u/freshwatersofmysoul

I often get this stream of spiteful and resentful thoughts towards people who upset me in the past during the day. I am extremely vindictive and it has been a toll on my mental health. I want to feel more positive feelings during the day.

This has been several days ago but it still makes my skin crawl. In middle of some grocery store, some grandma was loudly smooooching a maybe 1 month old baby on the face all over, repeatedly. Cheeks, eyes, lips, forehead, everything was being loudly wet smooched with saliva, accompanied with ughhhhhh mwaaah mwahhh ohhhh mwahhh loud sounds. Store worker only looked at them with loving eyes and turned away, Unfortunately I was waiting at cash registery and there was quite a line so I was exposed to these sounds for atleast 5 minutes. I left there having panic attacks with absolute disgust and other feelings related to rage. Why are people like this, why kisses cannot be something silent and private, why is it done in middle of a store where people don't consent to hearing those sounds?

I'm not sure if its supposed to be like that but in all of my astral projections my consciousness is basically split, I maintain awareness of my physical body and astral body at once, being in two places at once. How are your experiences?

Are there any limits on what can we manifest and/or create? I'm not talking about summoning war elephants or other supernatural creatures ofc. I want to rather learn and discuss the limits and possibilities.

I'm a bit confused And I came across bunch of contradicting text regarding to this question on the internet. So I wanted to post here and ask: has it ever occured in any of your experiences where you have been perceived by the person you were astrally projecting next to? Whether it be them just getting a feeling or literally being able to name what happened. I need to hear your experiences.

Today I ran the free flow12 exercise. During the exercise I got an urge to make my EBT different colors than white for the purpose of remote viewing. The first color I created was magenta. Then I switched to cotton candy pink, after that, I used a mix of orange and cyan. I figured the last one enables me to travel through it, sort of astral projection teleportation tool. Pink&magenta seemed to have no difference to a white EBT. Have you ever experienced like this with your EBT?

All I'm getting with those two tapes are intense bodily sensations. 5 questions tape caused more vibrations but 5 messages caused a sense of floating, being shaken and my bed being pulled under me. At some point I opened my eyes to see if I'm still in my place.

Should I repeat those exercises or wait for the messages to unfold for some other time?

All I'm getting with those two tapes are intense bodily sensations. 5 questions tape caused more vibrations but 5 answers caused a sense of floating, being shaken and my bed being pulled under me. At some point I opened my eyes to see if I'm still in my place.

Should I repeat those exercises or wait for the messages to unfold some other time?

Also: my 5 questions tape is broken. Where can I find a good version?

I'm becoming more and more aware of some things as I proceed with tapes, which brought a question; What is expecting me? I know it is different for everyone but I still want to hear about the changes you have experienced. Have you become more intuitive? In tune? Gut feelings? Patterning stories? Have you found deeper purpose in life? What are the differences between the current you vs pre-tapes you? How far are you in the tapes? Anything, really. I really want to hear about your experiences. I'm very optimistic and I'm looking forward to complete all of the tapes.

Oh, if you are a natural psychic, like me, how did it go?

I have been seeing some posts on social media regarding "how to talk to people who are not talkative" that instruct people to "dig deeper" in conversations by asking more and more questions which would force an introvert into answering, resulting in socially draining us while granting the extroverts a chance to squeeze out small talk from us. I also figured extroverts bait me into small talk and fish information from me this way in moments of weakness and anxiety. How do you actually set boundaries with people who you can't just avoid, like family and collegues. Social media is flooded with such "tactics" content which I began to notice more and more people use on me IRL in recent years where i lived quite more peacefully before rise of such posts. Why can't they just accept not everyone is ready to give them access.

What could that mean, during the tapes I had it happen when I was in f10.

I'm here to say that and that's all I want to broadcast today. I spent my life trying to empathise and have good time with people but all it brought to me is abuse and more abuse by allowing stubborn, difficult, problematic, argumentative people into my inner circle by having the empathy and understanding for them and why they react the way they do, but honestly? I don't care anymore. Solution is to just abandon them into the pit with their disgusting self and feel the crippling loneliness of having noone. Don't stand by them through hardships they want to put you through. Deny your help, even if its just a pep talk. I recognised I have been the only friend of some people and kicked them off my boat because theyre difficult, noone wants to deal with their bs so why should I?

So I'm quite new to the tapes and I want to do one month patterning for my friend who really wants to receive something. Has anyone done this before, for someone else?

Hey, so I just completed this tape and I wanted to ask, do I really need to be " asleep" asleep when he counts to 20. I did relax a lot more than stage 10 and was at blink of falling asleep, but it didnt happen. My consciousness was still awake and I was not dreaming. Does this mean I failed? On a sidenote I am insomniac and it is indeed hard for me to just fall asleep.