Im needing to repair it every 2 days or something like that, is it because discord updates that frequently? Is there a simple alternative because I have some cool plugins that are the only reason i use better discord (one that lets you send emojis from servers without having nitro, better volume control, and anti tracking plugins)
My only idea is cutting up a studded belt and sewing the leather/fabric on the back to the pocket of the jeans but surely there must be a better way?
I got her October 2025 and due to a sudden drastic change in my financial/housing situation I have had to make the difficult decision to find her a better home. I've given her the best care possible, spending over $1k on her setup, getting her the best thermostat, heat lamp and even uvb, and lots of good decor though she is almost due for an enclosure upgrade. It breaks my heart but I do really want the best for her. If anyone knows of responsible owners near Augusta County, VA, shoot me a dm as I'd like to find a good home for her.
I think the character is jeff the killer, but i dont know.
I have anxiety but when I was on meds for it from 14-20 it didn't really help. I stopped the meds last year out of insurance no longer covering them. I guess I could try a bunch of different meds to find out what works but I'm really hoping I can fix this issue without medications.
My mind is constantly running extremely fast, up to the moment I fall asleep and as soon as I wake up it's go-go-go. Even when I am sitting peacefully in nature trying to take it in and relax, my mind physically **can't** just stop and focus on one thing it is physically impossible.
I have lifelong chronic insomnia due to this issue so I take trazodone in order to sleep. My mind fights it and runs up until the very end when I pass out.
All I want in life is to be able to slow down, take it in, relax... I haven't relaxed in so long. THC is one of the only times where it's *close* to relaxing but if I get relaxed enough I just fall asleep, but it makes me lazy and relaxed enough that I get some semblance of peace. Every waking hour I'm tense, stressed, and thinking about one of the million responsibilities I'm neglecting or even just random shit instead of relaxing. One of the only other times I feel a little relaxed is when I'm high on sleep deprivation and have stayed up 18+ hours, I used to pull all nighters all the time because of the happy relaxed feeling it got me because I was finally tired.
Exercise also never has made me relax, even afterwards.
Breathing exercises don't slow down my mind at all. My mind speeds right past while I'm doing the exercises. Full body guided meditation has the same issue, my mind is constantly multitasking.
I don't think I've ever meditated before, I've tried ever since it was introduced in therapy at 14 or so but it's never worked because it feels the same as trying to fall asleep.
Sorry if this is the wrong place to ask, I hope nobody mocks me or says I have too many problems! (reddit can be so mean bro) If you have any ideas for what might help or if you go through something similar I'd love to hear what helps you or any advice, thank you!
I love my MBK, Nyx, and it hurts that I've had to make the decision to rehome her. I'm bent on finding someone who knows what they're doing and/or will give her the best care possible, so I'm prepared to wait a while and have an emergency fund for her that I can burn through while I look. I think I should do a rehoming fee and I'll drive to meet her new owner halfway or smt. I also have no clue what platform that would be good on, facebook seems sketchy for that?
I'd be giving her entire setup (herpstat 2, uvb bar, heat lamp, bioactive terrarium that will fit her for another 6 months or so, thermostat/hygrometers and decor/enrichment etc) as well as the rest of her food (4 month supply). I'm thinking maybe $175-$300 as a range I just don't know if $300 is too much... I've spent well over $1k on her setup, and she is remarkably well behaved and docile for an MBK, socialized very well and tong/tap trained as well. Any advice on finding the right person to give my beloved Nyx to is appreciated.
This is an advice post. I am NOT advertising her rehoming or selling anything here, I just want advice as I have never done this before and struggling with the decision already.
I don't even remember the guy's name, but he had a great 7 min long cover of not a lot just forever, where he changed the lyrics a little, and he also made a cover of anything. The videos were on youtube of him singing and playing the guitar, it was low quality and he had black short curly hair. I'm so sad and kinda mad lol, i'll never get to listen to those ever again. :(
On a video about 'eating cake because I can', I encouraged people to enjoy their cake without feeling too bad, because some people such as myself can't physically eat that much anymore. (I must have been having intense cravings or something. In some cruel twist of fate, my entire home page was full of delicious food for weeks after my surgery when I couldn't have any of it)
and someone replied to me saying this:
"binge eating is a severe disorder. i truly hope you're not encouraging it. especially since you were too lazy to work the weight off?"
I know not to take it to heart. I know I made a good choice. And still it hurts.
In 2016-2017, on Soundcloud, MrSuicideSheep had a mix called 'just a chill room' that was 50 mins long or so, but I'm just looking for the first track - an audio reading of 'the armies of the moon', one of the first poems in a poetry collection of the same name, by Gwendolyn MacEwan - playing over an ambient song called Underwater Flowers by John Foxx. I've looked far and wide, archive.org and everything over the years, but can't find the original poem reading. The track on soundcloud has since been deleted, but I was able to write down the poem back when it was still up. I think it was Gwendolyn herself reading it, as I've been able to find her audio recordings of her other poems in her distinct voice.
It's okay if I can't find the original audio mashup of the poem over the song. If I can find the poem audio, I can recreate it myself. But for the life of me, I can't find it. So many of her other poems are on youtube but not this one!
