be more concerned about this house or that placement.
I’ve been told so many contradictory things about my chart and i don’t know how to desipher it, I feel insane sometimes. Ex: I’ve brought up concerns about my 12th house, yet i’ve been told that my 5th house is where major conflicts are, but the themes of the 5th house are where I feel like I thrive. I’ve been told that since i’m a Leo sun, moon rising etc, that I take on leadership roles and pave my own way, but then i’ve also been told, i sometimes don’t see my luck physically because i have a prominent 12th house.
When i bring up a concern about my 7th house ruler being Saturn, I’m told that the real concern is Lilith being there at 29°. At this point I truly don’t know what i’m looking for. How to organize my goals, how to decipher who i am while also trying to align with the path my chart will let me thrive in.
Any insight please.

u/dddfff345 — 4 days ago

What can be said about these 12th house placements, general thoughts.

12th house in the sign of cancer, (moon is in the first house in leo, along with the sun sign)
12th house includes: Jupiter, Venus, North Node (rahu) and Juno.

I know most will mention “mommy issues”, but what else comes to mind just by this information given.

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u/dddfff345 — 12 days ago
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calling all gemini placements i

In honor of gemini season almost coming to an end, it would mean so much to me, if geminis would check out this gemini post i did on instagram any gemini placement is welcome and included!
check it out if you want :)
@unisssued

u/dddfff345 — 23 days ago