u/delfinjoca

Is my milk different if I cry when breastfeeding?

I sometimes cry when I breastfeed and I wonder is this changing the milk I produce? Is my baby getting the same milk as when I dont cry?

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u/delfinjoca — 13 days ago

I dont know if this is sign of ppd. I am mom of an 4 day old baby. I sleep maybe 5 times per day about one hour each session. Everytime I sleep I have a dream of my death in different way (always violent). I just know I will dream about it again and I am not looking forward to sleeping. Can someone tell me whats going on with my brain?

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u/delfinjoca — 18 days ago

Today I got to see my boy. I lost mucus plug yesterday 5 AM, and I was terrified (39+5). Contractions started yesterday evening every one hour. I managed to be 20 hours with contractions AT HOME with my husband, who was massaging my lower back. I called my father to tell him I have 4 min break between 1 min contractions and he said most wonderfull advice: soon you will not be able to walk. Go while you can. My husband was driving one hour to hospital, left me there and as soon as I walked in my water broke at 17:15. I was 7 fingers open and they put me on operating table. I pushed 2 times and it felt like my body is toring apart. Suddenly I felt something slipery exited my body at 19:00 and they put my kid on my chest. From car to kid in 1:45 min. I am so shocked. I skipped all the procedures because of how open I was.

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u/delfinjoca — 22 days ago