Am i wrong or overreacting or are my feelings justified

So i dont even know where to start from but i feel like my mother hates me no matter what she always blames me like regardless of what happens for context i have a younger sister who is 3 years younger than me for some reason she is always trying to argue with me for no reason at all for example she is really bad at school and shit to a point she ends up failing every year so when it was her finals i kept telling her ke parho lo yaar parh lo aur wo mujh se larti thi tou meri mama muj pe ghusa karti thi phir jab uska result aya tou meri mama khud nahi gayi balke mujhe bheja uske sath even tho i told her i dont wanna go lekin she kept telling me bhen hai uske kaam tum ne nahi ana tou kisne ana hai wagera wagera anyways i went with her and than ek din mera practical tha and i often have migraines and they get so bad sometimes that i cant even eat and that day i was having a mild one my mother wasnt feeling well so she couldnt drive and drop me we do have a bike too so i asked my sister to drop me and she said no i told her how i am having a migraine but she didn’t listen told my mother and she went like tum ne tou Meri zindagi azaab bani howi hai so i decided to go by myself and i got into an accident it wasnt my fault a car was speeding on the wrong road and hit me and ran away so when my mothwr saw me the first thing she said was tumne tou meri zindagi azab bani howi hai zahar sa kaam nahi hota mera dil karta hai tum sab ko chor ke chali jaho etc etc.

In summer me and my sister sleep together in my room and i am someone who is big on hygiene and i never sleep in the clothes i wore outside and my mother know this ek din my sis and i went out and randomly started playing king stop with some random girls and meri bhen ke kapre gande bhi howe she came home slept in the same clothes even tho i told her not to khair jab subah hum dining table par bethe so i decided to talk to my mother about this we talked and she said theek hai raat ko nahi kare gi mind you raat ko my sister was laying on the bed with 2 din purane gande kapre and i was like wtf man so i told her to go change and she started arguing and saying nahi karo gi jo karna hai karlo ye wo so i decided to go sleep on the sofa outside and my mother got mad told my sister to leave my room turned off the ac aur mujhe bola ab ac mat chalna bill tumne nahi dena aur subah fazool ka mujse larne lag gayi ke tum jaan boch ke tamashe lagati ho ye wo and when I brought everything up unko phir ghusa aur larai shuru like wtf

My sister doesnt really contribute to the chores and we have a maid too so basically my mother just cooks and i do the dishes and all ek din i got tired amd slept and next day meri mama ne mujhe itna zaleel kiya when i told her i wasnt feeling well she went like tumhari kabhi tabiyat theek nahi hoti and if i ask my sister to do something as little as bringing the dishes from her room to the kitchen she starts going like mahi karna tou bataho ye wo and this makes me feel like she hates me i honestly cant bring myself to love her anymore i do care about her but i dont feel like i love her or wanna stay with her i wanna cut her off once i am somewhat stable and she keeps comparing me to her sister who isnt that well off and struggles financially she is kinda werid like extremely werid and my mother keeps telling me that i act like her and that when i would be older mein unki tarah boki maro gi kyunke apparently allah ko mere jese log nahi pasand and so many times she has told me to k1ll myself and not only that unhe kafi dafa mujh pe hath bhi utha howa hai aur bahar jake she tells everyone ke wo kisi par hath nahi uthati and once i tolf her ap nahi uthti ? And she went like you deserve it and i am literally 17 and now i feel so shit about myself i do sometimes feel very selfish too for wanting to leave her and my siblings all take her side

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u/forbiddenfruit7218 — 1 day ago
▲ 2 r/GenZpk

Songs suggestions pleej

Hi guys i am lowkey bored and hate spotify so can you guys please suggest me some songs that you guys listen on repeat 😭😭🙏🙏

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u/forbiddenfruit7218 — 14 days ago
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Any divorced/widowed women?

So this is not the usual wedding post. Alhamdulillah, I am a well-settled Pakistani guy in Islamabad. I am married and have two children. Very happy Alhamdulillah.

However, after seeing up close how unfortunate it is when a woman gets divorced or widowed and doesn’t get married, I convinced myself that I would be willing to do it if I ever saw someone in that position, preferably if they have children. Of course, I am still young (30), so I am not looking for someone very old.

So, yeah, here’s my shot at trying to make society a better place. If you know someone like this or are like this. My DMs are open.

Edit: okay, well this was a huge waste of my time. You all clearly have a lot of emotional baggage that needs to be taken care of. To all the guys that went berserk, you need to get out of your comfort zones and start being real men. To all the women that lost it, it’s not your fault. I get it. You probably haven’t had the best men in your life to show you the way and feel secure enough. You feel vulnerable and need mental peace.

I shouldn’t have expected so much from this confused, Desi, Netflix generation.

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u/No_Bird_3139 — 18 days ago
▲ 6 r/GenZpk

Give me some chatpate ideas

So i keep getting alot of dms everyday and now i am valle all day along and idk why but i wanna lowkey troll these random ahh uncs so give me some ideas to troll them
And waste their time 😭

Mods remove this post if it doesnt belong here 😛

u/forbiddenfruit7218 — 28 days ago
▲ 17 r/GenZpk

Lmao had to post this here

Posting this here because i know alot of homophobes and transphobes are here

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH 💕🏳️‍🌈

u/forbiddenfruit7218 — 1 month ago