u/fuckandrunx

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Please help .

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For 7 months, I secretly learned crochet just to make something for my girlfriend with my own hands. Every night after classes, I’d sit alone watching tutorials, ruining stitches, starting over, and practicing for hours. I had never touched crochet before, so the yarn would tighten around my fingers and the hook would scrape against my skin until my fingertips got cut and started bleeding. Still, I kept going because I wanted to make something no money could replace.

My friends used to laugh seeing me carrying yarn and crochet hooks everywhere. But while everyone else slept, I kept working on a scarf and a matching cap for her. Every imperfect stitch carried my effort, patience, and love.

When winter finally came, I wrapped them carefully and gifted them to her on the terrace in front of all my friends. She smiled at first and asked, where did you buy these from?

I smiled and told her, i didn’t buy them. I spent 7 months learning crochet just to make these for you.

Her smile disappeared instantly not because she was emotional, but because she genuinely thought I could never do something like that myself.

She looked irritated and said, did I ever tell you to do all this?

Before I could even answer, she grabbed the scarf and threw it off the terrace in front of everyone.

The terrace went silent.

I tried explaining that I only wanted to make her feel special, but instead of understanding, she started arguing with me in front of everyone. She said I was trying too hard, that this was too much, and that I should’ve just bought something normal instead of acting emotional. Every sentence felt worse than the last because I wasn’t even defending myself anymore I was just standing there wondering how love could turn into humiliation so fast.

My friends didn’t say anything. They just watched me stare over the terrace at the scarf lying somewhere below in the dark. Seven months of sleepless nights, bleeding fingers, effort, and hope ended in a five-minute argument.

And still i can't overcome from that phase. Every night this action plays like a movie in my eyes. I was the stud guy of the school & college and always said even if anyone leave me idgaf. But i was wrong every single time. When you get attached from someone truly you will miss them every single second, minute, hour, days, weeks and years too. 💔

The only thing hurts me more is when she said - "you will always be a loser" this words broke me from inside. 😞

For 7 months, I secretly learned crochet just to make something for my girlfriend with my own hands. Every night after classes, I’d sit alone watching tutorials, ruining stitches, starting over, and practicing for hours. I had never touched crochet before, so the yarn would tighten around my fingers and the hook would scrape against my skin until my fingertips got cut and started bleeding. Still, I kept going because I wanted to make something no money could replace.

My friends used to laugh seeing me carrying yarn and crochet hooks everywhere. But while everyone else slept, I kept working on a scarf and a matching cap for her. Every imperfect stitch carried my effort, patience, and love.

When winter finally came, I wrapped them carefully and gifted them to her on the terrace in front of all my friends. She smiled at first and asked, where did you buy these from?

I smiled and told her, i didn’t buy them. I spent 7 months learning crochet just to make these for you.

Her smile disappeared instantly not because she was emotional, but because she genuinely thought I could never do something like that myself.

She looked irritated and said, did I ever tell you to do all this?

Before I could even answer, she grabbed the scarf and threw it off the terrace in front of everyone.

The terrace went silent.

I tried explaining that I only wanted to make her feel special, but instead of understanding, she started arguing with me in front of everyone. She said I was trying too hard, that this was too much, and that I should’ve just bought something normal instead of acting emotional. Every sentence felt worse than the last because I wasn’t even defending myself anymore I was just standing there wondering how love could turn into humiliation so fast.

My friends didn’t say anything. They just watched me stare over the terrace at the scarf lying somewhere below in the dark. Seven months of sleepless nights, bleeding fingers, effort, and hope ended in a five-minute argument.

And still i can't overcome from that phase. Every night this action plays like a movie in my eyes. I was the stud guy of the school & college and always said even if anyone leave me idgaf. But i was wrong every single time. When you get attached from someone truly you will miss them every single second, minute, hour, days, weeks and years too. 💔

Yesterday my account got banned which was verfied. And even the account which are made in 2019, 2020 is also being removed what to do?