u/goldenemoboy__

Hello! So you guys have been a help with knowing more about good computers esp the ones under 2000 dollars, thank you so much! Well now I have a question for the future. I am a bit of a coward with tampering with the physical computer much so if I want to get more storage in the future for games, is there a way to get an ssd card into something and just hook it up through a USB or something and would it be fine/safe to do so? I’ve heard about ssd enclosures in passing so I’m assuming it’s possible

I have problems with my gaming laptop rn but hopefully it’s an easy fix and I won’t lose my waterpark. Been playing since like a year back before the release. Looking at your waterparks as my hearts wound care lol.
Now onto a question. If I lose my waterpark I’m wondering if I should make a city waterpark or the beach one. Which one do you guys like most?

I’m not good with this stuff so please don’t judge me especially with the tag because idk if it’s the right one. Anyways.

So I was playing a game like usual. My computer wasn’t overheated and I noticed it was low battery so I put the charger in and didn’t think much more about it but suddenly after a while my computer just shut off. Like completely just one moment the game and lights to completely black. No screen or sound like it was shutting off. I checked so my charger was in right and I was trying to start it again but nothing.
I then decided to google what I can do if it suddenly did that, did everything I could do at the moment, nothing. I checked my charger again and every time it was plugged in it was completely cold and doesn’t look like any damage anywhere. I waited a while and still completely cold. I checked the computer port but it looked fine and clean. I have to rely on the computer light showing charging because my charger doesn’t have one of those btw.

So my computer was low battery, it just shut off and won’t turn back on, my computer light indicating charging is not on, I tried the hold down for 30-60 seconds thing but nothing (heard you should try removing the battery too but the battery is built in and I am not allowed to tamper in case I ruin anything else. I’m not tech savvy), I checked the outside of the charger and where you connect it into the computer and nothing weird, I tried bending it a bit to see if it was wires in it being weird but nothing, it’s completely cold being plugged in for a while and as said before does not turn the light on the computer on. Is it safe to say it’s my charger specifically the brick being broken and not my computer? Or should I say laptop? I have to pay and check with a whole new charger because I don’t have any others that fit and I even tried borrowing from people I know but they don’t have any compatible ones either. I don’t like spending much money and the charger everywhere I look to buy one is not cheap because it being specifically for gaming computers/laptops.

Måste man svara på kön man är attraherad mot? Känns löjligt som fan. Jag är där för jag är obekväm i min kropp på det här viset, inte vem jag vill ta med hem efter en utekväll. Förstår om dem vill fråga om dysfori lägger stopp på intima relationer men där borde det väll sluta? Och jag vill säga jag vet inte hur jag skulle hantera om de inte vill skicka remiss för har autism och adhd samt om dem fick reda på min läggning. Känns som de tre skulle stoppa saker (vet dem inte får pågrund av lag i stort sätt men dem är sneaky som fan ändå) för jag vet många som inte riktigt förstår kan döma och göra saker värre. Är helt sjukt rädd rent utsagt. Jag ska också till vuxenpsykiatrin om påbörja min ADHD medicin igen för jag behöver påfyllning.
Anyways om nån av er gått igenom detta och det varit i Norrland, hur fucked är jag?

Gick bra, hon va väldigt snäll. Hon skickar remiss till vuxenpsykiatrin där jag ska prata och dem ser om de ska skicka till könsidentitetmottagning. Jag va jätte nervös. Nu börjar jag få en annan nervositet dock. Vuxenpsykiatrin är ju helt annat än umo. Men detta har en icke binär person jag känner gått igenom och kommit till sån mottagning till slut. Samt så finns ju community här och att kunna prata och läsa genom transsammans och sånna ställen. Gud jag va så nervös jag mådde illa

No joke I got my bracket on the underside far back replaced and fixed TODAY, waited, ate soft food, it feel off in the middle of eating… I’m AAAAEEERRRGGHHH angry. I clean and I eat soft and it keeps happening. I even have those bite blockers. The one who fixed it today literally said ”be careful chewing” and I was. I really was. Now I have to call in again. I just wanted today to be about celebrating one of my teeth finally being in a position where I can add one more bracket but noooo, day had to be ruined. I’m genuinely started to be scared to even eat

I feel the “born in the wrong body” fits more for me but the responses to it seem so varied and I’ve heard many say it’s too “physical and medicalized”. That doesn’t help my already feelings about being broken and disgusting for being this way. How do I stop this? Am I wrong for this?
Also if anyone have any more detailed articles about why being trans is not a disorder or defect plus any differences found through studies don’t point to any defects please give. I’ve seen too many comparisons to actual disorders I think it’s been messing with me and making me fear people wanting to go back to “fixing” us instead of letting us be us and transition.

I can’t shake the feeling I’m a broken and disordered person because of this. It won’t stop. I also see people talk about other forms of science and medical practices for the future that would end trans people from existing. Which only fuels these feelings. I feel like something is deeply wrong with me. my dysphoria is really bad. I keep having thoughts about ending it all. Even if it’s totally healthy formation just a different path, maybe they are still right it’s an anomaly to be fixed instead of transitioning.

So this is something that I’ve been thinking about a lot and even tho I don’t want to transition so I align as closely to a male body (like cis male) as possible, if I was born it I most likely wouldn’t do anything to change my sex. I probably would prevent balding and I would get rid of facial and body hair but otherwise no. Is that weird? Like rn I experience a lot of dysphoria and I want and need to get a hysto and start hrt and get top surgery. I would want to do something to my bits so it’s not so vulva like but otherwise I’d feel fine and like myself.

Anyone else feels like both cis people and other trans people never want to understand enbies and non binary people’s transitions and access to transition care? It’s always thinking that there is none of that or it’s not enough so enbies shouldn’t get to transition to be comfortable in their bodies. Everywhere all the time, in every discussion. Like they will completely overlook how often enbies get denied any care whatsoever if they say ”yeah I’m non binary” during dysphoria tests and just plain therapy sessions and even when going private at some surgical places. Denied to change legal gender. No legal markers to change to that isn’t either male or female in most places. There is some ”unique” challenges trans enbies face and it all gets brushed under the rug

Är lite nervös och rädd över att möta en helt ny person och att personen kan va transfobisk… jag skrev att det va om sånt jag vill prata om så jag hoppas det kommer gå bra. Sist jag va där var det slutet 2023 och blev bemött bra, hoppas om det denna gången med. Omg läskigt

I feel like a disgusting freak over my identity and dysphoria. I feel he/him and even they/them represents who I am but where I live the they/them ones are 99% never used and seen as a joke and I also feel a bit of guilt over the he/him ones because I feel like I’m not worthy enough of them. She/her makes me want to puke and claw my eyes out.
I also feel shame due to my sexual orientation because of other people. Other people either sees me as a freak or not as who I am plus they think gender and sexual orientation is basically the same thing and pisses me off and makes me uncomfortable of how they might see me due to that.
Doesn’t help seeing the insane amounts of transphobia lately and many of our community being killed. Just the other day someone here in my country said she would force conversion if her grandchild ever came out as trans and many have been siding with her. Many not as well which is helping my anxieties and fears but my brain hyperfocus on the bad.

So the winx roblox game the fairy guardians. I have some critiques. The hair advanced physics is too much. like if I wear the braid the hair is like a whip lol. The enchantix wings can only be one color but the magic winx ones can be two? As well as the tech ones don’t open upp like Tecnas when flying. Even if we just had an option like the other clothes have options. I miss more hairstyles and I’m tired of getting duplicates and nothing else from the kiko quests when that happens :/ like wish we could get a bit of the currency.
Just a little rant about this

So if I take like half dose T, can I like put T cream on my ehem… lil friend… to maximize growth or will it not do anything? Okay yay pls answer if you know this stuff :)

Getting real tired of the hypocrisy. They will agree that changing sex characteristics makes you transsexual and change sex but when it’s an enby person suddenly it’s not? Hrt changes sex. Gonadectomy does too. Getting rid of secondary sex characteristics you don’t feel matches who you are is a very trans thing to do. But just because it’s not a binary trans man or woman then it’s not trans? It’s not changing sex? It’s suddenly like the dysphoria people experience isn’t real. They treat being trans as more of an ideology, we have research pointing to gender and sex being bimodal and gender incongruence and dysphoria shows it too. They tell us not to transition and just live in extreme discomfort and pain till we kill ourselves

I keep feeling like such a freak. I only want to do something about what I’m dysphoric about but then comes the “it’s weird I’m not dysphoric about this” thoughts. As well as I feel like I’m not trans enough for only being into men. There is always something about how gay trans guys aren’t man enough and trans enough and all these weird slurs and stereotypes. Its exhausting. I feel like a major freak.
As well as in the most progressive terms I can communicate my identity and dysphoria is nonbinary man. Like in the middle of those two, between enby and male.

Så jag kollar ju om trans accepterande psykologer som kan hjälpa än med hrt. Finns det? Vart kan man gå? Vet ni något?

Jag vill dö jag vill rycka bort hela min bröstkorg jag får sån panik. Jag hatar det här. Inget hjälper längre. Jag skaffade ny binder men även när jag tar på mig så är det en påminnelse om att jag har fel delar. Känns på riktigt som om jag har två tumörer på mig