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hey… im looking to connect with people who want to create something genuinely beautiful together

i’m especially interested in storytelling based content…. visual stories, short films, music/lyric videos, artistic reels, or anything visually interesting that we can build around an idea

i’d love to find creative people who want to brainstorm, experiment and make something beautiful

if this sounds like your kind of thing, drop a comment or dm me with a little about yourself and what you create.✨

hey… im looking to connect with people who want to create something genuinely beautiful together

i’m especially interested in storytelling based content…. visual stories, short films, music/lyric videos, artistic reels, or anything visually interesting that we can build around an idea

i’d love to find creative people who want to brainstorm, experiment and make something beautiful

if you’re from roorkee (or nearby) and this sounds like your kind of thing, drop a comment or dm me with a little about yourself and what you create.✨

I was home for 20 days during the holidays and came back to my hostel room today.
I knew my roommate was messy, but I was NOT prepared for what I walked into.
The room literally smelled awful.
There was litter all over the floor.

On my bed, she had left her stuff, multiple mess plates with old food still in them, banana peels, etc. The food was rotten. My mattress was covered in dirt and food stains to the point that I had to flip it over because it wouldn’t clean off.

Then I noticed her bra and panties lying around the room. One of her panties was literally drying on my study chair. Wtf

I went into the bathroom hoping it would be better.
It wasn’t.

The white floor tiles are now brown with dirt. There are hair clumps everywhere. The toilet has period blood stains, urine stains, and even poop stains. She also leaves her wet clothes hanging in the bathroom for 4–5 days because she showers wearing clothes and doesn’t wash them immediately. The smell is exactly what you’d imagine.

She basically treats the room like a dumping ground when I’m not there.

I genuinely don’t understand how someone can live like this.

How would you deal with a roommate like this? Would you talk to her first, complain to the warden, or just request a room change? How do you confront someone with this level of bad hygiene?

I think I’ve made my boyfriend my default person for literally everything. I have this automatic urge to tell him every random thought, every little thing that happens
He doesn’t really do the same
I’ve asked him about it, and he says he just “doesn’t have much to share.” I believe him, and I don’t think he’s intentionally hiding things. I think that’s just how he is

But the imbalance has started bothering me. It feels like I’m constantly handing over little pieces of my day while knowing almost nothing about his 😭

I’ve reached a point where I don’t even see the point of sharing every little thing anymore. I want to stop, but it’s become such an automatic habit that I catch myself opening our chat before I even think ☹️

How did you stop feeling the need to narrate your entire day to your partner?
I just want to become less emotionally dependent on sharing every passing thought.

Any advice would really help.

I think I’ve made my boyfriend my default person for literally everything. I have this automatic urge to tell him every random thought, every little thing that happens
He doesn’t really do the same
I’ve asked him about it, and he says he just “doesn’t have much to share.” I believe him, and I don’t think he’s intentionally hiding things. I think that’s just how he is

But the imbalance has started bothering me. It feels like I’m constantly handing over little pieces of my day while knowing almost nothing about his 😭

I’ve reached a point where I don’t even see the point of sharing every little thing anymore. I want to stop, but it’s become such an automatic habit that I catch myself opening our chat before I even think ☹️

How did you stop feeling the need to narrate your entire day to your partner?
I just want to become less emotionally dependent on sharing every passing thought.

Any advice would really help

I am in med college and my final exams got over around 20 days ago, and I genuinely thought I’d feel relieved once everything was over,
But I don’t.
Ever since my exams ended, I’ve been sleeping terribly. Almost every night I have dreams about college, practicals, exams, or something going wrong academically. I wake up feeling even more exhausted than when I went to sleep 😭
I’m tired all day, and I constantly feel like crying but I don’t even know why….. That’s the most confusing part 🙁 I feel stressed, but I can’t even identify what I’m stressed about because the exams are already over
I kept telling myself, “Maybe I just need some time, It’ll get better”
Today I finally came home after being in my hostel for months….. While I was there, all I wanted was to go home, I thought I’d finally feel at peace once I got here
Instead… I feel nothing.
If anything, I feel even more like crying.
The weirdest part is that I’ve completely lost interest in the things I used to love. I don’t feel like watching movies or series, playing games, drawing, painting, animating, writing poetry or even working on my art account…. all of these used to mean so much to me.
I have everything I wanted right now. I’m home. My exams are over. There’s no pressure.
So why do I feel like this?
I also feel exhausted and guilty for “wasting time” because I’m not being productive

Has anyone else experienced something like this after a major exam or a long period of stress? Is this just burnout finally catching up with me, or is it something more?
I’d really appreciate hearing from people who’ve been through something similar because right now I honestly don’t understand what’s happening to me.

I am in med college and my final exams got over around 20 days ago, and I genuinely thought I’d feel relieved once everything was over,
But I don’t.
Ever since my exams ended, I’ve been sleeping terribly. Almost every night I have dreams about college, practicals, exams, or something going wrong academically. I wake up feeling even more exhausted than when I went to sleep 😭
I’m tired all day, and I constantly feel like crying but I don’t even know why….. That’s the most confusing part 🙁 I feel stressed, but I can’t even identify what I’m stressed about because the exams are already over
I kept telling myself, “Maybe I just need some time, It’ll get better”
Today I finally came home after being in my hostel (dorm) for months….. While I was there, all I wanted was to go home, I thought I’d finally feel at peace once I got here
Instead… I feel nothing.
If anything, I feel even more like crying.
The weirdest part is that I’ve completely lost interest in the things I used to love. I don’t feel like watching movies or series, playing games, drawing, painting, animating, writing poetry or even working on my art account…. all of these used to mean so much to me.
I have everything I wanted right now. I’m home. My exams are over. There’s no pressure.
So why do I feel like this?
I also feel exhausted and guilty for “wasting time” because I’m not being productive

Has anyone else experienced something like this after a major exam or a long period of stress? Is this just burnout finally catching up with me, or is it something more?
I’d really appreciate hearing from people who’ve been through something similar because right now I honestly don’t understand what’s happening to me.

Has anyone else felt worse after exams ended? I don’t understand what’s happening to me

I am in med college and my final exams got over around 20 days ago, and I genuinely thought I’d feel relieved once everything was over,
But I don’t.
Ever since my exams ended, I’ve been sleeping terribly. Almost every night I have dreams about college, practicals, exams, or something going wrong academically. I wake up feeling even more exhausted than when I went to sleep 😭
I’m tired all day, and I constantly feel like crying but I don’t even know why….. That’s the most confusing part 🙁 I feel stressed, but I can’t even identify what I’m stressed about because the exams are already over
I kept telling myself, “Maybe I just need some time, It’ll get better”
Today I finally came home after being in my hostel for months….. While I was there, all I wanted was to go home, I thought I’d finally feel at peace once I got here
Instead… I feel nothing.
If anything, I feel even more like crying.
The weirdest part is that I’ve completely lost interest in the things I used to love. I don’t feel like watching movies or series, playing games, drawing, painting, animating, writing poetry or even working on my art account…. all of these used to mean so much to me.
I have everything I wanted right now. I’m home. My exams are over. There’s no pressure.
So why do I feel like this?
I also feel exhausted and guilty for “wasting time” because I’m not being productive

Has anyone else experienced something like this after a major exam or a long period of stress? Is this just burnout finally catching up with me, or is it something more?
I’d really appreciate hearing from people who’ve been through something similar because right now I honestly don’t understand what’s happening to me.

I’m a beginner tarot reader and recently I’ve been practicing by offering free readings to random people online

Over the past few days I’ve ended up doing a lot more readings than I expected, and I’ve started feeling mentally and energetically drained afterward. I put a lot of time and intuition into each reading, and after reading for many different people and situations, I feel like I’m carrying around a lot of heavy energy :(

I’ve also noticed that my shuffling has become messier, cards are flying out more often, and I’m finding it harder to focus compared to when I first started

I wanted to know
How do you protect your own energy, ground yourself after doing multiple readings?
How do you cleanse your tarot deck?
Do you have any grounding rituals before or after readings?

I’d love to hear what works for you personally. Thank you! 🤍

I’m a beginner tarot reader and recently I’ve been practicing by offering free readings to random people online

Over the past few days I’ve ended up doing a lot more readings than I expected, and I’ve started feeling mentally and energetically drained afterward. I put a lot of time and intuition into each reading, and after reading for many different people and situations, I feel like I’m carrying around a lot of heavy energy :(

I’ve also noticed that my shuffling has become messier, cards are flying out more often, and I’m finding it harder to focus compared to when I first started

I wanted to know
How do you protect your own energy, ground yourself after doing multiple readings?
How do you cleanse your tarot deck?
Do you have any grounding rituals before or after readings?

I’d love to hear what works for you personally. Thank you! 🤍

I’m a beginner tarot reader and recently I’ve been practicing by offering free readings to random people online

Over the past few days I’ve ended up doing a lot more readings than I expected, and I’ve started feeling mentally and energetically drained afterward. I put a lot of time and intuition into each reading, and after reading for many different people and situations, I feel like I’m carrying around a lot of heavy energy :(

I’ve also noticed that my shuffling has become messier, cards are flying out more often, and I’m finding it harder to focus compared to when I first started

I wanted to know
How do you protect your own energy, ground yourself after doing multiple readings?
How do you cleanse your tarot deck?
Do you have any grounding rituals before or after readings?

I’d love to hear what works for you personally. Thank you! 🤍

looking for someone who wants to study daily
my final exams are going on rn (med student) and i have realized i literally cannot focus alone lately, but study sessions on call work really well for me

preferably someone serious/consistent

dm/comment if interested !

Ever since I was a child, I’ve been an extremely intuitive person. Most of my intuition comes through dreams, feelings, and sudden knowings that later turn out to be true

A few months ago, before I even knew much about tarot, I had a dream where I saw a tarot deck sitting on a desk. One card was placed beside it, a woman holding a giant cup. Later, I searched it up and realized it was the Queen of Cups, exactly how I saw her in the dream

That experience pulled me toward tarot instantly, it has felt very natural, almost like a structured way to channel my intuition

Since then, I’ve gotten deeper into tarot, spirituality, intuition. And recently, I’ve started experiencing something that honestly unsettled me

I’ve been hearing whisper like voices….

Not clear words. More like murmuring. Usually a female voice, once a male voice. The strange thing is that it doesn’t feel internal, like thoughts, it sounds external, like it’s happening in the room itself

One night my roommate and I both thought the other person was whispering, but neither of us had spoken

Since then, I’ve heard the same whisper like voice a few more times, including once during a tarot reading I was doing few minutes ago

I’m trying to stay grounded and not immediately assume something, but I’m also curious because I know many spiritual people talk about clairaudience and heightened sensitivity after opening themselves spiritually

Has anyone here experienced something similar after deepening their intuition practice or tarot work?

I’d really appreciate your perspectives

Ever since I was a child, I’ve been an extremely intuitive person. Most of my intuition comes through dreams, feelings, and sudden knowings that later turn out to be true

A few months ago, before I even knew much about tarot, I had a dream where I saw a tarot deck sitting on a desk. One card was placed beside it, a woman holding a giant cup. Later, I searched it up and realized it was the Queen of Cups, exactly how I saw her in the dream

That experience pulled me toward tarot instantly, it has felt very natural, almost like a structured way to channel my intuition

Since then, I’ve gotten deeper into tarot, spirituality, intuition. And recently, I’ve started experiencing something that honestly unsettled me

I’ve been hearing whisper like voices….

Not clear words. More like murmuring. Usually a female voice, once a male voice. The strange thing is that it doesn’t feel internal, like thoughts, it sounds external, like it’s happening in the room itself

One night my roommate and I both thought the other person was whispering, but neither of us had spoken

Since then, I’ve heard the same whisper like voice a few more times, including once during a tarot reading I was doing few minutes ago

I’m trying to stay grounded and not immediately assume something, but I’m also curious because I know many spiritual people talk about clairaudience and heightened sensitivity after opening themselves spiritually

Has anyone here experienced something similar after deepening their intuition practice or tarot work?

I’d really appreciate your perspectives

My university exams were supposed to happen in July, but they suddenly got preponed to May and the datesheet came out barely 20 days before the exams. The second I saw it, I had this really strong intuition that at least one exam would get postponed somehow. Especially one subject. The syllabus of that subject was massive and I kept manifesting EVERY SINGLE DAY that somehow I would get more time

Even while writing the first paper, I still believed in my mind that the second exam wouldn’t happen, it would get postponed

The exam was supposed to be tomorrow (20 May)

Today, completely out of nowhere, it got postponed to 10 June because the ex Chief Minister of our state passed away and all government institutions are closed tomorrow

And now I feel conflicted

On one hand, this exact thing I had been manifesting happened. On the other hand, the reason behind it is someone’s death, which feels really sad and heavy

A few days ago I saw a video where someone said manifestation can come true in any way possible, even through negative circumstances, which is why some people manifest with affirmations like:
“harm to none, love to all”

That line suddenly makes so much sense to me now.

Has anyone else ever experienced something like this? Where something you deeply manifested came true, but the way it happened made you feel bad?

I have a huge exam tomorrow and there are 97 plants/drugs in syllabus but only around 12 will actually come in the paper for long + short questions

I’m attaching the plant list, please just look through it and comment the names that “jump out” to you or feel like they’ll appear in the exam

No logic needed. Pure intuition/gut feeling

I’ll come back tomorrow and update what actually came 😭

The plants —

Amalaki
Aragwadha
Arjuna
Ashoka
Ashwagandha
Ativisha
Bala
Beejaka
Bhallataka
Bharangi
Bhrungaraja
Bhumyamalaki
Bilva
Brahmi
Chandana
Chitraka
Dadima
Dhataki
Dhamasa
Eranda
Gokshura
Guduchi
Guggulu
Haridra
Haritaki
Hingu
Jambu
Jatamansi
Jyotishmati
Kanchanara
Kantakari
Kapikachhu
Karkatshrungi
Katuki
Khadira
Kumari
Kutaja
Latakaranja
Lodhra
Agnimanth
Ahiphena (Nice to know NK)
Ajamoda (Desirable to know DK)
Apamarga (DK)
Asthishrunkhala
Bakuchi
Bruhati
Chakramarda
Dhanyaka
Ela
Gambhari
Japa
Jatiphala
Jeeraka (DK)
Kalamegha
Kampillaka
Kulatha (NK)
Kumkum
Lajjalu
Lavanga
Madanphala
Mandukaparni
Manjishta
Maricha
Meshashrungi
Methika
Musta
Nagkeshar
Nimba
Nirgundi
Palasha
Pashanabheda
Patha
Pippali
Punarnava
Rasna
Rasona
Sarapagandha
Sairayak
Sariva
Shallaki
Shalmali(Mocharasa)
Shankhapushpi
Shatavari
Shigru
Shunthi
Talisapatra (NK)
Trivrut
Tulasi
Twak
Usheera
Vacha
Varuna
Vasa
Vatsanabha
Vibhitaki
Vidanga
Yashtimadhu

I have a huge exam tomorrow and there are 100+ plants/drugs in syllabus but only around 12 will actually come in the paper for long + short questions

There is physically no way I can master everything overnight. I going to try to study as much as I can, but I genuinely need the exact topics I prepare to show up tomorrow 😭

Has anyone ever successfully manifested specific exam questions/topics coming?

Drop the most insane effective methods you’ve used before exams 😭 PLS give me your strongest methods, rituals, affirmations, ANYTHING

I had a dream today that genuinely disturbed me. Not in a horror way, in a “this felt too real” way

In the dream, my grandfather was alive.

We were in our old childhood house, the one that was demolished years ago. Everything looked exactly the way it used to. The TV noise. The dim yellow lighting. The smell. Him sitting comfortably watching television while I served him food like I used to

My parents were still at the hospital. It was getting late, so my grandfather called my father asking when they’d come home. But instead of my dad picking up, there was an automatic voicemail:
“We’re almost there”

A few moments later I heard the car outside

My mom walked in carrying groceries. My dad was looking at his phone laughing about how convenient the voicemail feature was because he didn’t even have to answer the call

And then I noticed the date.

17 December 2025.

I grabbed my mom’s old phone….the one she owned before….and opened WhatsApp. Family photos. Old chats. Everything looked normal

Then it hit me.

I remembered what day it was.

That was the day my grandfather died.

The second I realized it, the entire dream changed. I suddenly became aware that something was wrong. Like I wasn’t supposed to be there. Or maybe I was but I knew what was coming and nobody else did.

Everyone else continued acting normal.

But I knew.

I knew what was coming.

I remember looking at my father and screaming:

“Papa, please save baba, he doesn’t want to go”

But while I was saying it, my voice started fading away 🙁
Literally fading as if something was forcing me out.

As if the dream itself was collapsing because I had realized too much

Then everything vanished

I was lying down in a room I didn’t recognize. I couldn’t move my body at all. I could hear my phone vibrating behind me, but my body wouldn’t respond. I think it was sleep paralysis

And then suddenly I woke up again

This time for real.

Back in my actual room.

I cannot explain the feeling I had in that moment when I realized the date

It genuinely felt like I had accidentally stepped into a reality where he was still alive… and for one moment, I remembered something that universe hadn’t experienced yet

I don’t even know why I’m posting this

Maybe because a part of me desperately wants to believe that somewhere, in some version of reality, my parents were able to save him