Coming from the far northwest near UTSA btw
Also to note is that I will be relying on a bicycle as transportation for a while but not every day. I'm in HS and there's bus service there so that's a non-issue but other places it is an issue.
Explanation of graph:
Red: Suicidal thoughts or thoughts of self harm
Purple: Dangerously close to suicide attempt/self harm
Orange: Self harm with no intent of fatality
Blue: Suicide attempt (thankfully none)
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May was not a great month for me, in fact the worst ever in terms of mental health; I've been on an exponential downturn since April 28 and there have been multiple times that had the stars not aligned I would be dead. Things seem to be stabilizing now and I have a psych appointment for the first time in 7 (?) years coming soon so hope for the best and see if things don't collapse to the worst it's ever been after brief stability like it has consistently 4 times now.